Rentenir village
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I had to do that to turn the talk away from the Joint Doctor, even though he looked to be upset with me then, but it doesn't matter at all and I think it's better than him who keeps urging me to talk to him, so I can only be quiet with full of nervous uncertain during the trip to piggyback on him.

Usually me and the doctor Jendi always chatted coolly together but this time, because of the incident that previously me and him became a little awkward, I did not dare to start the conversation, he said, and not knowing what to say at this time, until I arrived in front of the health center, I immediately said goodbye to him and intended to leave there as quickly as I could, as I could, because I no longer know how to deal with a Joints doctor, but when I was about to leave he pulled my hand and held me strong enough, so that makes me turn back to him while staring full of astonishment with both eyebrows that I raised quite high.

"eehh. What's holding me back, doctor?" Ask him.

"Let's come with me." Take it while you just pull my hand.

Though at that time, I was still on my bike but the Joints doctor just kept pulling my hand firmly, I continued to drive the bike immediately and got off quickly while leaving from there following the Joint Doctor who kept pulling my hand quickly, until it turned out that he even brought me in front of a porridge cart that was in front of the gate of the puskesmas at that time, he just told me to sit in the long chair that was there.

"Let's sit down." He just rules.

"Hey.... Why did the doctor tell me to sit here, would I buy porridge? I don't have a doctor's time, I've got to work this hour." I replied to him as I was leaving from there.

Yet the Joint doctor did not let me go from there so easily, he continued to pull my hand firmly again and again, then he continued to sit me down forcibly until I completely sat down and could only stare with a wrinkled face and was also a little annoyed with him.

"Sit down! Why are you so stubborn, is it difficult to sit down and have breakfast first, did you not say you have not had breakfast before? How can you work if you don't eat breakfast your brain can't focus like it was." Reply to me.

I felt very surprised by what the Joints doctor said at that time, should the one who was angry here was me, because he just kept pushing me and forcing me to sit in that place, he said, whereas this was even him who was angry so hard and gave such a sharp look to me.

It really made me very irritated and could not keep quiet, even though at that time the Joint Doctor forced me, it was just that I could not continue to remain silent and obey him, he said, I had my own job to do at the time.

"Gosh ..doctor, but I'm almost too late, how long can the porridgeer finish his order, see how many people are waiting in line, I don't have much time." Reply to him.

"Who said we'd wait in line and wait?" Reply to him with a face that was suspicious enough for me back then.

"What else is it?" I asked a little lazy.

"Can I make my own porridge?" Ask doctor Jendi to the porridgeist.

And unfortunately he was given permission so easily, he just kept taking everything by himself, I could only stare in astonishment, seeing a doctor in a white trench coat including a circular stethoscope around his neck, but instead he served me a porridge, he looked really cool in my eyes at the time.

"Wahh .. It turns out that she can too? It's so cool." My gertutuku was slow at that time.

I thought he was just an ordinary doctor, but it turned out that he could also do, such work, I could only smile a little in response to him, his face was very cute while serving porridge, I could only smile, until soon he presented it to my table, he began to show his own porridge.

"No.the jelly made by the doctor Joints are ready, let's eat lest you just stare at it." Said the Joint Doctor while sitting opposite me.

I took a slow breath and took the bowl of porridge that he had given me, however he had worked hard to serve the porridge, so that I could have breakfast this morning, so I thought I should eat it to honor the hard work he did, and no one had ever paid this much attention to me before.

Usually they are only indifferent to women who have this male-like appearance, but I'm actually not too tomboyish, I'm still a woman, but I like martial arts, but I like martial arts, because that is the only thing I can do so that I can live independently and keep myself, protect myself, because I have no one in this world.

Moreover, women's clothing is more expensive than men's clothing so that people who work just as neat as me, can not afford to buy beautiful dresses or women's clothes with various colors and the latest fashion, the most recent, whenever I could only afford men's clothes, like jeans and a regular shirt, I never celebrated holidays or other big days, to me all days were the same, I stay alone, eat at the same time, and do nothing special that anyone else can do.

My friends and men, if they have to, they will go back to their families, come together and enjoy the day with happiness, while I can only sit alone on the bridge between villages, staring at the fireworks that are lit by children or playing with firecrackers with them, there's nothing else I can do nor is there a brother I can visit, now I might already have Omi, at least he can be with me, she said, but I knew soon I would enroll him into the city taking him away to the university he wanted, leading him a step further towards his dream of becoming a doctor.

I can't leave them and what's more, I don't have enough money to live alone in the city, the cost of living there would obviously be higher than the cost of living in a village like this, if I go with Omi, I will lose my job including having no money, so I am forced to let go of Omi myself.

I think he's grown up too and mature enough I just need to trust him like I trust myself.

"I kept daydreaming and could not focus even though I was enjoying the mush made by the doctor Joints, until when the doctor Jendi called me still I did not rub it, for I kept daydreaming and did not listen to his words.

"Tictics...Tikti?" Doctor Joints just kept calling me a few times.

"Aaahh ..iya what is the doctor?" My words only came out at that moment.

"Gosh, did you just daydream again? Aaahh I don't think you're focused because you haven't had breakfast." He said with a face that looked annoyed with me.

I could only smile lightly in response to his words, there was nothing I could do but acknowledge everything the Joints doctor had said just now, because indeed from the very beginning something had kept bothering my mind, and I can't leave it aside so I can't really focus.

"Oh, doctor, I still have a lot of business, you just let me know when I come home later I'll pick you up." I said as I stood up and went straight from there.

The Joint Doctor just sounded like he was breathing pretty strongly, and he didn't say anything when I left him anyway, I thought I had finished his congee, anyway, so there's nothing else I need to do to honor his hard work.

If I had been dealing with him longer, the one with the Joint Doctor would have kept trying to urge me and kept finding out about what I was thinking, she said, while I do not want anyone to know the difficulties in my life, I want to solve everything myself, because I think I am capable enough to do all of those things, even alone.

I went to the market and just kept looking for information about a good university at a cost that was not too expensive for Omi, Baim approached me who was looking for information on the internet at that time.

He took my phone for granted and read the search I was doing at the time, he was indeed very ignorant and troublesome.

"Medical university? Hey Tiktik, do you want to go to college?" Ask him while giving a surprised look.

"Asha.... No, where might I go to college again, already past two years will not be able, anyways for what I'm in college I'm not interested in learning." Reply to him.

"Then why are you looking for something like that?" He asked, starting to pucker both eyebrows.

"Aishh.You want to know, give me back my phone! How dare you take the phone in my hand for granted, aaaahh." My words while returning to snatch my phone from Baim's hands were quite rude.

Baim only pouted a little for getting rude treatment from me, besides he was still very curious, even sitting next to me and just keep asking me a lot of things made me very emotional for him and forced me to say all that to him.

"Come on Tiktik, tell me who's going to college, do you want to move to town, or do you want to go to university?" Ask him constantly.

Looking at his face and the hand he kept pulling at the end of my shirt, making me very emotional and upset with him, I just threw out his hand which pulled the end of the shirt I was wearing at the time.

"Hey.remove your hand! You can make my cheap shirt torn if you keep pulling it so, aaahh?" My words to him are getting more upset and emotional.

"Yes of course I'm very curious, you are my best friend I want to know all about my best friend and you also can not hide anything from your best friend who has been together to support you, protect you and stay by your side all this time." Said to me.