The Journey of my Love

The Journey of my Love
False Contractions


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Since noon, my stomach hurt a lot, but it's only gone a little more. I thought I was going to give birth seeing those symptoms.


But when I checked it turned out I wasn't going to give birth. Just a false contraction.


These days I feel it often. Reno panicked as she continued to complain of pain.


I was also afraid of actually facing the birth of my first child. Sometimes I think that when I give birth I will survive. If I don't survive how my baby's fate is Reno. Reno is getting married again and my baby has a new mother. That fast Reno forgot about me.


All sorts of prejudices haunted my mind. Until it feels like my chest is tight. Actually Reno wanted me to have a cesarean section but I didn't want to because this is my first child.I want to feel like a mother fighting for her child.


To this day, I made my two in-laws and my husband Reno panic because I complained of pain on my waist and stomach. My stomach feels very hot and like it's being stirred.


"Yank, sick" I whined in Reno's arms


"Please, we're going to the hospital"


"But now it's not yank" I said smilingly


"We're good, yes yank, I don't want to lose you too our son yank" he said, peeping at my forehead


"Don't let me enjoy moments like this, I want this to be a memory for me and you when they grow up"


"Yes but you made me afraid of yank"


"Udah no papa this is common for people who will give birth. "" later if the dedeknya already out would not hurt anymore. "


I felt something coming out of my birth canal. Apparently my water's broken. And I feel my stomach getting hotter.


I use it for small walks while enduring pain


but the more I feel. I thought I was going to get something out of my birth canal.


I screamed loudly. Reno and my two in-laws were running towards me. While carrying me Reno ran towards the garage and immediately put me in the car. My two in-laws also participated after my mother-in-law brought a bag containing baby equipment that I had prepared yesterday. With a panicked face my father-in-law also still had time to call my family to tell me that I was going to give birth and was already in the hospital.


In the course of my stomach getting tighter accompanied by the pain that became more and more. I only groaned a little to reduce the tension on the face of Reno and my two in-laws. I knew they were so panicked that I didn't want to make them panic even more with my screams.


Arriving at the hospital. I was pushed in a gurney towards the delivery room with Reno holding my hand. While my two in-laws take care of the administration before the action will be done according to procedure.


"Sick yank? " ask Reno worriedly


I shook my customer's head while grimacing in pain.


"It hurts not to be held yank, you can cry to reduce the pain ato you claws and hairpins I also do not pa-pa yank. I can not bear to see you like this" he said while holding my hand tightly.


"I'm not papa yank, Do'ain is the best yes so I can survive and stay by your side can also take care of our baby" I said myself


"You must be safe, we fight together yes, I will keep you until the grandpa was born yank"


The doctors and nurses who saw our romance were moved. They also gave Reno a seat to be comfortable next to me.