Rili (Don't Want to See You, Again!)

Rili (Don't Want to See You, Again!)
Not a Disabled Woman


You are just a disabled woman!! It doesn't deserve Rizal!! Blind lady!! It's just a hassle!!


A beautiful girl holds Rizal's hand. Take her away and leave Lisa who is getting worse.


"No!!! Don't go!!!"


Rizal, who was sitting in front of his laptop, immediately stood up and approached his wife when he heard a loud delirium. "Darling, what's wrong?"


Lisa was still delirious and shook her head with sweat that had soaked her temples. "No!!"


"Darling!!" Rizal patted Lisa on the cheek which made her finally wake up. "What's wrong? The nightmare? It's a drink first." Rizal helps Lisa sit down and take the mineral water on the nightstand.


Lisa drank it immediately. After that, he took a deep breath. "What time?"


"It's still 6." Rizal had been up from 4 to finish his work on a laptop after previously he cooked rice first in the rice cooker. Yes, at least the rice is ripe and only food orders remain.


Lisa sat down. The whispers in his dream continued to sound in his ears.


Disabled woman!! Not worth Rizal!! Rizal will soon be leaving you!!


Lisa covered her ears while looking down. "No!!!"


"Darling, why?" ask Rizal. Lisa's emotions improved yesterday. Why is it not being controlled anymore like this. "Honey. Already! There I am here..." Rizal takes off Lisa's hand that covers her ear but instead Lisa pushes her husband's hand.


"No!! Don't help me. I can do it myself!" Lisa got off the bed and with one hand she started to feel things nearby.


"You go to the bathroom. I'm helping ya."


"No!! I can do it myself!!!" Lisa keeps her legs even though she tripped over some stuff. After arriving near the bathroom he actually fell down when his feet tripped on the door.


"Darling!!" Rizal squats down and helps Lisa wake up but again Lisa rebelled.


"Udah, I can do it myself!!"


"Hey, honey, hey.." Not caring about Lisa's hand that keeps hitting her arm and chest Rizal still grabbed Lisa's body. "Why? Don't believe me, I'm getting sad to see you like this." Rizal's chest is shaking. He could no longer hide the bitterness of his heart. Even the clear liquid now managed to escape from Rizal's eyes. "I really can't see you like this." Rizal increasingly carries Lisa's body in his arms.


"Am I going to be a disabled woman?"


"If I can't see anymore?"


What other question is this? Rizal rubbed his tears so as not to escape from his cheek.


"Crying papi?" Lisa felt Rizal's face that was already wet with tears. "So it's true that I'm going to be a disabled woman who will only depend on Papi."


Rizal tried to strengthen himself. He should not be weak near his wife who is in desperate need of support. "No dear. No!! Even if you can't see, you can do another eye graft."


The deg!!! Lisa was silent. His body that was in Rizal's embrace seemed to be squeezing. "So, the Goddess does want to take her eyes back?"


Whether it was a question or a clear conclusion it was able to provoke the feelings of Rizal who had been hit by a storm.


"Will Papi leave me too?"


Keep hurting Rizal's feelings with questions that will remain the same answer. "I will never leave you!"


Lisa was silent, she lowered her head.


"Let's go, baby, help me. You want to go to the bathroom?Or back to rest?" Rizal lets go of his embrace and intends to help Lisa stand up but again Lisa refuses.


Rizal gives up, maybe Lisa needs time to calm herself down. "Yes, let Rili help you."


Rizal stands up and leaves Lisa. He stopped by the door and looked at Lisa who was trying to stand on her own. The feeling of not being more and more raining. He came out and just as Rili was approaching.


"What's the matter?" asked Rili who looked at her Papi red eyes with all the mess on her face.


Rizal just shook his head then he pulled his daughter's body in his arms. "Boy can't look at your mommy like this. Whether Mami you dream what, her spirit down again. Papi can't calm down your mom. Maybe if you're the cool one, Mami you'll be strong."


"Pi," Rili took off her Papa's embrace. "Jawab honestly asked Rili, will Mami be able to see again?"


Rizal shook his head. "The cow doesn't know either. The doctor said the odds were very small. Even if the doctor suggests to graft the cornea of the eye again but you know that finding an eye donor is not easy."


"Mommy..." Rili could not say anymore, he stepped into the room and immediately embraced his Mama. "Mommy wants what? Rili help ya..."


In front of the door Rizal stared at them for a moment. There was one long sigh, before he finally left the two of them.