Second MATCH
Jealous

"Why is it so late to go home?" harry asked coldly.

Fadia turned to look at Harry sitting on a dresser chair with his hands crossed over his chest. Do not forget the flat face that he always appears to others. But now her husband showed her to her.

"sorry. Just heard Elsa venting so forget the time" replied Fadia softly. She did not want to answer Harry in a sewot tone that ignited her husband's emotions.

"Have you forgotten you were married?" ask Harry coldly again.

"Of course not. Because I remember why I came home. You why?" He was surprised by Harry's attitude.

Harry let out a long sigh and handed over the contents of the gifts to Fadia.

"Are you that wild to be immortalized?"

Fadia researched all her memorable photos while still dating the former line-up. He regretted the actions of his ex.

But there is nothing strange about the photos. Just a photo of the two of how the Junior High boy is dating and actually in the photo there is someone else. Just a photo of an ex-boyfriend when High School used to look close because the pose in the photo was taken from the front camera of his ex's phone.

"What's wrong with this photo?" fadia asked without taking her eyes off the photos in her hands.

"You said wrong? I asked why are you so wild as Yu?" it turns out that when jealousy controls the mind and heart, it will say hurtful sentences of people who are jealous.

Fadia turned to look at Harry with a look of disbelief and there was a sense of disappointment in her heart.

"You're accusing me of being wild just because of my past Harry? you didn't ask me if I was alone with my ex or someone else? you still know Niko, right? she's still alive and immediately asks how wild I was when dating back to Junior High. Because every time I go out with my ex there's always him. He always took care of me because he loved me until now. Only when I was dating Jody did you see her in this photo. Just like him I didn't monitor with Niko because we're different schools."

"I can still take care of myself. Even my first kiss and my giggles were picked up by my ex-husband after marriage. You let me down Harry. It turns out that knowing me for 11 years doesn't make you understand my nature. Never mind. I'm going to bed. I'm sorry if my past disappointed you and may make you regret marrying me. You can send me home if you want." continued Fadia then she lay down her tired body plus quarrel just because of her past.

Harry was stunned to hear Fadia's words plus the end of Fadia's speech made him confused. He cursed his stupidity because he was consumed with jealousy.

"Don't tell me it's Yu.. I'm sorry." whispered Harry hugging Fadia from behind.

He felt even more guilty when he found Fadia's body shaking. His wife was crying in silence.

He tries to turn Fadia's body around in order to lead to her. But his attempt failed. Fadia was firm with her position. And it made him feel even more guilty and sorry. He could only hug Fadia from behind. She felt even more pain when she saw Fadia crying because of her actions.

At 3am Fadia awoke not to find her husband behind her. Because she was still disappointed in her husband trying to ignore the curiosity of where her husband went.

But his eyes were fixed when he saw Harry praying for forgiveness for making himself cry. He even saw Harry's back tremble as he poured out his heart to the Hearer of Prayer.

He decided to leave the room for the kitchen because he was very thirsty.

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All night Harry could not sleep even though drowsiness attacked him to sleep. But the eighth did not last long because he woke up again at 02.30 WIB in the morning .

He looked at Fadia's sleeping face looking so peaceful. The guilt was again aroused when he saw the remaining tears in the corner of Fadia's eyes.

The repeated kisses in his wife's eyes were still unable to dispel his guilt. He's conscious. That's a Fadia that can't be repeated. It was her fault for being jealous of Fadia's past.

He went out of the room to the ablution bathroom to perform the prayer one third of the night . Intending to complain his guilt to the Divine and make Fadia cry again.

After the prayer, he still sat down with both hands looking up at the ceiling of the room his wife's shadow crying in silence made him deeply regret his actions earlier.

*o Allah is Most Merciful, Most Merciful.

Servant comes to you surrender to the regrets that you have done.

The servant repeated it again. The servant's wife wept again because of the work of the servant of God. Her tears make my heart sick.

If you can choose, let the servant's wife get angry and yell at the servant rather than the tears dripping from her eyes.

Regrettable slave.

No effort or power in Your power, O Allah*.

Without feeling she was crying in her prayer. He couldn't see Fadia's eyes. A look that implies disappointment.

Harry was long enough to dissolve in prayer. When he finished, he folded his alphabet and turned his body.

He was surprised that his eyes broke into disbelief and found Fadia smilingly sitting behind him. He believes Fadia just finished praying as well.

So how long did he pray until he did not know the Fadia Prayer behind him?

"I'm sorry." Harry said with regret.

Fadia did not answer. She grabbed Harry by the hand kissing the back of her husband's hand. It's the second time Fadia has greeted Harry with such reverence.

Harry replied with a kiss on Fadia's forehead. "Sorry Yu.." Harry's still trying to get an apology from Fadia.

"I'm sorry, Harry, too. I'm a selfish person who never told me how I was dating while you always told me anything about you."

"Don't cry anymore Bee." continued Fadia.

"Bee?" Harry scrunched his forehead.

Fadia smiled and nodded. "Yes.. That's my dear call to my husband."

"Beekeeper Yu?"

"And it's like bees love to sting me" replied Fadia smiling broadly.

"Why not just?"

"Religion. That's Sundari's call in front of mom and dad, right?" ask Fadia.

"Kok you know?"

"Hanum the story. So later if in front of the father and mother I just call brother."

"don't want. That's your call to Rudi."

Fadia sighed and exhaled slowly. "alright.. And I'm sorry about my past. Sorry I was mad at you last night."

Harry shook. "Don't say that again. I'm wrong for being jealous of your past."

Fadia smiled and hugged Harry face-to-face.

"You're jealous Bee, I'm afraid." whined Fadia.

"I'm sorry" he said, replying to his wife's embrace.

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