
Now I am confused because I no longer have money, one sheet of the rest will obviously not be enough to finance my life and eat me for the next few weeks, and now I have to go back to brainwashing in order to find another side job in order to make money on my meal expenses.
"Aishh .Where should I find a job now, where is it hard once again, should I be so clumsy on the bus as well? Ahhh... If I were so tight I would definitely catch a cold otherwise my hands would be sore and my throat dry because I have to keep screaming loudly. But what else can I do." My gertutuku at that time.
Forced I still have to do it, when my job at the market is done, I immediately go to the terminal and become a scalper for several buses that are there, he said, in addition, I can also help many people to transport some of their luggage and get a hefty tip to add to my current meal money.
Even though my hands felt very sore and still had to lift a lot of cardboard there, still I had to do it, even so a motorcycle taxi driver even though I would do it as long as I got the money right now.
Like now when I was sitting on my bike and calculating the tip money I got from some people I helped bring the goods there was quite good and I was intending to go home because it was almost night, but when I just started my motorcycle, a man called me from the side and he thought of me as an ojek at the time.
Maybe because of my appearance that was similar to that of a motorcycle taxi driver at the time, so it was only natural that the young man thought so about me and I also did not mind about it.
"Excuse me, do you know where the loan shark village is?" Ask the man to me.
"Know, that's the village where I live, why? She wants to go there, right?" I reply to him quickly.
"Oh... Thank God, if that's what it takes me there? You're ojek, right?" Say that man to me.
"Ahh..iya may, let's ride I will drive you safely, wear his helmet," I told the man quickly.
He immediately went up to the back and I immediately extended my bike quickly to the loan shark village as well as to go home at that time.
I continued to deliver the man who looked like he was not from my village and he asked me to deliver him to the house owned by the village head who was none other than the house of Umi Salma, I delivered it quickly and was very curious why the man even recognized Umi Salma because as far as I know Salma had not had a child during this time.
"You'll take me to the house of Umi Salma yes, you must know umi Salma who is the head of the village right?" The man told me at first.
"Ohhhh.umi yes, yes I know I work for him of course I know, his house is on the border of the village, quite far from here," I replied to him.
"But where do you know Umi Salma, as far as I know she has no son, and whether you are from the city yes, I have never seen you," I replied to her at the time.
I was really curious about the man, because his face looked so foreign, so I ventured to ask him, especially he also looked quite friendly to me at that time.
"Oh .iya I'm from the city, I'm here to do some counseling, because I was assigned by the central hospital to come help nurses in this village who said there was no doctor here, so I replaced the previous doctor, until another doctor can be re-assigned to this village" the man replied which made me quite surprised.
I was immediately flabbergasted when I found out that the man was a doctor, because his appearance did not look like a doctor at all, his face was too young to be a doctor, he said, because usually the doctors who come to this village are bald men or old mothers, because he said young doctors from the city no one wants to come to the countryside like my village is quite difficult to reach the community from the city, because the journey is quite far and requires one day and one night by land vehicle to get here.
So when I heard he was the new doctor who would replace the previous doctor I was quite shocked and amazed by him because he became the first young doctor who wanted to come to the village like this.
"Wahh ..so I'm now piggybacking on a doctor... Why am I so nervous, whether you do not feel uncomfortable or do not mind being assigned to a village like this, here is very far from the city, you see the road was not it, the road is very small and minimal vehicles around here, just can enter the motorcycle, the car can only reach the gate, is the doctor sure can feel at home and live in a village like this?" I said to him with courage.
"Ohhh... Actually I am quite difficult to accept all this, but as the successor to the head of the central company, should not I have a lot of experience, and should know the conditions in various regions, he said, after all, although it is a bit difficult but I have to keep doing, as a doctor we have to take responsibility for whatever tasks are given and help everyone indiscriminately, want it in the village, want it, in the city or even abroad though, as long as I can reach, I will do it" the doctor replied that made me even more amazed to hear it.
Just this time I found someone who had such wise and broad thoughts, the mindset that the doctor had was enough to make me feel amazed by him.
"Sir doctor is great yes, take it easy sir doctor if until something happens to the doctor, just go to the post in the market, just go to the post, tell the children who look like thugs there if the doctor knows me, they will help whatever difficulties the doctor has, or the doctor can go find me directly, I'll help you" I replied to him.
"Thank you very much, you seem to be a good person" the doctor replied to me.
I could only smile at his words, whenever anyone thought I was good, I felt worse, because I was not at all as good as people thought, I'm just an orphan woman who has to live a hard life and hang on to life by yelling at a lot of people in the market, fighting with thugs who are there or doing other bad things.
Even though I had a reason to do all those things, but I also realized all of them were still things I couldn't justify, I was a tomboyish girl, very different from other girls in this village who mostly look beautiful and feminine, wearing the beautiful clothes they have, not a shabby outfit with a hat on an upside-down head and a bag in front of the chest like me.