TABLEARD
8. A Hell of the World
Hello!! I came back again after doing a lot of activities💘
You guys are really cool with this kind of point of view, right? I am afraid of ngebosenin
Before proceeding, what class are you absent??
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As far as I'm trying to kill myself, it can't be. All day I locked myself in my own house, I had no touch of food at all, and just had a glass of water. That's when I ran away from that hell house.
Is correct. In the end I lived where I came from. "Dad, can you go home now?"
Silence for quite a while, before the voice of rejection was heard, "Sorry, dear. Is your money still there? I'll try it next month, okay?"
"Dad..," Please, this one time I completely lost my passion for life. I don't want to continue living.
I was at a confusing lowest point.
"It's night. Tomorrow I'll send you your favorite cake. I'm still getting ready for your new mother's proposal, okay? Don't be spoiled, it's big."
I don't give a shit. Maybe it's better if you hear my cry. Dad actually did it. He ended the connection, then I roared in pain.
These wounds are both inside and outside. I don't understand and have a hard time digesting, since when this calamity hit my life. It changed my life completely.
I really had no thoughts of exaggerating the situation. Here's reality. As much as I thought, the goal was the same.
How do I get on with life tomorrow? How to do justice? How to make money? How to socialize? How to live a family?
Everything hit my brain as small as this tai kebo. Don't tell me I'm cute. You're hypocrites. I look like a street kid who hasn't bathed in three days.
A smell? Did you really imagine? I just feel like my body smells good and is fine.
So I guess I'm crazy. Ahaha. In the middle of the night, trauma approached me. I felt someone hugging and kissing me. The point is, I don't refuse.
Let this confusion continue. But strangely, this hug was very comfortable. It was more comfortable when Grandma hugged me. My eyes feel so heavy. I felt a man embrace me.
Not pede. But the way he stroked my head answered. His hands are big and rough.
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I stood in front of the reflection of the glass just to make sure that this was the reality. Nope-no. Time yes, just because of hallucinations hugged by men can the spirit of life return?
Impossible what is this? I scratched my head again. Waita! Remember, yeah! I slept in bed for three days without moving and now I'm healthy! No?! Minimum of maag, is it!
Waitaminute! I think there's something weird about this hair. Yes, it is still soft fragrant like this? There's nothing wrong, woi!
And worse yet, there is already a school uniform in front of the closet! A habit I never had!
Lastly, a packet of chicken and cake came to my yard! No one's messing around, woi!
I watched the bath soap in the bathroom. I was really scared to check my virginity. Maybe that fact I can't avoid.
I guess everything can change. Wrongfully. I'm really no longer a virgin. And the pain can be felt when I take a shower this morning.
Afraid of poisoning, or rather afraid of being a chicken, I just ate a piece of ten chicken. I also have logic.
Ah, maybe it's the dad who brought it, right? Dad is also a tough guy. Maybe this morning he prepared all this.
I wrote it in the mailbox,
Thank you, Ayah💘
If only Dad woke me up, I could be more excited. I'm doing better. It's just not that easy. The scattered things that burdened my mind were just virgin issues.
You see, in Bk's room I just ngokguk. I'm not clear about mother Bk's words. Bodo. Thank goodness I did not meet Argas. Fortunately, our classes were far apart.
Just took a look at the Angle in the Canteen. I don't shop in the cafeteria. I just went in for the same money as the cafeteria. The same interviewed a little, he said, why not just snack again. You see, the results on nanyain.
Bothered to have customers too. I feel guilty too. Waita? "What's wrong?"
The angel from earlier continued to be unclear. "Can't you, don't you bother people's girlfriends?!" cerocos Angle angry.
"That?" Not wrong? "don't play home yet! Answer it! Lo godain my guy?" Angle pushing my letoy shoulder.
I wanted to answer, but it felt useless. My body feels very light. I'm not strong anymore to defend Angle now. I need nutrition to survive.
Now Angle even called the cake given by the father, and threw it into the middle of the road. "Don't make trouble" I said, then immediately staggered to pick up the fallen cake.
I just ate chicken. It's been reported, I'm afraid it's turned into a cake. Just because I'm sure if this is the gift of the father, there must be a prayer of affection channeled in this cake.
Unfortunately, thrown just as humans there is no brain. He was jealous and envious of his thoughts. Stupid me. The rest of this stupidity, I'm part of it.
Tiiitt! Brakk!!
I got hit, ges. Half-conscious I held my dad's cake. Huh, that's fucking shit.
I gave up this same life. Uninspiring.
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"Dear."
The angel fell in love with me the same time, huh? When I feel someone kiss me on the cheek again. How comfortable hugging was like that night again.
Ow hell! "Go!" This time I don't want to face the same weirdness on the face of the earth. Besides being a mozarella, I'm not strong enough to be healthy anymore.
Damn it. What kind of world is this? Oh, it was a dream. I'm not aware yet, ges. Screeched! What's not dead? Fill out the coma show all over again.
Make it dead ribet. I crossed both legs. I see now, father again looked at me without shedding a single tear.
You say evil too, basically my people who expect kegedean. Dad just stood up while carrying a bouquet of flowers what flowers—, yes it? I don't know and don't know about flowers.
Is it okay....., Dad is ready to welcome my death?
NAW! I want to live! I want to hug Dad.
"Later father's son." DADDY'S! IT'S SANTI! I'm horrified, Dad! Let's get your heart out! Santi wants to be taken by dad! We should be happy!
"Dad....," How is his father but a pipe in my heart?! What the fuck?!
"Sorry.., I think you're weighing on Dad. Relax with your mother. You're always curious about your mom, aren't you? Then I give you that chance." WAIT?!
Daddy's? You're not kidding me, are you? That's not the concept, Dad! I still want to live with Dad!!
"Dad has another child. And that just adds more burden. Sorry dear..., "
CRAZY DAD!!
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Wkwkwk! It's so strange this chapter😭 I write what passes in the head.
His intentions are not good. Initially make him live with his father, kok so ngene😔
Thou shalt. Will he go to the fictional universe and transmigrate? No will, yes 💘🥰