Return To Being The Mad Antagonist
61.Darkness

In yohan's subconscious, he was again faced with his crazy self.The injuries caused by the formation during the fight were severe enough to have to heal his internal injuries by cultivating.

As usual they both just look at each other but never talk to each other.They are the same as having a nature of silence just different sanity alone.Yohan continues to stare at the chain that binds him the other.Maybe now enough to be cowardly on oneself.

"If I take off that chain, will I remember everything?"ask yohan.

"I told you, I never lied to you!?of course you'll remember everything."

"But."a little doubt on yohan."What am I now about to disappear?"ask yohan scared.

Yohan who is tied just smiles knot, she knows that yohan is afraid of disappearing and replaced with her crazy self.Who is not afraid of being crazy?Who wants to go crazy?or You?Definitely not the author.

"Just calm down, you will not disappear.Only we will unite, because we are one separate." explains yohan who is bound by chains.

After hearing all those explanations, Johan swung himself open the chain."I'll hold your word!?"after that he started trying to open it slowly because of the chains that bound so much,memories began to rush in like an invasion of ants walking in the head.Sick.But yohan held all of it for the sake of being able to see the truth.Although the truth is bitter not like a sweet lie.

(Starting from here the story is yohan, so that it is clearer and more understanding.But only temporarily.)

The monster clan was a clan that was exiled from this world because they were considered a threat and a calamity.The strength of those who reached exceeded their normal limits and their long lifespan. They are said to be other creatures and not human beings. No one knew of their whereabouts now.But there were some cultivators who had extremely high levels saying that they were inside the extremely dangerous black forest.

The forest that everyone shunned because of the monsters there was unnatural and had a level higher than 10.This forest is full of spiritual energy beyond the monster valley.If it is likened to this forest like a vast ocean, while the monster valley is just a lake.

Because this forest is so big,monster clans set up their own kingdoms.Like the most hidden kingdom they are led by the king and for them the king is everything.Since the king is a person who has unlimited future.One more thing they strongly believe in,the king is one, not two.

And I was born into the second son.For the king's family, the second son is the real mala calamity.They presume, that,the kingdom cannot have two suns.Therefore they ignore the second sun and adore the first sun.What else I was born with the element of darkness.They increasingly want to get rid of me.But since I was born as the king's son, they did not kill me.

Since birth I have been neglected, Father and mother prefer to love sister.Because she is the real sun.What else was she born with a warm light element.Unlike me who has the element of cold darkness.You know?she is great, gifted, blessed with a warm light, kind, etc.She also invites me to talk, unlike those who ignore me like the wind.

That's why I like something warm is also good.I don't hate big brother because he is more special than me.But I only want to at least once, they hug me.Am not I also their child?Are we not born in the same order?But unfortunately my only hope is a dream, they have more brothers than me.

Even when I was sick, they never came though.But when my brother was sick, they soon came it didn't take long. If they ignore me like this, why don't they let me out of here?They kept me locked up in the room.Did they not want to bear the shame of having a child like me?

Sometimes I hate them all……

"Say they're you're my sister, huh?"said sister.

I just sat quietly in my usual place, the corner of my closet.I looked at him happily, because he was the first person to talk to me."I yes!?"I said a little nervous and immediately stood up.I bowed my head in shame, because mother said if there are people who invite to talk I can not see their eyes……

"What are you doing?!"brother said as he lifted my head to look at her beautiful eyes."When you talk to someone you have to look them in the eye.If you look down like that it feels rude.Don't do that again!?"said brother while smiling manus in front of me.

For the first time, someone smiled at me

For the first time anyone held me without fear

For the first time I felt the warmth of my family

TEST TEST TEST

There were no tears falling on my cheeks and these were my first tears from feeling this warmth.Sister started to panic when he saw me crying, it seems like this was also the first time he saw someone crying.

"Huaaaa hix hiks hu hu hu……"

This is also the first time anyone has ever worried about me,finally I cry more and make brother more panic.But finally it all ends well.Sister more and more often come to play with me.Of course I do not make brother bored.Everything feels much more beautiful with brother.

My bleak life no longer exists, that was what I thought. From a distance I know they often watch me and put pressure.But I pretend not to see because they think I am just a stupid little child.They forget I have the element of darkness.

All the darkness whispered to me without me asking.They gave all the information they knew, because every shadow is darkness.I know what the darkness tells me is true, right,but I can't do anything if mom acts.Because anyway, she's my mom.And that's when mom started giving me punishment for being naughty.

"Zhen, you're a bad boy!?"mother said when sister left.

I'm scared

"A I'm sorry, mother!?"I said by holding tightly to the end of my shirt.

"Cari!?"mom pulled my hand rough until it turned red.

He took me through the dark hallway to the basement.At the end of the basement there is a spooky room that scares me.This is the punishment room.

Mother fucked me here for my punishment.At first it hurt, because this is the first time for me to serve the punishment.But because too many types of punishment I get this began to feel ordinary.From the lash to the lightning sting, the,all the torture I've been through I can't even feel the pain anymore even though the blood is pouring.

I did not feel pain, but my heart was different.Is she more concerned with her dignity as a queen than her child?No, does he consider me his son?I wish mom still thought of me as her son.

Because I also want you to hug me.

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Here they are hundreds of years old, because they are not human.So even though there are children they are not children.But their minds are still children because their bodies are children.

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