Regretting Twice.
a deep disappointment.

two days have passed, now Aily's situation is better than before.

And coinciding with the break, Aily immediately approached Gaesha who was about to leave class with her friend.

"wait Gaga!! Lily wanted to talk for a while" said Aily while holding Gaesha's hand that was almost out of the classroom.

"what do you want to talk about?"gaesha replied while staring flatly at Aily.

"Are you serious about Gaga's decision?"

lirih Aily, hoping Gaesha's answer won't hurt her back.

"yes"that's the only word that came out of Gaesha's mouth.

Stifled, now he realized, that he could not improve this relationship anymore, disappointed that Aily felt now.

then Aily replied "but Lily can't Gaga, Lily won't be strong..."

"then how else!!? want to get angry papa?"Gaesha replied with emphasis.

" you are up to Gaga." answered her lethargicly,

he really hoped Gaesha would come back to him.

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"yes, but get used to Lily" Gaesha replied without turning her head to look at Aily

"Lily can still be the princess and her beautiful Gaga huh?aily asked expectantly, because she liked that call so much from Gaesha.

"can't! Gaga said get used to it!Lily didn't hear??!!"said Gaesha in a high tone, the clash managed to make Aily surprised and slightly jolted.

aily's heart ached hearing Gaesha's words, she did not expect the Gaesha she knew so gently to her, now instead snapped at her, when Gaesha should still have feelings for the girl, she said, however, Gaesha wanted Aily to stay away from her.

Aily could only nod slowly, so as not to trigger a fight back.

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At night, Aily continued to cry, asking the Powerful why she had to live this kind of life, so hollow Aily felt

"hiks... Why Gaga is so good with Lily, Lily is not strong, Lily still loves Gaesha, but Gaga never wants to keep Lily's feelings... Lily was tired, so tired...Lily wants to give up." said Aily in between her tears that cut the heart of anyone who heard her.

Be beaten. That's what Aily now feels, like this endless suffering, the wounds that Gaesha made too deep, so deep that Aily was caught between the affection, and the pain mixed with disappointment, and disappointment, deeply, Aily felt she would not be able to get out of the hole.

" the man that Aily loved and cared for the most, Aily's comfortable home, Aily's prince, Aily's second papa, Aily's world, Aily's happiness behind Gaesha's lies, Aily still needs Gaesha's figure, only in Gaesha Aily feels the true taste in love, Aily is comfortable with Gaesha because Gaesha is always willing to pamper Aily who lacks this affection, Aily really can't let go of Gaesha, Aily does not want to see Gaesha later with other women, Aily is not sincere Gaesha....Aily will not be sincere until anytime, because Aily still loves Gaesha!"his cry was hysterical, his heart was so broken, his life was ruined after Gaesha's departure, although Gaesha did not fully leave, but Gaesha's nature changed greatly, from a gentle past, to a gentle one, but now that the gentleness was going nowhere, Aily was not strong about it, she kept crying, while occasionally screaming and hitting her innocent head, for her if Gaesha had gone, there was no point in him living in this world, it would all be very painful if he continued to live accepting the bitter reality, which his bitterness would not be able to eliminate.

She continued to torture herself, not eating at all, and constantly crying while hitting her head and chest felt so tight and painful, he did that to channel the pain that he honestly couldn't bear on his own, Gaesha had enough to make the girl's situation worse, she said, although he was also forced to do this because he was forced to do so and Aily understood about it, it was just that Aily Masi could not accept Gaesha's cold and indifferent attitude, she felt very lost affection, the girl still needed the figure of Gaesha who used to always love her, pampering her like a child, but the memories only stay memories, but the memories are only memories, there is nothing Aily can do, just surrender to the Power of her fate, if Aily can, she will continue to repeat her sweet memories with Gaesha, until she is bored, she will continue to repeat her sweet memories with Gaesha, what a poor girl.