The Choice And Destiny Of Life
Part . 39

I felt my cheeks being patted softly by someone, I opened my eyes slowly and I heard also the voice of someone who kept calling my name.

"Tania wakes up, Tan, we're here, sweetheart." That's the word I heard faintly so I blinked my eyes and I opened my eyes. Deg! Right in front of my eyes Leo was smiling while the man's hand was still on my cheek.

"Leo," I muttered.

"Let's go down, we've arrived" said Leo pulling his hand from my cheek.

"Till? where to?" many confused.

"Where to go down first" he said then me and Leo got off the car, the beach? But I moved my head to the right and left, silent! No one plays on this beach.

Leo pulled my hand towards the white sand and sat under the coconut tree, "Sit here" Leo said, patting the sand beside him.

"Why did you bring me here?" ask me when I'm sitting next to the guy.

"Do you like this place?" tanyakanya.

"The place is clean, nice too but why isn't anyone else here?" let me arrange Leo at a glance then I paraded my head to walk down the beautiful beach.

"Because it's just the two of us here" she replied to me.

I fell silent, no longer willing to talk to him, let him who spoke I began to carelessly talk first with this wild Lion beside me.

"I want to start a story but I want you to promise me" he told me.

"What?" tanyaku.

"Don't you ever say a break up word or a farewell word that will make me lose you," said Leo to make me pause for a moment, that means I will continue to bond with him? And it might just continue to be his toy! No, I don't want to.

"Gue can't, because we ...."

"Don't ever say we don't have anything to do with it anymore" Leo's cut left me mum and not wanting to talk anymore.

"Promise with me, Tania," Leo asked.

"Destroying trust and added with disappointment, not easy to make in return again," I said looking straight ahead.

"I'm sorry for everything I've done before, sorry for disappointing you when you really believe in me, sorry for making your whole heart so fragile, sorry because I've been stuck with my own game," said Leo Iirih made my heart hurt to hear it.

"Honestly as long as you are away from me, as long as you avoid me even I try to keep your request that I tell you to do not disturb your life again, I realize I lost you, I know I lost you, I realize I really love you, Tania" Leo said.

Deg! This heartbeat is still the same as before, with the enormity of it still responding and still for him, I don't want to hypocritically say not to love Leo anymore, I still love this guy so much but I can't go back to him.

"I'm sorry but I can't go back like I used to" Tania said, closing the meeting to return to Leo, who had let her down.

"I know you'll talk like me but if it's possible for me, please give me a chance to fix everything" Leo said.

"Don't be my girlfriend but committed to me, Tania," said Leo, making my pupils flinch, and then I stared at Leo.

"Committed?" beoku with a racing heartbeat, beoku, making a commitment without a dating frills is not easy because living a relationship with commitment also means as much as possible me or him to be the first person who will exist in any situation and circumstances, he said, both in good and difficult circumstances. Does Leo really want to get me to commit, take my relationship seriously?

"Gue's not ready!" I said nervously, we were still in high school, not the time to commit to men, including Leo.

"So we're still dating?" ask Leo.

"Leo ...."

"Come with me, beat me, hurt me or whatever, I will accept all your treatment but I beg you to promise me, you will not break me, you won't stay with me, you won't make me lose you again." Leo asked with welled eyes.

I was surprised to see the man's eyes turn red because he wanted to cry.

"Gue promise," I said looking into his eyes deeply, this is not an opportunity for Leo but it is my goal to get information from him. Sorry Leo, I had to promise!

"You want to know who Sasha is? Sasha is not my affair but Sasha Putri is the girl I admire and maybe I love but our status is only limited to friends so I can not reveal my feelings to her," leo said he made me break the eye box off of him and look forward.

I let out a heavy sigh, she admitted that she loved another woman whom she considered her best friend. Holy hooch! Am I feeling jealous now?

"Sasya girl who is cheerful, sometimes ignorant, sometimes easy to snack and sometimes also wise in front of her other friends. Yes, friend! We're all ten but we've all always preferred Sasha because she's the only girl we consider to be our own sister, he always gives us joy in his way and always gives us support with a thousand actions" said Leo glare far ahead.

"We have to keep each other's feelings for the sake of friendship but it turns out Sasha is in love with another person who where she is her own best friend, Sasha is honest with me, Sasha is honest with me, he believes in me keeping secrets about him who likes his own best friend. Shortness, that's what I felt at that time," said Leo clenched his hands.

Hearing the story my feelings are increasingly made strange, maybe I feel sorry for him or I really feel jealous when he loves another woman.

"I want to tell you how Sasha feels like the guy she loves but Sasha refuses, he begs me to tell no one about his feelings because he prefers to maintain the friendship rather than his own feelings." said Leo lowered his head and let out a long sigh.

"When the nine of us got word about Sasha being treated in the hospital, we all used to look at him three times a week but I was the same guy that Sasha loved every day to look at him, he said, until that time I talked with Sasha both unconsciously Sasha's men loved everything" said Leo as if daydreaming.

"What are you guys talking about?" my many.

"I didn't know that on purpose and didn't know anything, I looked at him while carrying a bouquet of red roses for him but suddenly Sasha told me so'al how the person he loved always came to see him while carrying him a sprig of red roses, at that time he smiled and received flowers that I brought for him but I could see the look on his face was normal, just like that, very different from the eyes of her who is happy and loving when dapet a red rose from the man she loves." said Leo with red eyes.

Is this a drama? Why do I feel even stranger when I find out how sick she is who once loved a woman but she instead considers her as a friend.

"Don't continue if it's too painful to remember" I said without daring to look at the look on his face.

"I don't want you to misunderstand me anymore, Tania" said Leo softly and softly.

"Udah enough! I'm already ...."

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