Please Change my Destiny!
The Man Who is Responsible

The lights have been extinguished, changing the dim sleeping lights with a yellowish color.

Some people have fallen into dreamland, with others still enjoying the rest of the night in their own way.

Even with a husband and wife who is struggling with a taste.

The breath feels warm and faster than usual, a sign that the person is climbing desire.

Dihyan continued to give soft touches and wrenching to his wife who was now closing her eyes, pervading.

Rima also accepts with openness and resignation, occasionally replying with touches that are no less intoxicating.

To the limit,…

" No! I'm coming by the moon." Rima had caught the hand that had been raking at his body.

Dihyan was stunned for a moment thinking about Rima's words. One hand immediately bounced down on the area he wanted, checking.

Sure enough, there's something soft hanging out down there.

Now something is also stuck in his brain and mind.

This was already the third time Rima had held back Dihyan when he was about to let go of the desire for the same reason, come the moon. It means the seeds are wasted again.

Dihyan threw his body to the side, turning towards Rima who had been resigned to look naughty smile at him while fixing the thin clothes that had sagged everywhere. In his heart, maybe the woman was mocking him.

When someone has burned desire and in fact cannot be channeled, it feels like,…?

Headache, and like just want to break, or even insomnia.

Rasain, such was the meaning of Rima's gaze on Dihyan.

But Dihyan's mind drifted far away, not according to what Rima thought.

The man looked back at the past between them. Counting the day Rima fell and miscarried, when the woman was only known to be pregnant for three months.

Dihyan believes that Rima's womb is filled with seeds that grow when she first fertilizes, which means that He and Rima are fertile. But now, countless times he fertilized Rima's womb, whether it was fertile moments or not, He will still fill with pleasure.

With Rima. Although confined to Dihyan's golden cage, but the woman did not show the expression of stress or stress so that it can be used as an excuse for difficult to get pregnant as people say.

But up to three months running, no results at all.

What the hell is going on? Is this the impact of Rima's miscarriage in the past?

If so, then Dihyan will be increasingly overwhelmed with endless guilt and regret.

Dihyan pulled Rima in his arms. True fear now haunts him. What will their future be, without children?

Dihyan increasingly tightened his embrace, several times dropping a kiss on his wife's forehead. Maybe it was God's punishment for her. God's punishment for what he did to Rima. Inwardly promised he would never let go of Rima even though the circumstances he feared were true.

Ah he was too afraid to think about Rima's condition without ever thinking about his own condition. Is she okay after everything that happened to her?

Is it still as fertile as it used to be? If it is true that the problem is in him, Is he able to release Rima to be happy with a bright future even without being with him?

Dihyan shook his head hard, honestly he was unable to accept all that.

The reasons for which they were unable to descend, or what would happen in the future when all was revealed.

The sun has risen from the eastern horizon indicating a new day has begun

" Where are we going?" The question sentence was uttered several times.

But Dihyan's answer was only one word, "There is."

Either Rima should be upset or happy at the moment. Getting out of the house was something rare for him. It also has to go through the procedures that apply from Mr. Dihyan as the sole decision maker in his life.

Emm, what should she ask her husband for a moment?

New bag? The shoe? Clothes or jewelry? Now everything was as usual for him.

They have now been sitting together in the car with Mr. Eko who is the driver. Playing each phone to erode time during the trip.

Rima once allowed to use a mobile phone, still with terms and conditions apply. All activities on his phone are directly connected to Dihyan's cell phone. Rima can what?

The speed of the car began to slow down, making the two passengers lift their eyes from the direction of the mobile phone, looking ahead to the road they had just traveled.

" Where are we going?" Rima again asked as the car had entered the parking lot. It is clear that he knows the answer.

" You sick?" Asked Dihyan, the man shook his head.

" Want to check up?"

This time Dihyan nodded,

Walking together through the hospital hallways while holding hands like married couples in general.

Rima gasped, as Dihyan stopped his steps right in front of Poli Obgyn. Between the two of them there is no way Dihyan will be examined?

His face was pias, with body vibrations that he could not control, fear burst forth.

Dihyan pulled Rima into the waiting chair, "What's wrong with you?" When he felt the hand he had been holding had now turned cold and slightly wet. Looking to the side looked at Rima who now showed a look of fear.

Rima only shook her head slowly, unable to open her voice.

A gentle sweep felt Rima on her hair, "Everything will be fine!" Receiving the light kiss offered by Dihyan on his forehead.

The woman just stared blankly ahead, I don't know what after this?

Just waiting in half an hour Dihyan's name had been called by a nurse, a sign that the examination time had arrived.

" Come!" Dihyan stood up first, still clasping Rima's hand inviting her to get up and go inside. But the woman's movements look more rigid and sluggish, even the legs stopped when it was right in front of the door.

"Why?" Ask Dihyan again. Rima grinded stiffly, the more obvious the look of his frightened face.

"Why are we here?" Finally the sentence was able to come out of his lips.

" For the examination!" Dihyan knew Rima's current fear. Even he felt that taste.

" Why?" Rima Again.

"It's nothing. Just check up, the two of us, get used to it?" Diyan again, trying to give a sense of comfort with a sweep on the back of the hand that he had been holding.

"Just calm down, I'll be there for you. Whatever it is." He was crying, and sounded full of feeling.

He took everything from Rima. Future, happiness, and even love. Time to take responsibility for everything.

Although the two of them had the chance to no longer be what they used to be, fertile.