Return To Being The Mad Antagonist
138. Good bye

Tonight Ling mei was reading the letter that Yue had brought her. Yue did not participate in the plan talks as he flew towards the Wu empire to deliver the letter to Ling mei. When reading the contents of the letter his heart was a little reluctant to leave. Although his grudge against the Yuan family was avenged, his grudge against the Qi empire had not been avenged.

He knew that if Guan san did not love him, he also knew that Guan san was not someone he had ever known. But still from appearance to behavior, everything is almost similar to his lover first. "Have they gone to the Yan Empire?" ask Ling mei.

"It seems like today they are going to leave" Yue replied. "Is there a problem, quakc?" yue Yue Yang asked curiously.

"…… had. I'll start getting ready!?" ling Mei said while showing a sweet smile on her face. "Wait here!? I'll write the reply!?" Ling Mei went and looked for stationery as well as paper to reply to the letter. Not long after that she came back and tied a small piece of paper to Yue's feet. "Go!? and give me my letter to her!?" ling Mei said as she flew Yue into the sky. He looked at Yue flying away from him.

He thought back to Guan San. He loves someone who looks like his old girlfriend. Is that wrong? Maybe it was time he left someone who didn't even consider him a woman. Lingvmei smiled slightly as she recalled how Guan san's silly face was when Ling mei called him 'gege' first. "He he he he when it was a funny face" said Ling Mei.

"Are you going?" ask someone from behind Ling mei.

Hearing a familiar voice in her ears, Ling Mei turned her back and saw who the person who had called her was. It was Guan san. It seemed like Guan san had finished from the pill making room. "Oh? you're done?" ling Mei asked to switch the conversation.

"Don't you switch the conversation!? Are you going?" guan san repeated.

"……" For a while Ling Mei was silent. But after that she smiled slightly to melt the atmosphere, "Yes, I'll be leaving tomorrow morning. Now you can be relieved that I'm leaving." Ling mei just said as necessary. After that he walked past Guan san.

As ling mei walked past Guan san, she actually wanted to hold him back for a moment. But his ego keeps him from doing that. He would feel embarrassed if he suddenly held back Ling Mei who always followed him. He was still thinking about his high self-esteem.

After cleaning the goods that will be brought tomorrow he immediately remembered if there is something to be done at this time. Usually, at times like this Ling Mei would immediately prepare food for Guan san.

"You must be tired, I will immediately prepare some food for you!? waita minute!?" ling Mei said as she ran towards the kitchen. In preparing food for Guan san, he prepared it very special since it was his last day. He wants to do his best tonight.

After finishing making food for Guan san, soon Ling mei delivered it to Guan san. He put it on the table right in front of Guan San. He sat in front of Guan San.

"Are you not eating?" ask Guan san. He felt that he would see Ling Mei also eating in front of him and talk about many things.

"I've eaten, now I'll see you eat!?" said Ling Mei who had denied him with both hands. Today he just wanted to look at Guan san. Because from tomorrow he won't see his face again. So he wanted to remember the 'Guan san' inside his head, and not the 'Fei'ge' he always mentioned.

Because it was unusual to be noticed while eating, Guan san became a little awkward now. "Ba what if you're eating rice-pocketed?" guan san asked nervously.

Ling mei was a little surprised to hear Guan san offer to eat with her. Then he smiled, "Does this mean you've opened your heart to me?" ask Ling Mei with a little prank there.

"A I didn't open it, I still closed it." said Guan San who was still in nervousness.

"Heeh, so there's a chance to open up huh?" ling mei said happily.

After Ling mei spoke like that, Guan san became even more clumsy and flushed. Seeing Guan san's unexpected reaction, Ling mei was happy that she could finally make Guan san's face red as well.

"What?" asked Guan san who did not really hear Ling mei's uvapan because of the awkwardness earlier.

Ling mei confirmed her position to be firm and looked at Guan san meaningfully. It was obvious that he wanted to cry right now. But for some reason he kept her from coming out. "I'm sorry because all this time I just thought of you as someone else. I have also arbitrarily interfered with your privacy and have been very chatty. You must really dislike me like that. But you take it easy, I'll get out of your life from tomorrow!? you can be relieved now.

Me, I'm not coming back. But, I wanted to tell you not to misunderstand me. From then until now, I've been flanking you as Guan san and I love you even though you don't love you. Goodbye, hope you can find a good woman someday!?" Ling mei stood up from her seat and went to her room.

When Ling mei had already left, Guan san's hand seemed to want to stop her. However, his ego was greater than his desire to reach Ling mei.

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Early in the morning, Ling Mei was already on her way to the Yan empire as the letter said. He left while Guan san was still fast asleep. He didn't want to say goodbye for the second time. Because it was too much for him to say goodbye.

"WAIT!?" yelled someone from behind.

Ling mei instantly turned around and saw Guan san who was already standing not far from her with a hunting breath. Guan San who is still messy with short clothes and plain white pants, his hair is random random random random increasingly dominates if he wakes up, his bare feet did not wear footwear clearly visible if he was hunting. "You, are you leaving now?" ask Guan san.

"Yes, I have to leave right now" Ling Mei said with a faint smile at Guan san. He did not know what Guan San wanted to do. But for sure it's very important.

"Are you coming back?" guan san asked who once again made Ling mei surprised. Ling mei guessed what important thing she wanted to talk about until Guan san rushed like that. But it turned out to be just asking back or not Ling mei.

"No. Maybe...... I'll die!?" ling Mei said which was also shocking. He already thought that maybe in this plan his life would not survive. But even so he wanted to give his best.

To be honest Guan san was very surprised by what Ling mei said. 'Why are you going to die that easy?' guan san thought a little annoyed. He became even more agitated as Ling mei said that. "Then, you don't have to leave if you don't want to." said Guan san who actually didn't want Ling mei to leave.

"Even if I don't want to go, I'll go anyway. Because this is my point of view of seeing the world." said Ling mei.

What Ling mei said did not Guan san understand at all. But one thing he wanted to say, "Please promise me, if you're not going to die!?" guan san.

"…… Yes, I promise!?" At this time Ling Mei while smiling hid her tears that would soon be rebuking. After that he turned around and left Guan san who was still stuck in his place. As he got further and further away from Guan san, he wiped away his already dripping tears.

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