
I sat in the black Chitose chair against the morning sun, warm light as if penetrating into the skin of my back.
A cup of warm sweet tea several times soaked my throat, on the small table looked fried banana, two eggs and boiled sweet potatoes, not to miss the toast my wife served for breakfast.
While looking at the events that I have been through, it turns out my life is full of trials and tribulations. Thank God I have been through it, now I am healthy. No more pain in my stomach. Now I just need to recover to get stronger, have to eat a lot of nutritious food, and a little light exercise.
I thank You, O God, You have given me such a great blessing, which is a healthy one, after You tested me with such a long illness, I must worship You much, O Allah, as a sign of my gratitude or gratitude to You, after I had previously been negligent in carrying out Your commandments, O God.
Kang Ahmad said, Gratitude is not only done through the heart and oral, but should also be realized through actions. One of them is by becoming a pious person, namely by obeying all the commands of Allah and avoiding His prohibitions, such as maintaining five prayers with congregational prayers in the Mosque for men, paying zakat, and paying zakat, many read the Qur'an, undergo Ramadan fasting, and avoid things that smell bad and disgraceful.
I as an ordinary human being, of course, many sins that I have committed, I have been cheating by reducing the amount and scale when I sold first, he said, had there not been any advice from kang Ahmad I might have continued to do it, when it was a great sin.
Ahmad said there is a hadith that says woe to the one who sells grain with a reduced dose because Allah will reduce the favor of heaven as wide as heaven and earth and replace it by adding a hole in the in hell where the hills will melt if exposed to heat.
O Allah, forgive me my sin, O Allah, I am not worthy of Your heaven, but I am also unable to go to Your hell, so forgive me and forgive me my sin, You are forgiving of great sins, my sins are like grains of sand, so give me repentance, O my Lord Almighty.
Praise be to Allah, You have bestowed upon me a loving wife who has always understood her husband's circumstances, and who has always been a comfort in times of distress, tenderness and affection, filial to the husband, always look beautiful in front of her husband, good at keeping husband's secrets and serve me well.
Right now my wife Surti is selling in the market, I'm sorry baby, you should stay at home, I should work for a living, hopefully my health will recover quickly, so I can rebuild the business.
My children Rizki and Rizka, may you be sholeh and sholeh children, devoted to both parents. I'm sorry Papah has not been able to take you for a walk, hopefully we can re-assemble together here.
Yesterday mamah came here to look, to make sure that I was healed, he was very happy to see my situation now. Do'a-do'a mamah always flows, every time you come here. Alhamdulillah mamah is still healthy, hopefully given his health and longevity.
It's getting noon, the sun is getting hotter, it doesn't feel like it's been an hour I sunbathe, it's been ah, I want to move to the front room, hopefully today is better than yesterday.
Seriate