The Homes and Tears
The Winnowing
" Your maaakkssuudd? In lamar ? Same who ? " . Nadia asked increasingly curious, because Dinda did not have a boyfriend.
" My papa's boss' son ". Answer Dinda. " What ?? Mr Indrawan's son? You mean Raka ? " Task Nadia again.
" Well, Nadia help me " . Pinta Dinda pleaded. " Well, how about Din, what if he gets caught? " Task Nadia again. " Wouldn't "answer Dinda reassured Nadia. " Trus way ? " Task Nadia again. " You find me a cake dormitory, a cake hotel or whatever for a while. I just want to hide for a few days, then I'm out of town. Plis nad, I beg you ". Once again Dinda pleaded with Nadia. Because he felt sorry for his best friend, Nadia also agreed to Dinda's request.
Immediately Dinda prepared herself, Dinda brought some clothes and other important items and was immediately packed into a small black bag. After leaving her room, Dinda went back into her room as if forgetting something. Well, a photo of his memories with Adrian. In her view of the photo, a tear-filled mouth was dripping down her cheek. " Adrian, I miss" Nadia said very softly. In the hug of the photo as if he really misses Adrian.
And ring ring, Mobile Dinda ringing. Incoming message from Nadia. " hotel angel, address (#+$-$(!#?@(&";6$) . The hotel was not far from my workplace ". After reading the message from Nadia, Dinda rushed away before anyone saw her.
Dinda immediately to the address sent by Nadia. 15 minutes passed, Dinda arrived at an old hotel, the walls were very dull, wild plants grew where. But that did not make Dinda extend his intention. Dinda rushed to find the loby area. After getting it, Dinda immediately ordered a room. After getting her room key, Dinda headed for the elevator to immediately go up to the 2nd floor right where her room was.
Dinda quickly walked as if afraid that someone would see and recognize her in that place. But at a crossroads Dinda cross paths with a pair of lovers who are none other than Adrian and Clara. (Good shit )
They walked hand in hand and were so friendly.
Dinda flinched, she was so shocked, her eyes bulged, her mouth gaping, her heart pounding. " Adrian "call Dinda very slowly. Adrian also turned to look at Dinda, not only Dinda Adrian was very surprised to see Dinda. " Dinda" said Adrian. Hearing Dinda's name, Clara further tightened her grip as if she recognized Dinda. " Let's go baby we'll be late " . Clara said as she accelerated her pace.
Dinda stood up while looking at the two of them. Adrian also occasionally looked at Dinda. But Clara continued to pull her arms as if she did not want Adrian to look at Dinda longer.
A tear-spread she could not bear with her face reddened by anger she could not hide. His chest was tight, his heart was so sick.
Dinda cried bitterly, she could not stop thinking Adrian the man she so missed was happy with her new lover.
Her crying was unable to describe how her heart was so broken back then.
" Dinda don't cry, you have to be strong, forget her Dinda. He's forgotten about you " complained Dinda saw his reflection in the elevator mirror.
He rubbed his tears that were unceasingly dripping down his cheeks. And withstood the immense heartache in his chest.
Arriving inside the room, Dinda quickly locked the door. He took a photo of his memories with Adrian, in the tear of the photo and he blurted as fast as he was tight. He fell on the floor, crying bitterly as if how much pain he felt at that moment. (O Allah, b write this until manangis ey 😭 )
Dinda cried a mouthful, she complained about her fate, what she had done wrong so she had to bear this heavy and painful burden.
" Oh my god, I don't. It's too painful. Please stop this, God. I can't take it anymore. " After the pain, Dinda recalled her memories with Adrian. With tears in her eyes, Dinda regrets everything "why should we meet? Why should I love you so much? Why are you so brave ? Why adrian ? Why ? " . Dinda continued to cry, staring up at the sky of her room , Dinda slept on her back as if resigned to whatever would happen that day. Dinda cried and continued to cry incessantly until she fell asleep on the front floor of her bedroom door.
Dinda's phone is ringing. Ring ring ring ring
While sighing and wiping her tears, she answered her sister Rio's phone call.
" Hello Rio, is there a ..... ? Not finished Dinda spoke, already heard Rio's voice panicked.
" Sister, papa's in the hospital. Papa Anfal's ". Rio said in panic
The very thing Dinda was afraid of happened. His hands shook violently and his gaze became blank.
" I.... Iy... Ahhhh " . That was only Dinda's answer before Rio turned off his phone.
The pain in his heart seemed to accumulate and he could not explain how he was destroyed at this moment.
Not long after, Dinda rushed to the hospital.
Why life is so hard, there are no good days a day for Dinda 😭
Dinda cried lethargic in the corner of the room, she no longer knew what to do.
Because of crying for too long, his eyes felt tired and Dinda fell asleep.
It did not feel like it was 20:00 pm, Dinda woke up from her sleep, seeing so many people in the room. Dinda's eyes were fixed on the pengulu sir and Raka sat near the pengulu right in front of her father.
" What does this mean? " Tanya Dinda seemed confused to see all her family and Raka's family gathered in the room.
" You are now my wife Dinda. " Raka said while looking at Dinda's face with a smile.
Like being hit by a hard blow on his chest, Dinda's heart was pounding, his breathing faltering. Dinda couldn't believe what she had just heard. " No, this can't be " said Dinda as she hurried away from the room. His father hurried to call Dinda, "son, papa please don't go " . His father's words brought Dinda's footsteps to a halt.
Raka approaches Dinda, inviting Dinda to re-enter while holding Dinda's hand. Dinda brushed off Raka's hand and said "don't touch me ". Hearing Dinda's words, Raka fell silent. Well, it wasn't the first time Raka had gotten such treatment from Dinda. But because of his great love for Dinda makes Raka always understand the behavior of Dinda who seems to hate him.
Dinda sat down near her father asking permission to go home first. But his father asks Dinda to go home with Raka. Obviously Dinda refused his father's request, but because he saw his father's condition with a breath that faltered, Dinda finally agreed to his father's request. With dinda forced to go home with Raka who was then officially her husband.
Throughout the journey Dinda was silent a thousand languages, at most her face facing out while looking at the passing vehicle next to her. Raka also stayed silent while continuing to drive her car.
Arriving home, Dinda immediately went into her room and locked the door.
Raka asks Dinda to open the door. But dinda seemed to ignore Raka, even she covered her ears with a pillow. Raka begged, Raka also promised not to do anything. He just didn't want Dinda's father to be disappointed and his illness to recur. Hearing that, Dinda was filled with excitement because she did not want her father's disease to recur again, finally with a heavy heart Dinda opened the door to her room.
After the door opened, Raka's eyes widened to see so many photos of Dinda's affection with Adrian in every corner of the room.
However, with a big heart Raka seemed to understand him again. Raka endured her heartache. I hope one day Dinda will accept it.
Unlike most people, on their first night together, they slept apart. Dinda sleeps in her bed and Raka sleeps on the sofa near the television.
A few days passed, Dinda's treatment still remained cold to Raka. Because he felt as if his pride was stepped on by Dinda, Raka finally could not stand it anymore. He left the house, as if he did not know the direction of Raka's destination continued to drive his car at maximum speed. Arriving at an entertainment venue, Raka stops her car and enters the building. So many women in very sexy clothes approached her . Raka sat down to order a drink, a bartender approached her and served a drink ordered by Raka.
Raka finished the drink to make him drunk.
After being content to have fun, Raka returns to Dinda's house. Raka entered Dinda's room and immediately embraced the woman. Dinda awoke from her sleep, quickly Dinda jumped away from Raka. "don't Raka I beg you " . Pinta Dinda with body shaking while hugging the bolster. Because anger and alcohol have mastered it, making Raka careless and ignore Dinda's pleas. According to him, Dinda is his rightful wife. He is entitled to Dinda and is entitled to Dinda's body. Raka pulls the hand of the dinda, with full force Dinda tries to stay away from Raka, but with the strength of a man2 with very young Raka is able to defeat Dinda. Raka manages to hold Dinda and put her to bed. Quickly dinda tried to get up, but Raka no less quickly immediately pressed Dinda's body with his body. Raka's hand held Dinda's hand and rendered Dinda helpless. Dinda cried but Raka seemed to not care about it. Raka greedily landed kisses from along the ear, neckline to shoulder.
Raka then took off Dinda's clothes by force until Dinda's clothes were torn on her chest. Raka devoured casually at the beautiful sculpture of a woman who was in front of him.
With the remaining energy in his possession Dinda tried to fight back and push Raka, but unfortunately all seemed free. Raka doesn't even twitch at all.
Dinda screamed for help and she woke up from her sleep. It was just a nightmare for Dinda 😄 ⁇
Back to hotel room angel. The clock also showed at 4 am, sounding slurping in Dinda's ear the voice of a woman from the next room. With curiosity, Dinda put her ears close to the wall, trying to listen to what the next door neighbor was talking about. After careful investigation, it is only an ******* spoiled a woman. Oh, my God, Dinda was aghast and immediately moved away from the wall while shaking her head.
Dinda also spread her body with curiosity that still hit her mind.
" Who is that woman ? I recognize that voice ? " Say Dinda in his mind.