Second MATCH
Fear and the cure

One WhatsApp message notification from his future wife. He smiled at least there was a little calm seeing the name of his future wife sending a message. Though he did not know the message made him happy or sad.

Fadia :

Our love is the best love because you make my imaan rise, you help me in the dunya and for that reason I want to meet you again in Jannah."

(Our love is the best because you raised my faith, helped me in this world. And for that reason, I want to see you again in heaven)

His heart now flowered to read the contents of the message from his future wife. He wanted to go to Fadia's house and hold her all night.

It's a step for him. Rarely did Fadia express love for her.

Harry :'s :

Let's walk together towards your wish.

Fadia :

Loh not sleeping? kirain is already 🙄

Harry :'s :

Haven't. I'm nervous Yu for tomorrow. Even until now I was confused what dowry for you is other than a wedding ring. 😔

Harry prefers to be honest. Because he really doesn't know. Her family said it was better, asked Fadia. But after asking Fadia, the answer is up to you.

If you agree, it's up to him. His wife-to-be disagrees. Women want to understand.

Fadia :

The easiest of all Harry.

Harry decided to call Fadia.

"Assalamualaikum my future wife."

Fadia sounded across the phone. And he smiled too.

"Waalaikumussalam Harry's. Can I say something?"

"Tell me."

"Harrry.. Can I be afraid to get married again?

"Don't be afraid of Yu."

"You can rethink our relationship before it's too late. I'm fine if you cancel."

Fadia disconnects her phone call without explaining what she said.

And that made Harry growled. How could Fadia say that while their marriage was in the immediate hours.

He tries to call Fadia back but Fadia doesn't seem to want to pick up a phone call from him.

Harry himself knows if Fadia in addition to trauma to his past, Fadia is a person who often insecure on the surrounding circumstances.

He was getting more and more upset with the situation. In the lid of the mouth that was silenced earlier and the hand next to it ruffled the waist. Her steps were like an iron and her gaze looked far away imagining if the marriage was void.

Harry shook. He is not willing if that happens. He saw the wall clock showing at 3 am. With a definite step, he took the motorcycle key, opened the door and took out his motorcycle. Now he darted into the residence of his future wife.

Is there another man in Ayu's heart?

On the way Harry had imagined what if their marriage was completely canceled Fadia.

****

Inside Fadia's room pensively thinking tomorrow she's been in someone's accounting. Somehow the shadow of cruelty in his past made him afraid it would happen again.

It was as if fear had overcome Harry's love for her. That fear overcame her love for Harry.

There was no place for him to complain. He was used to feeling his own bitterness. No one knows what he went through during his first marriage. People only know if Fadia divorced because she was kicked out of her ex-husband's family first.

That's where the bad stigma is about him. Some say Fadia is not a wife, some say Fadia women are not right because it was during the Middle School and High School era, often Fadia and Elsa school friends play at Fadia's house because she lives alone.

After he spoke to Harry on the phone, he broke up. Without notice the clear water dripping from his eye patch.

****

Harry was already in front of the tratag at Fadia's residence. He saw many fathers who deliberately stayed there by playing dominoes and jocker cards.

And he can also see the state of Fadia's house is deserted. That means Fadia's relatives are asleep.

"Well, Harry, what's here?" ask one of the fathers and it turns out his employees.

"There's a moment" he said briefly.

Harry :'s :

Fadia Rahayu's. Open the door or I'll make a noise here.

Not long after, Fadia opens the door for Harry. He could see if Fadia had cried. Fadia's eyes were reddened and wet.

But that's not what he meant by his arrival. Suddenly he was emotional and furious at this beloved woman. Without waiting for Fadia to speak, he pulls Fadia into Fadia's room. Their bridal rooms.

He closed the door and locked it. Stared at his future wife. A very intense gaze towards Fadia.

"Harrry.. Ak-i.."

Fadia had not had time to finish her speech, Fadia's lips had been scooped by Harry's lips. The emotional outburst he vented at that kiss.

This was the second time he had beaten UM Fadia so violently. The first time he did that was when Fadia confessed who Niko was in her life. And now he does it again.

That coarse man's siu lasted a very long time. Even he held the nape of Fadia's neck to deepen the ciu man. He felt Fadia start to hit his chest.

My lips must be swollen now. Grunt Fadia in the heart.

Harry held back a laugh seeing Fadia's pouting face. Emotions that have been in the crown have now evaporated somewhere.

"I'll do the first night now if you dare to cancel our marriage."

Again Harry held back his laughter as he looked at Fadia's panicked face by crossing his arms around his chest.

So adorable.

****

Fadia.

"sorry. I'm sorry." said Fadia lirih.

"Sorry for which one? to cancel our wedding? So you're still thinking about canceling our wedding?" Harry railed against Fadia with so many questions.

Fadia's still down. Even now his eyes are starting to heat up.

"Well if you're still thinking about canceling our marriage. Let's continue our first night." Harry continued.

Harry pulled Fadia's waist up so that their bodies were not spaced out just the clothes they were wearing as a barrier.

"Do you want me to do it slowly or fast?"

Si al's. I fell into my own trap. Ah my Junior why wake up? not yet junior.. Be patient a little more Harry murmured.

Oh gosh.. I really want to answer her. Why is my fear of missing being around Harry? ah you are indeed the cure of all my fears, muttered Fadia.

Now the two are staring at each other.

"I'm just afraid of Harry.. My past haunts me constantly."

"Don't be afraid. There's me. I'm your fear drug." Harry tried to calm Fadia down in his arms.

*Why does Harry know he's my fear cure like I thought he was? Is he a shaman Mbah?

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