RUN
The Conjecture That Trains

The wind blew, and every swaying leaf made my heart feel depressed. Although it does not have blood flow, but it feels similar to blood flow that suddenly freezes and stops flowing.

All my body was stiff, like a numbness that made me paralyzed. I closed my eyes, trying to move with all my might. But the more I fought back, the more I got excited to grip my body.

I grimaced as I clenched my teeth with one frowning eye, and tried to brave myself to stare at the light.

"Stop resisting, you add to your punishment" he said.

"What kind of punishment? Did I kill? Am I endangering others? Whahuh? What do I do, so it has to be brackets like that?" peekik I growled.

"It's the best, so give up." he said.

I felt more and more furious, and only this time did Kiyai make me angry, the real anger. "I'm not your bird!!" scream at me, staring at the light. "That you're brackets for loving her. Which you catch and then you feed! The one you play with, whistle with, and talk with! All you think, everything you do is a good thing. No!!" I shake with a cruel face. "Although you treat your bird well. Giving you good food or even a cage of gold, you're not doing your best at all. You're shutting him up and torturing him, making him only see the vastness of the sky from inside the cage, not knowing they want to stay in the trees, they want to fly."

"And they want to be free, just like what I want! Free, not locked up like that!" I screamed with all my might, even my face was so flushed when it revealed everything in my heart.

"I don't know, what do you think is best? Do you intend to take care and care? Do you intend to protect? Do you intend anything that is in your heart? I don't care about that!!" scream at me again, with my chest up and down as if panting. "But what we should know, me," I pointed at myself with all my might. "I don't like brackets! I don't like that way, I hate it! I hate that!" I was angry, with a chest that felt so heavy.

I lowered my head, unable to hold back my tears and unable to stare at the light for too long. When my eyes shifted to the ground..

Tests..

Water drops dripping from above. I gasped, and realized something. I looked up at the sky, then looked back at something similar. Although I cannot look at Kiyai with the naked eye, and cannot see his face directly, but I understand very well, if today the sky is not cloudy, the sky does not spill its water.

This, comes from kiyai's tears. She.. was crying after hearing my words, or was crying out of guilt? I don't know, because all I know is that what he did was evil.

"Why are you crying? I'm not asking for pity, I don't like that!" I replied, as if I was not grateful for her tears.

He let out a heavy-sounding breath, and his voice was as stinging as it came out from inside the nose. "Sometimes, what you think is good is not necessarily good. And what you think is not good, may be good according to Him. You don't know while he's all-knowing. So, I'm sorry if you're offended by my tears,"

"But I'm sorry, I'm not feeling sorry for you. But I was disappointed, because you misunderstood me." he said, making me gasp. "But it's okay, humans are not in the heat of human prejudice. So, I don't mind that. Unfortunately, you have to stay in brackets with or without any reason."

Now I frowned, looking at him with a look of hate.

"You've been troubling people, and now you're hurting people,"

"You're not human!" my sergeant, don't accept. "You are a human being who has power. You got hurt on purpose, you can of course avoid it!" reply me. For some reason, after being locked up by kiyai, I lost respect for her. He lied about the time he had set to lock me up. If it's that long, of course no one will want to be in brackets.

"Don't I ever tell you about a handsome man you've seen?"

I gasped after hearing Kiyai's words. "And I locked you up, because I wanted you to see him in a dozen years. So, during that time, I want you to wait in there."

I clicked my tongue to hear her words. Those dozen years were not a short time, and again, being locked up in there without being able to get out was excruciating.

"Why should I be in brackets? Isn't it not that without brackets, I could have met him?" squeeze me angry.

Kiyai chose not to answer. I felt faint and bowed, picking up cues to prepare to fly and jumping away from him. But all of a sudden, from the bottom right at my feet, something came up.

Something flew past my head, making me look up and flabbergasted. Either because it was too busy fascinated or what, I did not realize that the object was widened like two open hands.

The lesion was faster than my movement, and the nimble thing clenched, making me wrapped right around the body and leaving only the face.

I grimaced, this thing was like a rope but it didn't hurt. It's just, the grip is so strong, it makes me unable to move at all.

I fell in a bound state and lay on my stomach in the air. My hurry squirmed, trying to get away from this thing.

"There are two possibilities that could happen if you're locked up. And if you know the real reason, then I'm pretty sure you won't want to see him."

I stiffened my jaw hearing it. I don't understand what he wants to say. What two possibilities does he mean? Then, why do I not want to meet the man, even though he is a form of soothing beauty.

"Because everything, is related to your past, the cause of your death and many people. If that happens, then the war will start again." he said.

I groaned, related to the past? And the cause of death??

"So stop fighting and follow the destiny. You die in the art room, and you just stay there no matter what. You, you can never get out of there for any reason. And please, for this time do not act and obey." he said again.

I tried to let go of the binding thing, as if I had not heard what Kiyai had just said. I raised my head and lowered my shoulders, but this rope-like thing tied me up again and again. Even this time, this rope started to creep into my face and shut my mouth.

"Bismil was bornrahmanirrahim, with the permission of Allah SWT. I.." kiyai began to say, and I glared both eyes when I knew why kiyai chose to shut my mouth. "Please ask that You keep this child in the barn, and that You have the power to release him at the right time."

"If the time You have set has happened, then I surrender to all the bad things that will happen" he continued, as if in poetry.

"Mmff!! Mff!!" I tried to refute his words, but unfortunately my mouth became silent and unable to speak.

The twists of this rope suddenly shot out violently while carrying my body. I was like a cocoon in a bonceng using a bicycle, but tied behind and fastened.

My magical body pierced through every wall and floor. My body is moving left and right. I was lucky to see through, otherwise, I had a concussion because I was struck by every solid object that existed.

When the doors of the art room are seen entirely. Duoms!! My body was thrown into the place, along with a red light that fortified the room.

I rolled, until it stopped due to wall slapping. I looked up, looking at the wall behind my body.

Again?? Again and again?? Kiyai again locked me in this place, and this time, he even tied my body firmly.

"Mmff!! Mff!!" I sighed, trying to talk with my mouth twisted.

Not only that, I again stretched and tried to stretch the body. But still, this rope is not just any rope, because I can feel the energy that continues to flow on this rope.

The arggh!! Really do! Why lock me up again? This is so annoying!!

I could only grieve in my heart, and continue to wriggle with all my might. But, why the more I move. Am I losing energy??

What don't-don't?? The flow within this rope, was actually used to absorb my energy?? Otherwise, there is no way I have trouble moving even difficulty exerting energy in.

Kiyai why the hell? What exactly does he mean? Logically, if later he knows I will meet the handsome man in this place, then there is no need to lock me right? I will definitely be back here and not going anywhere. What is the name of the meeting that has been known, want me to go to the Netherlands too, we will certainly still meet, then.why should he insist on locking me with the reason this is the best??

Is there any other meaning I don't understand?? Or what?? He's so confused.

But, it seems that kiyai's words are quite ambiguous. If he locked someone up, wouldn't that person feel depressed and try to escape?

But if he doesn't lock me up, of course I'll be happy to go back and forth to this place, right?

Or actually, he had another intention of locking me up?? Even more so with his questionable words.

"There are two possibilities that could happen if you're locked up. And if you know the real reason, then I'm pretty sure you won't want to see him."

"Because everything, is related to your past, the cause of your death and many people. If that happens, the war will start again."

He locked me up on the grounds that he wanted to bring me to that person. Why does it sound like an alibi?? He was certain that I would not want to meet if I knew the reason.

Then, everything related to my past and death events? Will the war be back to begin??

Meaning, what?

"Barend Otte, obey the devil your god. Kill your son, and I will give you great glory, and I promise you, if you kill him, then for sixteen years, I will not have anyone fall on you. But your wealth will not be taken away." He seduced Dad, I who was still in pain then looked doubtful and compassionate at Dad.

I blinked, when Ludira's words just flashed.

Wasn't that time, he told Dad not to ask for a sacrifice for sixteen years. Then if that time is past sixteen years, it means..he wants the collision again right??

Kiyai also said..

"You have to complete this mission, with yourself, or someone you believe can do it." he said.

"And you know, God does not give tests beyond the limits of his people's ability. Although now you have failed, but later on I'm sure you managed to be with someone else. Someone, who you saw before my appearance." he continued, made me gasp again.

That was what he said when I just died. Isn't this, in fact, similar to Sukarno's words to Husein Mutahar??

Then, at that time he also said that he would lock me up for a dozen years, right??

What dozen years did he mean, his real time was sixteen??

And again, he said, "If that happens, the war will start again."

A dozen years??

A containment??

War is back at the beginning??

I was shocked when I realized something. Huh, that's it?? It turns out it's all related. So I seem to know, what is the reason why Kiyai locked me up. This is the real reason.

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...Seriate......