Regretting Twice.
tell Ani a story.

"If Gaga didn't like Lily in the past, Gaga wouldn't date, Gaga regretted liking Lily!"gaesha said to Aily so harshly.

"why did Gaga have to like Lily, why Gaga did not become an innocent child like Raka, Raka could always focus on learning, no distractions, no burdens, huh Gaga is really sorry."he said back while breathing out a rough sigh.

Like being struck by lightning, that's what Aily now felt, her heart aches hearing the words that were thrown from the mouth of the man she loved so much. Not lost the pain that he felt, but Gaesha had added with his stab back, instant tears that he had been enduring, could not be restrained anymore, and forced to want out, he said, what is it about the Gaesha he knows?why did he say such a painful word?does Gaesha not pity her at all?

"G-Gaga.sorry Lily.."

only that word could Aily say, she was extremely disbelieving of what Gaesha had just said.

"have it been! anyway Gaga does not want to date back, Gaga is lazy. It's enough this time Gaga likes women!!" gaesh replied as he moved from that place and died Aily who was still silent with a clear circle that had flowed on her smooth cheeks.

"....."

Seeing Gaesha's departure, Aily could not say another word, her throat felt intercepted, so she could not let out a word.

this time Gaesha really ruined her life and her beliefs, her heart was sick, even very sick, no medicine could heal the wounds in her heart, "unless, Gaga came back again on Aily.'

Hope that's him?thought Aily.

he still can't let go of his ex-lover.

then he remembered that he still had a place so comfortable story, namely Ani, his former upperclassman, and also a cousin of Gaesha, who was a classmate, she has been close for a long time and Aily often tells Ani when Aily is having a fight with Gaesha, she desperately needs Ani, who is always supportive and gives her advice, Ani always heard her story from A to Z, very good right?it became a fortune for Aily because she could know Ani, and close to her, then she contacted Ani.

Aily also told her everything without anyone covered, from the cause of this happening, to two women who had made her relationship chaotic and ended up in vain, then Gaesha decided to end their relationship, along with Gaesha's treatment which changed drastically.

can't bear, that's what Ani feels, she really understands what it's like to be Aily, she knows Aily's feelings, and the pain that Aily feels, she understands very well how the girl is now, after hearing Aily's confession saying if, Gaesha changed completely, and her words made Aily's heart ache, she was very sad and wanted to hug Aily to calm the girl's heart, and become his shoulder as a backrest as well as the most comfortable place for Aily.

"Ailie...Gaesha why is that so? his words make heartache, kaka who heard him just come sick.." said Ani in sebrang with a sluggish tone of speech.

"you must not be okay Aily??"

ask Ani back.

"hehe yes brother, my heart hurts so much to see him like that, my Gaga who went where.I don't think I want to m**i, I'm not strong brother, this is not what I want.."he said while sitting limp in the park chair, like losing hope of staying alive.

"Aily??can't it be like that??you can't just give up, there's still a big brother here, if you need anything you can say to kaka, you'll spare your time for you, pliss Aily do not hurt yourself. Please, Gaesha did that maybe because she can not continue your relationship anymore.."persuade Ani who tried to calm the girl's heart so as not to do negative things later.

"you also did not expect him to talk like that to you, I followed Aily sadly.."

That's exactly what Aily needs now, the advice and support of those closest to her, hearing Ani's words, Aily became doubtful.

Her thoughts said no, and did not allow Aily to do something that would hurt herself, but her heart said another, the pain she felt was very deep, as well as Aily's disappointment, as well, really tired inner Aily now.

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*five days later

Seen a man who faced off with his tall girl just up to his chest, the girl seemed to want to talk about something.

"Gaga, Lily wants to ask you something, is it okay?"ask Aily.

"why" replied Gaesha coldly

"Dragon do not be cold continuously with Lily, Lily Gaga's best friend, Gaga must keep Lily's feelings." said Aily with a facial expression that looks tired.

"Lily, what the hell do you want?Gaga is tired of knowing!Lily always set this up that, on what basis was Aily Namira?!"snapped Gaesha, while mentioning Aily's real name, she was so sick of being set up by the girl.

*degh

shocked, Aily is very surprised by Gaesha's attitude, only the first time Gaesha snapped at her by mentioning Aily's real name, not the call that Gaesha gave her, her heart ached, but her, as hard as he could, he held his tears so as not to make things worse.

"G-Gaga yelled at Lily back?"aily said she couldn't believe it.

"yeah! why is that Lily?no like?go there Gaga is sick of encountering Lily's childish nature!"Gaesh drove Aily from that place.

"Gaga, Lily please don't be like this...Lily asked to be treated well..Lily wants to be happy, Lily can't keep going on like this."

his answer was lethargic, Aily tired of explaining again and again to Gaesha, her energy seemed to disappear somewhere, Aily felt dizzy again.

"whatever, Gaga's tired! don't bother Gaga!"

ketus Gaesha, then left Aily who was still silent.

now the girl was screaming, as if not believing what she was going through, heart broken, chest tight and deep disappointment, making her fall into the abyss of suffering, it was hard to find a way out to be free of that suffering.