
FLASHBACK~
"why...!" his hands were already limp at the testpack results
His body lay weakly on the edge of the bed. Nausea that he always hold in the morning in fact brings happy news as well as bad news for the woman. His taste is mixed.
His sudden arrival outside the plan makes Sania even more depressed. Initially. Life in the midst of grief that was sweeping makes the woman continue to imagine bad things that will happen in the future.
The bad thing seems to have reached the woman's mind once Sania saw the results of the testpack. Two blue stripes that a couple of married people want.
Obviously, why have the last two said he did not get his monthly guests.
"ahhh I have to say as soon as possible mas Seno" muttered Sania while holding the testpack tightly
Sania walked with carefree steps looking for the whereabouts of the new tunic she wore yesterday afternoon. His movements suddenly stopped. Like a broken cassette, a flash of events a few hours ago came back to his head.
"no.. No... I can't tell this kid is as much of a jerk as he is" Sania shook her head.
Unfortunately the man called jerk was the same man who had impregnated him. His kid. A child he never thought of.
Sania squeezes a powerful testpack, "no! I don't want my son to have a father like him. Mouthed and always doing bad. N-no"
Shakily, Sania stuffed her covered clothes into a large bag.
Escape from home. It never crossed Sania's mind at all. But if this is the case, he better go and take care of his own son. Instead of having to babysit with predators who do not know the lucky.
It's good that you make me Mandul, mas!
Sania comes to Sean and Reyka's room, which happens to be close to each other. Sean and Reyka are joking around.
"sobbing again?" reyka asked and wiped away the remaining tear, "hua.... Because of Reyka? I promise I won't be naughty anymore. Or not, Reyka went home to my father's house" Reyka said as if she knew himself the cause of the household rift between Sania and Seno
Sania stroked Reyka's two cheeks and began to cry, "are you coming?"
"where?" his questions were on the sidelines of his cries
"we're going from here? We end this sadness and we seek our happiness" Sania replied after thinking hard about finding the right word
Reyka cringing. The word happy as if it had been lost in him since seeing his mother - Yesterday who seemed reluctant to have a child like him.
"happy?"
"iya happy. We were both happy, laughing without having to cry again. You can cry, but only to cry because of our happiness" Sania exclaimed
"want! Reyka wants to" she answered quickly. He will go wherever he can continue with his mother
"Diane?" ask the boy and sneak in the middle of Reyka and Sania's arms, "eyan wants to come too!"
Sania asks Reyka to tidy up her clothes first while she will explain the situation to Sean. Although difficult.
"Sean wants to come?" ask Sania carefully. Deep down, Sania did not want Sean to come along.
Not because he loved Reyka more. It's just that Sean still has a foundation that can sustain him. Seno. It was clear, in fact he had no rights at all over Sean. But seeing Sean who was ready to cry, Sania honestly did not calm down leaving Sean with a man like Seno.
Men who always forget time at work if there are problems and forget things that are very important. Families.
Sean nodded, "eyan wants to be just as flat and mamih"
"can't. Mamih wants to go for a while, so mamih can not be together with the same flattened again" explained Sania
Isakan began to sound from Sean's tiny mouth, "I want to be the same mamih only. Don't want to be flat!"
"promise won't be flat?" sania asked, not that the woman would break the relationship between the child and the father. It's just that Sania feels Sean would be more purposeful if she lived with him
He won't be gone forever anyway. At least until his conceived child understands the circumstances, he will return again. It does not matter if Seno is married again or not.
He just wanted to teach the man a little lesson. A man who always thinks he can't do anything without himself.
He will prove that without Seno he can still live with his three children, later. Hope so.
It was just that he did not want to take too long the child who still had rights with the man. Until the age of Sean understands, let Sean choose to live with Seno or himself.
"yes mih. Bad cheeks for mamih nangis mulu. Eyan doesn't like it!"
"we don't live in a big house anymore. There is no soft bed. There is no fancy food. No fancy clothes?" sania
Sean nodded quickly even though he did not understand what Sania was saying. All he wants is to be with Mamah. Now or forever!
"just Sean wants to be the same!"
...~§~...
As if facilitated by the almighty, Sania did not need to secretly go with the two little children. That should be very complicated.
For some reason, all the servants seemed to be busy with their respective affairs. No one realized the lady of the house was carrying a big bag. Typical people who are returning home or intend to leave.
"we go now yu" asked Sania to see Reyka who continued to look at the mansion meaningfully
"we seek our happiness first. Later just come back here again" continued Sania hope Reyka understand
Sean was sitting sweetly in the taxi. Don't understand, that today may be the child's last day before returning again with a more mature age. Might?
Reyka nodded her head and accepted Sania's hand as if to be the beginning to start the next life.
In short Sania with Sean and Reyka had been sitting sweetly bushed towards the village. His place of residence when he was a child.
"where are we going?" ask Sean. His face was affixed to the glass of the bus to see the beautiful scenery. Of course after Sania clean the glass first
"to your grandmother's house" Sania replied with her signature smile
"pipych? Pipih later followed" continued Sean and turned toward Sania, "later I want to walk the same flat"
Sania forced a smile on Sean. Unaware of the child's words was like scraping the recesses of his heart.
We're not together anymore, son. I want Sania to scream like that. But Sean's innocent eyes as if hypnotizing Sania made the woman just nod.
"i'm sleepy" call Reyka
Sania turned her head and relaxed her body so that Reyka could freely sleep on her lap.
"here to sleep" Reyka sprawled her body over Sania's thigh
Sania looked at the window featuring rice fields that were plastered marked in a moment he would arrive in his hometown.
Hopefully this will be the beginning he and his two children will be happy. Oh no, do not forget the child who is still in the womb. Penal. The name that immediately crossed his mind as soon as he saw the results of the testpack.
Sania + Seno \=
Ah beautiful name.