Shanum Smile
Chapter 42

Mama Anastasia was sad to see her firstborn turn one hundred and eighty degrees. In the past, Satria was a person who loved family very much. Ever since falling in love with Shanum and being heartbroken, she forgot about family. Studying in Semarang is only a tool to distance yourself with his parents and sister.

Coincidentally during the new school year this time, there is a friend of Anastasia's mother who has a girl who is going to college in Jogja. Mama Anastasia wants to bring the girl closer to Satria. Think of it as Shanum's replacement.

Serra Patricia, the name of the girl of the narrow-eyed descent. He went to college with Earth. Serra has always been helped by Earth, because the white girl does not know the area of Jogja.

Not getting closer to Satria, Serra was instead fascinated with the goodness of Earth. Not only did he have a handsome face, the Earth was also a high social spirit. So that many friends of the Earth's campus are approaching.

Today, Serra asked Earth to buy a book. Actually, Earth's old man's house is not far from the bookstore. However, Serra forces Earth to deliver it. While discussing which book Serra should choose, Earth accidentally sees Shanum and his friends.

The earth that was originally lazing became excited, as soon as it saw the idol of the heart. His face was full of light. However, the happy twinkle was misinterpreted by those who saw it.

Not only Elsa and Shanum misunderstood the gaze, Serra also thought that the one who was stared at by the Earth lovingly was her. So Serra bravely clings to the Earth. That's what made Shanum angry.

When he saw Shanum and his friends leaving Gramed, Earth actually wanted to chase after Shanum. However, Serra did not give him any space at all.

"Where the hell are you going! I haven't chosen the book yet. Help me first why?" said Serra with the pot. He continued to struggle without parting with Earth.

"I'll go to the toilet for a second, shall I?"

"I'll come with you to the toilet. All together!"

"Well! Meanin?"

"Why is that surprised? Don't think about it! That's a public toilet. Guys and girls split the room," said Serra holding back laughter looking at the face of the Earth when surprised earlier.

"Oh, kirain!" sahut Earth.

Finally, Earth's intention to pursue Shanum was lost. Wherever her feet go, Serra always follows so she can't move.

When Earth crosses the front of a lotek stall, Earth's eyes accidentally see Shanum being mocked by his friends. Although only seeing the idol a glance ago, the heart of the Earth is already happy.

Since the lecture with Serra, Earth time for Shanum has barely existed. He could only look at Shanum from the front of the gate and leave. Serra completely took her time.

Once upon a time the Earth protested to the mother, but in vain.

"Indeed why if Serra nempel continues to be the same as you? Isn't Shanum now no news? Mama suspects he's just playing you. If he doesn't play you, he'll come here even if you're not home. Didn't Mama think of her as her own child?"

Mama Anastasia seemed to be angry at Shanum who never wanted to visit her. Without Mama Anastasia knowing the true state of Shanum. Because Earth never told anything about Shanum. How will he tell when he does not know?

Even until now, Earth has not yet known if Shanum's father is dead. It had Shanum rethinking to continue his story with Earth.

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Shanum got home as usual, he no longer left the house once he arrived. Except sweeping the yard. Shanum's body is healthier than before. The healthy lifestyle that is lived has shown results. The body is starting to get fresh again. Although blood tests and pathology have not shown satisfactory results. However, his endurance had already started to return to normal.

"Sister, why are you the same with me? Is it because I have no parents anymore? So that you can easily turn away without deciding on me."

"It turns out we still live in the same city. Why not even come to see me? Even when I went to the house of the Goddess, they had nothing to say about you at all. Am I no longer worth anything?"

"I admit, I'm not as pretty and rich as the woman you were with. I'm just a poor person who doesn't deserve to be glimpsed, only deserves to be hurt and betrayed. I'm sincere if you prefer him. We are not fools."

"There are too many differences between us. You are a rich man, and I am only a poor orphan, who has nothing to be proud of. I'm sick again, so how appropriate should I be with you."

Shanum's heart was completely broken, but he was not desperate. He took the water and complained to his Lord. Crying in prostration begging for forgiveness for all sins. Asking to be given the strength to live this hard life.

"This is what Mut said. He doesn't want to see me heartbroken. It turns out like this it feels heartbroken, the pain is not terpercaya. I have to be strong, I can't be sad anymore. I was reminded not to date. So I have to bear all the consequences" Shanum muttered in his own encouragement.

Shanum smiled again after complaining to the Creator. His heart was just gone. His mind was back as it was before seeing Earth with the beautiful woman in Gramed earlier.

Shanum took a nap to relieve his fatigue, after a walk with his friends earlier. In addition to relieving fatigue, Shanum also wants to forget his sadness. He does not want to be in sorrow. He must rise up and live the day.

At four in the afternoon, Shanum woke up with a fresh face. He took a shower and fulfilled his duty as a Muslim. After that, he swept the house as well as the courtyard.

"Num, where did it look, where was it?" asked Budhe Sri as Shanum swept the courtyard.

"Shanum sleeps, Budhe. What's up?"

"So a man came looking for you. Budhe thinks you haven't come home, the door is all closed" explained Budhe Sri.

"Oh, yes. Thank you, Budhe," Shanum said, bowing his head.

"Aren't you called?"

Shanum tucked his hair behind his ears, to cover his anger.

"Hmm... Does he have a name?"

"Yes, Budhe asked what his name was, why come here..."