
How happy Shanum was to be visited by those closest to him. All the big families of Shanum's mother came to visit. They asked a lot about Shanum's state, carefully, to keep Shanum's current feelings in check. They didn't want anything to happen to Shanum at the time like now.
Meanwhile, at the house of Mr. Yanto was crowded by family relatives. They visited Mr. Yanto whose condition had begun to be critical, because he knew his favorite child had to go back to sleep in the hospital.
Mr. Yanto always called his children, especially Shanum. Repeatedly asked her children to sit near her.
"Mut, tomorrow if Shanum wants to go to college, tell him to go to AA "Yo". Your mother wanted Shanum to go to school there. Keep your mother's jewelry, make Shanum's school fees if there's no more cost."
"Jaga Shanum is fine! If the pain is immediately taken for treatment. The child's body is frail, you must take care of him as well as possible. Mutia, later if there is a man who proposes to you, do not be rejected! You are afraid to meet the soul mate of your children, will be closed people who are hurt because the proposal is rejected."
There are still many wills that Yanto gave to his children. But his condition is declining. Mr. Yanto did not sleep all night, he called his parents' name and Ms. Lestari. All the families that have not passed one by one.
Exactly at three in the morning, Wednesday, October 2. Mr. Yanto breathed his last around the children and son-in-law, except for Shanum. Shanum is in the hospital accompanied by Anton and his wife.
No one told Shanum that his father had abandoned him. In the afternoon, Shanum was astonished that none of his family was accompanying him. Yes, Shanum was pinned to the nurse.
After Yanto was buried, Mutia with a lethargic face went to the hospital.
"Mom, why did you just come? You must be tired of taking care of this sickly Shanum. That's why Shanum was entrusted with the nurses" Shanum said pouting. He felt sad and sad to be one.
Mbak Mutia immediately cried hearing the words of her sister.
"You don't talk like that! We love you so much, whatever you do for your health. At home, I was bothering to take care of my father. That's why we can't accompany you here." Mutia explained in between her sobs. He wanted to say that his father had gone to face the Almighty. However, he was unable to see if Shanum was getting dropped.
Shanum also felt sorry for accusing his brother who did not. She was crying, seeing her sister crying. Especially the face of the older brother who looks very tired.
"Sha, if you are called God. How's it?" mutia asked with a feeling of anxiety, afraid that her sister would be shocked.
"If it's best for him, Shanum will make it hard, though heavy," Shanum replied between sure and not.
"Yes, I don't feel pain anymore. You left last night, Sha...Huwaaaaay!" Finally the brothers broke out in tears, after Mutia told Shanum.
"Father died?" shanum said softly with tears streaming down his cheeks.
He wanted to scream, to cry loudly so as not to feel tightness in the chest. However, only tears were dripping without being able to make a sound.
Shanum lost his voice again just like when his mother died. Then Shanum fainted again. Mutia immediately panicked and ran out to call the nurse.
Shanum was taken to the ICU after undergoing an examination. Mutia feels even more guilty for telling her sister that her father is dead.
"I'm sorry Mut, Sha! Sorry.." muttered Mutia grimly.
Mutia sat languidly on the ceramic floor in front of the ICU room. His body feels like there are no bones anymore. Limp helpless.
"La haula wala kuwata..."
Today Mutia was completely devastated. Shanum's smile had disappeared already these past few days. The teenage girl's joy was lost without rest. Shanum's smile was the source of his strength. That smile was never seen again. Mutia seemed to lose her sun.
"Shanum has no one else." Shanum lirih said almost inaudibly.
"Don't talk like that! There's Mbak Mut who will always be next to Sha. Whatever Mbak Mut will do for Sha's happiness. Sha must heal!" cut Mutia.
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It turns out that the news of Mr. Yanto's death did not reach Shanum's school. So that no one knows if the beautiful girl with curly hair, has now become an orphan.
Shanum returned to school after three weeks of illness. Shanum begins to live by Mutia's rules. The food is completely guarded. Shanum felt indebted, so just according to what his brothers said.
Bumi doesn't know if Mr. Yanto died and Shanum has just returned from the hospital. He met Shanum in front of the school gate as usual.
"Num, how thin is it now, diet huh?" ask Bumi as soon as Shanum has climbed into his motorbike.
Shanum just smiled and shook his head.
"Sister, let's just go home, shall we?" pinta Shanum.
"Cock come home anyway? I'm still missing, Num!"
"If you don't go home, you won't have to pick up Shanum again tomorrow!" threat Shanum's.
Shanum is still keeping what happened to him a secret. The disappearance of the Earth without news made Shanum upset. It may be true, said Mutia, it is better to end than to be injured even deeper.
"Kok's angry, anyway? What's the matter, hmm?" ask the soft Earth.
"Not angry, Brother. Shanum's going to sleep, rest. There were a lot of fieldwork, so tired. Shanum wants to go straight home if possible," Shanum explained with a heart puffed up.
"If you don't want to go, Shanum just ride the angkot!" shanum pouted.
"OK! I'll take you to a normal place or get to the front of the house?"
"Ordinary place, in front of the driveway alley," Shanum replied with a flat face.
There was no chatter along the way from the school to the front of the alley, the entrance to Shanum's house. Bumi actually wanted to invite Shanum to have a chat. However, looking at Shanum's face that looked spiritless, he puffed up.
"Thank you, brother," said Shanum as he got off the Earth motor.
The earth just nodded and smiled. Actually the weight of his heart to release the lover home. Maybe Shanum's not feeling well, guess Earth. Without Earth knowing if the lover is holding back his anger.
The lover disappeared without news. Even when we met, there was no explanation as to where it went. Moreover, Bumi did not ask Shanum for news, as long as he disappeared without news. If you already know the state of Shanum, pretend to ask what is wrong?
While walking, Shanum thought about when he would cut off contact with Earth.