The Homes and Tears
The Dancer

" Who is that woman ? "

" Is that Silvia ? "

" Has Adrian really forgotten me and had a new boyfriend ? "

Question after question came to Dinda's mind. His chest was tight, his heart was so sick. Dinda cried as it became.

In the throw his phone until it broke into pieces.

Praaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkk

Fragments of mobile phones fell on the floor.

Dinda shouted as if she could no longer bear the pain she felt. Tears kept flowing down her cheeks.

Now everything is completely destroyed, nothing remains.

Days passed, months after months changed. Dinda is still with her life as it used to be, pondering over her nasip. I wish a miracle would come to him.

The hot sun that afternoon, not comparable to the heat of the atmosphere in the all-white room in a starless hotel is at the end of the city of Kalimantan. On the floor were splattered some men and women's underwear.

On a minimalist bed two different types of creatures combine love with each other. Two sighs of human children chime in the air, signifying how much they enjoy the warmth of the afternoon.

Round by round they went through, as if never satisfied.

Until the evening came, the woman gave a warm kiss on the lips of the man next to her and said "i work first ya syg" said the woman so warm and soft.

Oh yaa, meet that woman named Clara. A striptease dancer at a cafe not far from the hotel.

Clara tanned mature, black hair short shoulder, height 160cm, weight 50kg.

Clara began to prepare ready, that night as usual she was wearing a very open shirt.

And drove away on his bike alone. While the man with him fell asleep without a thread on his body.

The clock also shows at 2 am. The man woke up from his sleep, immediately he cleaned his body. Dressed in a black jeans jacket and paired with denim jeans, the man drove his car and drove towards a club' the night was about 11 KM from the hotel where he was staying.

Arriving at the club' night, his friends were waiting for him and one by one called his name, "Adrian " . That man was Adrian.

He immediately approached his friend.

Accompanied by a bottle of Vodka, they spent the night having fun.

" How's Clara doing? ' asked vicky to Adrian. " Good "answer Adrian briefly. " Clara was a good woman Adrian. You're lucky to get it " said Vicky again.

Hearing Vicky's words, Adrian just smiled while having a beard.

Suddenly a woman approached them. " Adrian "call the woman. Adrian turned his head towards the woman and was surprised after recognizing who the woman was. That woman is Nadia, Dinda's best friend.

Adrian is different than before. Her appearance was shabby, her hair was random, like it was unkempt.

Not responding to Nadia's words, Adrian even asked Nadia's news.

" Hay nad, how are you "ask Adrian as he extends his hand..

" Well, I'm good" replied Nadia. " Ohya Adrian, can you talk for a minute? but not here. " Advanced Nadia. " Yaudah we go to the parking lot" Adrian replied.

Arriving at the parking lot, Adrian meets Clara.

Clara quickly approached Adrian, and kissed Adrian's right cheek right in front of Nadia. " Hay "Clara reached out her hand to meet Nadia. " I'm Clara's boyfriend Adrian" Clara told Nadia with a smile. " Hello, I'm Nadia" replied Nadia. Hearing Nadia's name, Clara was surprised as if she recognized the name. In the face of Adrian's face, in the hand of Adrian, but Adrian release the grip. " You go in first, I want to talk to Nadia" said Adrian. " Yes, by the way. What's wrong with having me ? " Task Clara to Adrian and occasionally turn to Nadia.

" I said go in " said Adrian firmly. Clara was forced to comply with Adrian's request.

After Clara's departure, Nadia starts a conversation by asking if it is true that the woman is Adrian's girlfriend. " He's your girlfriend ? " Tanya Nadia while staring at Adrian. " Hmmm " replied Adrian muttering.

" You are this broken ? " Task Nadia again. Nadia shook her head as if she did not expect Adrian's life would be like this. " Why ? " Tanya Adrian "Do you love him ? " Task Nadia again as if she does not believe Adrian will date a striptease dancer. " I don't care about that taste anymore. Ohya, what are you talking about ? " Tanya Adrian looked at Nadia's face. " Dinda" replied Nadia briefly as she stared intently at Adrian's face.

Hearing the name, Adrian lowered his head, as if he was reminded of something "how are you now ? " Ask Adrian. " Fucked ". Reply Nadia

Adrian turned his head and looked at Nadia's face, as if he did not understand what Nadia said. " Fucked? " as if repeating Nadia's words, Adrian's forehead wrinkled She was confused. And Nadia explained everything to Adrian.

" Dinda is still like before. Not much has changed from him. Dinda was a different person. He became a very quiet man, often confined himself in his room, even until now he has not had a new lover. It was very difficult for him to open his heart to others. She was so traumatized afraid of loving and being loved. She misses you so much Adrian. " Nadia said as she looked at Adrian's face, her tears unstoppable. It was as if he was right2 knowing what was going on with his best friend. Nadia knows all about Dinda and how devastated her best friend is right now.

Adrian was silent, as if he could say nothing more. Only tears could explain how broken Adrian was.

" He doesn't deserve a man2 like me Nadia. " Said Adrian. " I've hurt her too much, I can't even forgive myself. He deserves to be happy with a better man ". Adrian .

" That's what you think. But not according to Dinda. He misses you Adrian. She still loves you so much, and I'm sure you must still have the same feelings towards her right? . " Tanya Nadia while looking deeply into Adrian's eyes.

Adrian's eyes glazed with glass he was eager to cry but in the end. " Now I'm not like the old me. My life is this mess. Now I live with a striptease dancer. I've been leaving my house for 5 months and living like this. I left behind all the memories of Dinda. My room was filled with photos of Dinda, in every corner of my house as if there was Dinda. It was as if I heard Dinda's voice calling my name where. I left the house, carrying nothing. I left everything. I'm starting a new life here and I'm meeting clara. He loves and accepts all my shortcomings . " Not finished Adrian speaking, Nadia cut off the conversation. "and you love him ? " Tanya Nadia. Without answering Nadia's question, Adrian turned his head to look at Nadia's face and then lowered his head again. " No, you don't love Adrian. I can see from your eyes "Said Nadia very confidently. Adrian was silent, not responding to Nadia's words. " Oh yeah, can I have your phone number ? " Tanya Nadia while taking out her phone from inside her bag. " I don't have a cell phone. I haven't played mobile phone for 5 months. All my stuff, my clothes, everything I left in my house. I didn't bring anything. " An Adrian replied, still looking down. " Who picked up Dinda's phone at the time ? " Tanya Nadia was curious. Adrian turned to Nadia, as if he was confused by the words of Nadia "gini yes Adrian, that time about 3 months ago he said Dinda had called your number, but the one who picked up his phone was a woman. Dinda was very disappointed at the time. She thinks it's your boyfriend" Nadia explained "maybe it's my sister. " Answer Adrian.

" Thus after 5 months what are you doing ? Your phone does not have, nor does it have a place to live. During these 5 months you spent like this ?? " Tanya Nadia was curious.

" Yes "answer Adrian briefly .

" Well, you can buy a new phone. " Said Nadia again. Adrian smiled as he shook his head, "I don't have nad money, I just live with Clara. " Answer Adrian . " No, you can't be like Adrian. You ruin yourself, your life, your future, everything. You go home yes, and you reverse the same. I'll help you. " Before Adrian answered Nadia's words, arrived2 Clara appeared and pulled Adrian's hand while saying, "excuse me yes mbak, what does he mean. I heard everything, mbak. Now he's my girlfriend. Can't you, let her be happy with me? " Said Clara staring intently with emotion towards Nadia. " Hmmmmm "Nadia just let out a long sigh and then stared at Adrian. " Dear, let's go home" said Clara, pulling Adrian's hand. Adrian seemed unable to refuse Clara's invitation only mangosteen and joined the foot heading towards his car. Adrian occasionally turned to look at Nadia who had been astonished to see the two brands.

Their car drove out of the parking lot. Nadia was still standing there as if she could not believe what had just happened.

A few months passed.

In the room measuring 4 x 4 M shades of black yellow which is filled with Minnie the Pooh doll, Nadia sat in front of her makeup mirror. Nadia looked at her own face as if lacking confidence in her appearance that day. Nadia is accepted at a cosmetics company that requires employees to cut their hair short. With a short haircut, and wearing a white blouse combined with a black skirt, Nadia's appearance completely changed, as if she did not recognize herself. Well, this is the first day Nadia entered work.that morning, before leaving for work arrived Nadia's mobile phone rang. Dinda, who called that was Dinda.

Nadia quickly raised the call. " Hello Din. What's up ? " Tanya Nadia. " Nad, nad help me nad. " Answer Dinda, sobbing. " Heh, why are you ?? What's up Dinda ? Nadia asked as if she was curious about what happened to her best friend. " Can you help me get out of the house ? Plis help me Nadia. " Dinda's words made Nadia curious as if she did not believe what she had just heard. " Exit ? why ? What the hell is going on. Why do you want to run away from home ? " Task Nadia again. " I don't have time anymore nad. Last night that guy would come to propose to me. " Answer Dinda. Nadia was shocked to hear Dinda's words. " Your maaakkssuudd? In lamar ? Same who ? " Tanya Nadia was getting curious, because Dinda did not have a boyfriend. Who will propose to Dinda ? And why would Dinda want to run away from home?

What will happen, will Dinda manage to escape with Nadia, or ???? And, then what about Nadia's new job ? Does Nadia have a new job or choose to help her best friend??