The Prisoner of the Mafia
TSM Chapter 64 - Black Venom Fried Chicken
"I love you, Bella, I love you so much, but I don't want it! Can you understand my position?" Axton asked in a tone that began to sound emotional, he looked different to Axton a few minutes ago.
Arabella took a deep breath, this may be quite sudden for them, he stood in front of Axton and stared into the eyeballs, clearly visible a fear and despair that was in Axton. "But this is still your child, we'll get used to it in the future, I'm sure having a child is not as complicated as Axton imagined," said Arabella slowly, he had to melt Axton who is quite stubborn at this time, he said, the man was just in shock and would accept all of this in a moment, Arabella was very confident in her own thoughts. "Didn't you want a little boy to call you dad? It'll be fun, trust me."
But an answer that Axton gave enough to make Arabella's emotions also increased. "Of course not, Bella! I was born without a father, how can I be a father!" Axton snapped quite hard on Arabella's face, making the woman close her eyes slowly and stare back at Axton flatly.
"Then what do you want? Abort her? Are you crazy, Axton! You did it with me, you should have rethought the risks you would have made after doing it,” Arabella said.
“But I don't want it Bella, I'm not ready yet and will never be ready!”
Arabella shook her head slowly, she bit her lower lip tightly withstanding the annoyance. “You're back to being the crazy guy you used to be,” hiss Arabella.
“I am like this Bella, if you still want to keep the child—“ sounds a pause until Axton looks at her doubtfully, Arabella swallowed her saliva aloud waiting for what Axton would say. “I will return you to James, I will release you both with a security deposit for your eligibility for 5 years,” Axton said.
Arabella's heart felt stabbed by the cowardly words that Axton uttered, his own fault was in loving a monster who always took advantage of the weakness of the poor with the wealth he had. “I don't care, and I hate you!” Arabella's hiss was sharp, he looked into Axton's eyes full of hatred, he immediately turned around and slammed the door of Axton's room tightly.
He had never expected this before, he was completely unprepared to be a father. Axton grew up suffering all his life, the abuse and humiliation he had been accustomed to since he went to school. Axton himself had hoped never been born into this world, trying to save his mother from death makes Axton have to do the dirty work, even Axton once languished in prison for 2 weeks because he was caught carrying drugs ordered by the former chairman Matthew.
Axton's journey has never been happy, he has always suffered and he does not want to have children like himself. Even Axton never imagined what his son would become in a mafia environment.
Axton hates commitment, he hates family and he hates a father. The journey of his life left a very heavy trauma for Axton. It is very difficult to try to start and parting with Arabella may be a good option for now.
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Relax guys, there will be James who makes Axton aware.
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