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9. He's Ever Lost
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I think I'm dead. I can't believe that my father killed his own son. I don't know and can't report you to the police. If there was a chance, I wouldn't.
Actually, I do not need to make gini ribet. I can also live without money. I can work alone now. Well, maybe the problem is that I'm not aware of it yet. And it affects hospital costs.
I feel myself very light. I felt like someone was bending me tight. Grandma? Or Mother? Unknowingly I'm bewitching.
Aih, very crybaby. I bales that hug is no less tight. Wait. My eyes were round for a moment. There should be a lump, right? No, it's flat. Is this really Grandma? Or Mother? Time has no milk.
Cup
WOI MONKEY! Whoa do you play kiss my cheek?! I pushed a body as light as cotton to the bottom of the ocean. Around me there is only white. There's no view. Though, a while ago I was able to squirm at my father in the hospital. Where is this, mama?
Or maybe..., I am waiting in line to enter heaven?! Or maybe to my hell path? But I am, good boy.
"Hi..," Magic boy! This is it, right?!
His eyes are shiny decorated with more gold grains.., child star? Not just eyes. The entire face to his body was adorned by those golden grains. Ape boy, huh? Uh, I'm still holy!
Look boy I almost screamed because I just realized that boy doesn't wear clothes! "Buchuahh!" I was gaped for nothing. Aih, why not make a sound?!
Can't I not talk? Is this the effect I'm dead on, huh? It might also affect all my five senses? Huhuhuh..,
"Hey, relax."
Woi I don't want to be raped anymore! I immediately shuffled away for my own safety. I'm still traumatized, woi. I know I'm cute and pretty, even my charm beats the goddess of beauty. But, not gini either, until astral beings like me.
Kan.., not normal, ***. "Don't overdo it." I'm cengo. Where's the boy from? His eyes are so happy. Where his hands felt caressing my cheeks all over again.
I don't want a baper! Faith strong! "I heard." He heard?! Listen to what, woi?!
"You're safe." I squirm one eye at a time. No, I'm not lying. His eyes are three. But she's really pretty.
Cake familiar. Oho! She looks like a ghost who turned me into a mozarella! Maybe he wants to turn me into flour now? Remembering around me all white.
"Who?" My eyes lit up imperceptibly, "huh?"
Huh, shit. My voice cannot be heard. Why exactly is this sexy mouth of mine?
"You know?" Who is he, woi? I'm still not sane. Who he is, where I am, why he is, why I am, where he is, I am confused.
Anyone would have felt very resigned. I want to be sad but I can't be sad. Nook. I should have at least cried after being made dead and buried by problems as heavy as the ocean.
I raised my hand, and I shook it. And what happened.
I'm still alive...., cake?!
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I'm really aware, yeah. Not yet mastiin, either. When I pinched my hand, it didn't hurt. I looked around too, baek-baek. I can even hear birds chirping through the window. Turns out I'm still in the hospital.
Oh, yeah, it's not a hallucination? The truth? "Huh? Hey patient 8!" Patient eight? Old name ape, huh?
The running doctor was not very pleasant. Blowing with tears as the ghost just woke up. Uh, the cake I'm trying to be a ghost. By the way, what was the case in the flour room just now, huh?
"After a month you finally came to your senses." HUH UH?!
"What?" I asked the cake of a fool.
"So, I'll check first, yeah." Yes, a check. Check everything. Check also this life, real ato no.
I squirm around. Uninspiring. Surely I was about to be taken to heaven, but instead ended up in a coma. The shit.
The doctor even went to the cheerful person. I haven't asked you anything about this freak. So frustrating.
I benturin' head to the wall because I don't believe there's a real world yet. NOT SICK! I'm jedotin again, harder than ever, and not sick!
Why, woi?! What world is this? Baka world?! Maya's world? I'm jedotin again the fourth time, and boom!
"PATIENT 8!" A wadu! Caught to go round.
"You've been detected with a disease
CIPA (Congenital insensitivity to pain with Anhydrosis)
Ngh? "What?" Spontaneous dong, yes. Anyway I don't understand, the doctor said what, "please lie back down."
During the check, the eyeballs travel to the right and to the left of the confusion. Is it possible that I had a heart attack? I got cancer? Or maybe..., I succeeded the kidney? Uh, kidney failure means.
I'm why, woi! Is it not the boy who made me this way? Or dad? Ah, dad is impossible. But.as...,
"It makes the sufferer feel no pain."
I got up and ran out of that horrible room. Stamp in a daze and end up falling. Uh, really! I did not feel any pain when I fell.
I repeated the incident, now more deliberately and brutally. "PATIENT 8!" What, anyway? Should my illness be rated?
I ran fast in that horrible, gripping hallway. I can't explain the feeling. It's really out of control. I'm not ready to fully come back to life.
Bodo is the same glass in front of me. I hit the window with all my might. I think I feel like I'm upstairs, but at least not on the first floor. My hands are bleeding, but the truth is I can't feel the slightest pain.
The sip! "PATIENT 8 STOP!"
As long as I try to break the window, I cry, but I can't sweat. I was honestly scared. If I can be dramatized again, I want to yell at Grandma.
Is Grandma really human? Is Dad really my dad? Is Argas really my friend? What is that boy.., the god of death?
I fear. I want to die but I can't. Why didn't I just nod and follow the same way, boy, huh? And if I follow that direction, I can meet Mom and Grandma. I will no longer be trapped in this world.
"DON'T!"
I want to live quietly. But not calm by not being able to feel pain. I thought nothing more, jumping from the fourth floor.
Hah, it feels so free.
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