The Journey of my Love
Prepare Yourself

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*Dear Diary, i,

Today is exactly one month of our relationship.I am very happy that my life has Dian in my life.Sick that I feel for many years it does not feel if I am with him.Let me selfishly ask you Oh my God to add to this my life that stayed a little longer with my beautiful girlfriend.

Today I have prepared a surprise to be the last day I can be with him.Dian does not know if I am sick.Akupun did not tell him about my illness.I do not want him to cry for my departure.I want him to stay happy when I see me.

These few days I helped my friends and my family make this surprise.And finally succeeded because Dian really liked the surprise from me.Even he was ceaselessly smiling at me.How happy my heart, my heart is,I carved that smile and kept it in my heart.I want that smile to always accompany me when I wake up and fall asleep later.

Until the time came I had to say goodbye to him.I was not honest with him that I was going to chemotherapy.I just said that I would do KKN for my college assignment.

We were in communication for a week,but a week later suddenly my condition dropped.That makes me have to be treated at RS.For a week I miss him a lot.Only his photo that I have to accompany me to fight this pain.Even to say goodbye I can not.How weak I am, I am not able to,how helpless I was to see her tears fall.

I miss him so much, even my body feels weaker, I am powerless on this bed.Will I whisper the word I love you so much before I actually go.But is there still an opportunity for me this weak?Can I still feel his embrace for the last time?I would love to fall asleep in his arms.In order to be in heaven I no longer expect it.God, please listen to my request, after that I will not ask for anything else even if you take this life.

By:Reza A

My tears did not stop crying reading this book.Why did you leave me so soon yank.Why is not a single man who can sincerely love me like you.Why should you leave me.Why don't you just take me with you.

I hit my chest lightly because the more I think the more pain I feel when I remember the late brother Reza.I have fulfilled your last wish yank.And have tried to make your departure.Is it wrong I expect someone like you?who is able to understand me, able to make me happy even carved my name in his heart until he closed his eyes.Is it wrong I asked like that.

Although a year passed your name always remains in my heart.Even if there is a mas Day that so one year accompany me but still I can not forget you.

Tok.

"Son, can we talk for a second?"tannya

"By ma'am, come in" I asked

"What's wrong mom?"

"So the next-door neighbor said there were guests coming?"

"Oh that's novi same as Hari ma'am" I answered honestly

"Continue to say their neighbors heard there was a commotion.Indeed the call was quarreling?why is there novi too?"

"There is no papa ma'am, the problem of children dating.Oh yes I want to say if now I have broken up from mas Hari"

"Huh, disconnect?how can?is there a problem, son?if there is a problem solved demgan good son,janhan hastily decided"common mom.

"Yes ma'am, this has also been my decision, mas Hari was caught cheating with novi bu.Mommy knows I don't like betrayal.so this is the best for us.Especially I am still worried with my heart bu" I explained

"Oh, so that's the problem, it's the mother who is the best for you.Originally you remain happy with your choice mother can not say anything because who lives it is yourself"said mother while stroking the top of my head.

I laid my body on my mother's lap.Put my head in her lap.The calm and peace that I feel now I also feel relieved because I have told my mother.There is still my family who supports me.I am grateful to have them, I am grateful to have them,although there are not many treasures but our lives are adequate and also love each other.