Rili (Don't Want to See You, Again!)
This Heart Sick

That morning, as usual Rasya and Rili left together for school. The streets are quite crowded makes Rasya can not advance his motorbike quickly.

"Monday is jammed!!" Rasya started to grumble on his own. He was very impatient while waiting for the car in front of him that he failed to slip.

"It's easy, brother, it's still morning." Said Rili who was behind Rasya.

Moments later the car in front of Rasya stopped in front of their school. Rasya further slowed down the speed of his motorbike when he saw Dara coming out of the car.

Rasya now runs his bike and stops a little beside Papa Dara's car. Papa Dara's car glass was open at that time making Rasya can see who Papa Dara really is.

Om God...

Rasya rounded his eyes. It is true that Dara was the son of the Gods, the best friend of both parents who were like their own family to them. It has been almost 5 years that they do not communicate anymore.

Tinn!!! The sound of a horn that is quite loud now makes the motorcycle Rasya again drove and turned into the school gate.

Motor Rasya is parking smoothly in the school parking lot. He was still thinking about Om the God who suddenly disappeared and away from his family plus Dara who seemed to have forgotten him.

"Kak Rasya daydreamed from earlier. Why?" ask Rili who has now come down from the motorcycle Rasya and open his helmet.

"Sir papa. You go first."

"okay." Rili now walked away from Rasya. Not walking to class but instead she is now following someone she desperately wants to know what she is going to do with Dara. Alvin's?

Rili followed them all the way to the back garden of the school and hid behind the walls.

So Alvin really wants to reverse the same with Dara?

"Ra, I actually want to talk to you from yesterday."

Dara took a long breath. "Otherwise Brother? For me it is clear. I'm just the past, right?"

"That's not what I meant. We can start all over again."

"From the beginning again?"

"Yes." Yeah." Alvin grabbed Dara's hands and held them. "We started from the beginning not just a monkey's love as we used to. You want to come back with me?"

"Then Rili?"

Alvin shook his head. "Rili is nobody to me."

Although this has all been a scenario in his dream but why it still feels so sick. Rili's heart is like being sliced into pieces. The prince who would always protect her has now disappeared.

It's a really big tear. I'm not a whiny girl!!

Rili rubbed the origin of her tears that managed to escape several circles. He turned his body which actually hit Rasya.

"What are you doing here?"

Rili simply shook her head while turning her face so that Rasya would not see her red eyes.

"Why you?" rasha asked but Rili just stepped her legs wide to leave.

Rasya now turned to look at what Rili saw. At that time, Alvin was still holding Dara's hand. While Dara he still looked at Alvin with a happy smile.

Rasya clenched his hands.

Alvin do you just want to playin Rili!!

He wanted to beat Alvin up at the time, but he tried to temper his own emotions. He doesn't want to ruin Dara's happiness. Even though his own heart was torn.

He remembered that smile he had gotten from Dara five years ago when he visited Surabaya with his Papi. Although Rasya was still a Junior High boy, he already liked Dara. Dara's smile and Dara's warm hands were able to melt her cold heart.

It was just the past, now that they met again everything had changed. Dara turned extremely cold to him even as if Dara did not know Rasya at all.

Rasya turned his body and walked slowly. Letting two people Rasya considers to be in love together.

...***...

"Let's see why it hurts gini." Rili washed her finger embedded with the ring and then tried to remove the ring. "It's only been a few days that this ring is getting smaller."

Rili's out of the toilet. He walked to class. He still cursed himself, why could this heart also hurt.

His steps came to a halt for a moment when he passed Alvin. They looked at each other for a few seconds before Rili finally threw her face and walked past Alvin.

Alvin stopped his steps. He took his time to look at Rili even though what seems now is only Rili's back that is getting away.

You will be okay, Rili...

...***...

At rest, the frenzied atmosphere of the canteen did not interfere with the concentration of Rili stirring his cold drink in a plastic glass at that time.

"His face was like clothes not yet ironed. Still not feeling well?" asked Nana who was sitting next to Rili while eating meatballs. "Well, do you want a spicy meatball? Let's fresh?"

Rili just shook his head. His gaze now turned to the two humans sitting not far from him.

"Ra, you still like orange ice?" ask Alvin.

"Sister Alvin too, right?"

"Yes, we're the same.."

Rili's ears grew increasingly heated hearing the conversation of the two of them. "Na, I went back to class first huh.."

"Wait a minute, it's over. You gota-pa..." Nana saw what Rili saw. "Huh? Alvin's with Dara? They're dating?"

Rili did not answer. Her chest became increasingly claustrophobic just hearing Nana's question.

Nana let down her voice, "Li, you're going to hang out with Alvin. Does Alvin lo push until he turns?"

"Reject what? People have not really loved." Rili closed her mouth. Hah, indeed the mouth cannot be guarded. It looks very hopeful.

Nana laughed quite loudly. "Oh, my love falls before it flowers..."

"Nana, don't be hard..." Rili now stood up because she did not want Nana to tease her more.

When he stepped his foot away, he was again blocked by Zaki. He always shows up at the wrong time.

"Surge!!" Rili takes a step next to Zaki but again Zaki blocks her.

"Lo see, right? What he said was your boyfriend's candidate, he was dating another girl." Zaki's words made Alvin now turn to him.

Rili tried to temper his anger. "It's none of your business!! Lo move!!"

"Gue want you to give me one more chance, please. I'll prove that I'm not a crocodile."

Rili just sneered. "They want to turn into a lizard, huh? Both liars." Rili would step up again but quickly Zaki pulled on Rili's left arm and spontaneously kissed her.

Fortunately, Rili quickly dodged until the one who was exposed to Zaki's lips was just next to his.

"Plac!!!" A hard slap now got Zaki. "Lo is such a brash guy!!"

"Gue just wants you to know that I love you."

"I don't know how!!" Rili pushed Zaki hard enough to give him a way. He rubbed the origin of his tears that managed to escape again.

"Zaki, you crazy!!" Nana now runs after Rili.

Alvin could only clench his hands. Wanting him to beat up Zaki but he put up with it because he did not want his efforts to approach Dara in vain.

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Waduh, Rasya's sister turned bucin from small huh... 🤭🤭

Alvin please don't hurt Rili.. 😊 Nusahin really so people. Not anyone but it's been a bitch.. 🤭