TELL LAURA I LOVE HER
SURE OF YOU AFTER FEELING THE EX'S HUG THERE'S NO WARM FEELING
Bastian knew, Julia was still mad at him, he sat down and ate in silence. He didn't want to make Julia angry.
“Teh, bring a molen banana yesterday yes, let not most of what made us at home. If in the office ‘kan many who eat.” Julia asked Imah for tea to prepare a molen banana that she got yesterday from a relative who came to visit. From Bandung.
After she finished breakfast, Julia picked up the bag and cell phone in her room, and she prepared to leave. But there is something awkward, Bastian instead sat on the sofa of his living room. “Why sit? Didn't you go to the office?” Julia is certainly confused by the behavior of the man who claims to love her.
“Sit down first, A’a do not want us to talk in the car and then even danger, because A’a will not focus on driving,” Bastian's command is spoken gently. So inevitably Julia obeyed his orders.
“A’a ngaku wrong, yesterday did not answer your question. But you should understand, A’a can't see you with other men. Let alone in the hug, you talk about the name of another man aja A’a do not like, you talk to other men aja A’a do not like. Why did you even accept a hug request from him? Know ‘kan why A’a silent yesterday?” Bastian tries to be unemotional. He's very jealous. Talking about it again certainly made him remember his anger yesterday.
“I did just that in front of A’a. I'm not hiding, so I'm brave. If he asks behind A’a, I will not love. Wh why? Because it will certainly be able to cause slander if spread by people who do not like,” Julia pauses to take a breath. He was also angry, as Bastian did not understand what was on his mind.
“Please A’a do not interrupt, I want to remove all my uneg-unegku,” pinta Julia.
“A’a knew, the man who had been my fiancee, the first man who introduced different types of love to me. She was my first love. All this time he was gentle and never had any blemishes. He was responsible and never looked at another woman. If he finally slipped, it was because he was trapped. There's a bad girl who needs a guy she can tie up with to be a father to her son. There are women who need the status of a respectable man's wife so that his bad behavior as a body peddler can be disguised. I'm certainly hurt and disappointed, but I can forgive him. Forgiveness doesn't mean I can take it back,” Julia is still talking to the prosecution, she can still temper her emotions.
“I was devastated to have to part with her when our marriage would last another 3 months. But I don't want to go back to him either. Can A’a imagine my feelings? My one foot is in the zone of loving her very much. But the other leg told me to forget our dream. Is it wrong if I want to give him a sweet memory, that our separation is not a heartbreaking tragedy, but the separation of adult humans who can think clearly and in a state of love in silence?” julia's voice began to falter.
“I realized, it will not be possible to be with him again, that's why I want our farewell embrace to be a good memory as a lesson that parting does not mean we are war. Split can be done in peace,” Julia's tears begin to break.
“Sorry .. sorry, A’a was wrong,” Julian immediately approached Julia, she sat in the hand of the chair the woman occupied. “Sorry, A’a loves you too much so don't think that far. Sorry,” repeatedly Bastian said sorry. He hugged the girl who was sobbing. He kissed Julia's forehead and head. He took her a tissue on the table and gently wiped her tears on the girl's cheek.
“A’a said, we should always talk. But A’a who was silent first. If yesterday A’a directly said, I will also definitely clarify at that time,” Julia hugged tightly Bastian who sat higher, because the man was sitting on the handle of the chair.
“What A’a want, I hug with others when there is no A’a?” julia's stupid question that she already knows what the answer is.
“Ya can not be,” said Bastian fast.
After everything was clear, they finally left for the office. It was very late, because from Julia's house it was 09:12. But who can ban it? “Mau snacking enggak A’?” julia asked, she took the cake she was carrying.
“Mau,” replied Bastian quickly. Apparently discussion with emotions makes them sluggish. Julia feeds Bastian, and Bastian bites him without hesitation. Then he bribed again to Bastian, so that 3 molen bananas they spent together.
“Thank you honey,” cetus Bastian while returning the drinking bottle to Julia. “By the way, A’a forgot. We weren't finished discussing your birthday gift ring.”
“Hahaha, yes A’. There's a freak, he says he's in love with AYA. He gave me the ring. But he doesn't makein. Yes make what AYA use ‘kan?” Julia Goda.
Bastian of course stuck. Stupid him that night. She took Julia's head gently and pulled it so that it could fall to her left shoulder. “Don't be that godain, later before we get off, A’a tampin to your fingers yes,” while driving he stole a kiss on the girl's forehead.
“Do not worry Mr Director! Indeed you sure it was the ring I brought?” ask Julia.
“Yaaaaah, you don't take it. Or we buy first. Let A’a directly pair,” Bastian trying to find a solution.
“Ya is not the same. Koq birthday gift rings are replaced with rings that do not have a special moment. Of course it means different. Moreover, when brought, then installed in the parking lot, ‘kan non-romantic,” protest Julia.
“Yaaah, wrong again huh?” bastian asked naively. He thought the important thing was that there was a ring and then it was put on Julia's finger. No need to pay attention to romantic places.
“You can design a romantic birthday surprise by strumming a guitar and singing. Time to pair the ring does not think romantic anyway A’?” of course Julia was confused by the contradiction Bastian pointed out.
“Maybe it makes you weird. But you need to know, you're the first woman I've been chasing. You're the first girl I want to have. I've never arranged a date or spoken a love word first other than to you. Because with an ex not like me to you. I know the ex, he's sticking around. Then he said he liked it first. He was also the first to kiss and surrender himself. After he acted, I never got involved with any woman who involved feelings. I just move from body to body,” Bastian reveals why he has no experience dating let alone arranging a romantic date. Birthday surprise ideas only from aa’ and its mamah’.
Of course, that statement made Julia rather shocked. Apparently Bastian is very much different from August, whose ex-girlfriend is very much since High School. Julia thought, a man as sweet as Bastian must have been a lot of girlfriends since High School.
Car has parked sweetly in the basement, Julia accidentally doesn't come out right away. He looked at Bastian deeply. Actually ever since Bastian asked her to be his girlfriend on his birthday in Jogja, Julia felt the same feeling. But at the time he was uncertain. The new certainty he got yesterday afternoon, when he hugged August and felt August's embrace was not comfortable like when they were still engaged.
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