She's my mom!
Chapter 53

Sorry just to update:'(came to say without news. To replace yesterday, today I will update again. Just wait... If not late afternoon or evening..

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"what would you eat?"

The first time Sania looked at Seno who was seriously working. It looks handsome too. Usually the appearance of people who have worked for hours will look shabby and sad. But Seno is not like that! With disheveled hair and a serious face even adds good looks in the eyes of Sania.

It's bucin!

"is that woman still here?"

"still mas, you are the one who allowed mba Karin to stay here until tomorrow"

"i don't allow you" Seno sewed, "you forced! I can refuse your request" Seno scowled and then went back to browse the files and laptops alternately

Do not forget the nature of Seno who has been sulking lately. Just like Sean! Sometimes Sania gets confused to distinguish the two. Because that's their childish nature.

"what the heck is mas lebai ah" grumbled Sania

"Not more, are you not afraid that Karin will take over again? What if I turn around again? Kan berabe" joked Seno

Turned his face towards the front door while crossing his arms, "so would you turn again to mba Karin? Ah play it that way, Sania doesn't like it"

Seno chuckled, "who said it? I didn't say that. The best thing for us is you" Seno replied

"what the heck mas" exclaimed Sania timidly, "already ah, will not be finished - what would you like to eat?"

"what's up to you" Seno said and raised his glasses to focus on his work again

"silence!"

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"good night kids"

It took Sania almost an hour to put Reyka and Sean to bed together. The act of not being able to keep the children who had gotten along made it harder for Sania to put them to sleep together.

Everything Sania did by herself. Karin offers to Sania, but Sania refuses. Sania thinks the woman needs more rest considering the woman's eye bags that look unnatural.

Sania turned off the main light and went out of the room. The night was getting late, the situation in the house also seemed quiet. The lights of some of the servants' rooms were also dead signifying the absence of life. Except this one. Room directly opposite the main room.

"mba" again and again Sania found Karin lying down while crying

"why cry again? Because of Alex?"

Karin shook her head and folded her legs and asked Sania to sit down in her office, "nobody wanted me since I was a child"

"mean mba?"

"sick San, nobody wants me. I'd rather not be born in this world, if my life is so busy like this. It's better I die than-"

"astagfirullah mba, it's not good to say that. I blame the fate that God gave me. Istigfar mba"

Karin clutches her grip and weeps more and more, "sick San, from childhood I don't know who my biological parents are. They dumped me like shit on a housewife"

A baby left by a husband and wife who looks very young. The mother of the parlour who knew nothing, just held the baby and stared confusedly as they left without saying anything.

"mba" said Sania.

"they dumped me San! Whatever the reason, they still dumped me on purpose. It's my fault what San! Until they're that loaf"

Living under the auspices of an orphanage and the oldest makes the woman have the burden of not depending on the mother of the orphanage.

Karin has been trying to support herself ever since. Not much different from Sania's life. The difference is Sania still has parents and the results of her work are given to parents while Karin does not have biological parents and has to do extra work to support the mother and her sisters.

"it is not wrong mba ko, there may be a reason that makes parents mba by forced to leave mba at the orphanage" said Sania trying positively

"forced how? If it had to be because of circumstances they might have taken me again"

"as my life continues to be filled with hatred for both my parents. That's why I always take marriage for granted. Including my marriage to Seno, I never loved her, not at all. But because I thought Seno could be my money bank, I was forced to accept this marriage. And it's equally beneficial, right? Seno can be with me and I can finance my life and the home life together"

Evil indeed, but in fact it is like that. Karin really changed after during college he was reunited with Seno. Where is Seno who continues to disturb his life. Where Seno who continues to approach him and always finance all the needs of Karin. Including college money at the time.

Karin who felt special made her arrogant nature lifted suddenly. She felt like she was made a queen with a man she did not love that made her arrogant and turned into an arrogant woman.

"until I meet the man who made me fall in love, Alex. The man who first made me know what it meant and first made me feel how his pain was being diselinkuhi" Karin laughed out of her tears, "cool yes Alex, first-rounder"

Sania understands. Karin only entertained herself with a laugh that Sania did not think was funny at all.

"mba Karin" parrot Sania with a sad look

Karin shook her head, "I'm not telling you stories to be pitied. I don't like being stared at like that. I prefer it when people look at me and think of me as a strong woman" Karin fell silent, "even I would rather when people hate me than love me"

"life is not far from what Sania feels" Karin turned with a questionable gaze, "maybe Sania doesn't know how to live life right now. But what Sania knows, life is not far from what Sania is experiencing today. It's just a little different" Sania said

"meaning?"

"Sania can not be a story, the point of living life can not be accompanied by negative thoughts. If you think bad, surely that thought will also be felt in the reality mba. Just enjoy, consider the problems we face become the way for us to win"

Sania took a deep breath, "victory here means our happiness. Just walk. It's easy talking but running it is very difficult, but Sania understands. We want to express anywhere, at the end of the day we still live this life, right?"

"you're right"

"it is important now how to escape the shadows of the past"

"difficult San" fond memories with Alex go back to spinning, "i live with Alex instead of a day and two. We've spent almost six years. It's not that easy to forget Alex"

"can ko mba" Sania holds Karin's arm, "sorry before, but mas Seno who used to love her is the same mba. Now I can take mba. Although it is difficult, it seems. But if there is an intention from the heart it can certainly be"

Karin nodded in understanding, "you're right. It's a waste of time that I still think men don't have feelings like Alex"

"that's true! Better to forget the past. Let's make the city a path of happiness for ourselves"

"you're right. Happy life!" suddenly, Karin

"happy life" now the cheer of the two of them makes them laugh out loud as if forgetting the problems he just told me