Please Change my Destiny!
This Love is Painful

Rima looked at a man who was still Faithful standing beside the door. I feel like that man was there since. But for some reason after the change of patients, the man has not come out.

His brain again thought, since when did the man stand there?

Who goes into this room with you?

Did the man infiltrate?

Upset it feels, if the husband stays on the stand in placing an escort for him this close.

The movement is getting limited.

"Emm, how can I help you, sir?" Still trying to be polite, who knows this man is one of his patients who wants a consultation.

The man walked up to him while moving, opening the mask and hat that had been perched on his head.

Hah, How surprised Rima was to find out if the person who had noticed her at work was Reno.

"You?" He immediately stood up from his chair.

Obviously shocked, never thought that Reno would be this close.

Inwardly tucked away a Feel of Happiness, when Reno came to her directly in her examination room like she used to.

But this time it was clear things were much different. He who used to be single is clearly more free to accept anyone in his life. But now, she is the wife of another man.

Right now his heart and feelings are uncertain.

Want to drive Reno out of this room, but misses not yet round. Not to mention the fear of being discovered by her husband, but she still wants to look at and be close to Reno.

Is this how it feels to cheat?

He's not sure about that word.

Cheated on?

It felt too cruel to be pinned on the two of them. They did nothing, just looked at each other.

"Hi, how are you?" Reno who started the pleasantry conversation had just dropped the body on the seat of the spot in front of Rima.

Smiling looked at the Heart Poem. He misses, but he can't do anything anymore.

Can only sneak to look at the beautiful and elegant face of the beloved heart.

"Emmm, fine." Rima replied, trying to smile.

Meeting with circumstances like this, makes the atmosphere awkward, not like before.

Though the heart still doubts. Will his relationship with Reno continue after this?

Now they must ask, Will the dream that was ever uttered be realized?

Some time the atmosphere became quiet, they just looked at each other. With Mesya, a young nurse who was assigned to accompany Rima in work.

The girl from earlier looked in admiration at the man sitting in the chair that the patient used to use.

The girl's memory flew, at the status of Rima scattered in this hospital, was married.

It is too stiff if two men are said to be a husband and wife.

Then who was the man who looked at Rima with this admiration?

"Why?"

Reno began to end all the thoughts that had been able to languish. Rima just shook his head.

I don't know, he doesn't know what after this, but he hopes that time will slow down the pace of the turnaround a little.

Allow them to meet longer.

"Eat?" The man moved, grabbing the backpack that became a burden on his back. Take out a bag of crackles, inside there are three boxes of styrofoam. One he immediately gave to the girl who was standing behind him.

"For your part, no offense!" Speaking politely, he did not know the girl.

"Ah, yes sir, yes. Thanks for the lunch. Excuse me dul!" Knowing that his existence might add awkwardness to the two, Mesya opts out. Although his gaze had to lose something very clear.

Inwardly still admiring the figure of the man. Naturally Doctor Rima was also very beautiful, he thought.

"How many months?" Reno while starting to open one by one their supply boxes, thrusting one towards Rima.

"Now four." Rhymes. "Thank you." Receiving the box in front of him.

In his brain remembering the provisions that had been provided by Bi Sumi, it would definitely be stale. Though BI Sumi had to get up early just to prepare it for him.

Ck, how's this?

He did not want to feel ungrateful for everything Bi Sum did for him.

"Do you know her gender?" Reno.

"Yet. Gender is usually visible at six months."

Both of them enjoyed lunch. Trying to minimize the feeling created. Occasionally throw each other a smile, saying stale, until finally awkward it really melts over time.

Now they started talking while laughing.

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Rima walked to the sink washing hands.was had held fried chicken with three fingers.

Even with Reino, but the intention of the man is different. The man was standing right behind Rima.

Rima flinched as Reno sucked her right hand beside her body, while the circular hand on her upper chest, slowly glued itself, hugging from behind.

Rima only saw everything Reno did through the reflection of the mirror that was in front of him.

He flinch, did not refuse even if only by gently brushed.

His eyes were rounded, the head automatically looking up as Reno stuck the face in the niche of his neck.

" I love you" said Reno. But As close as that was very clearly heard clearly by Rima.

"Very, very much love you."

Slowly Rima's eyes began to close, for the sake of listening to Reno's expression of love.

"It felt like, ... wanted to die."

Rima opened her eyes again, looking at Reno who was still holding her from behind, still putting her face on her neck. The man's face was invisible to him.

"You know what it's like to love but not to have?"

"It hurts Rima, it hurts so much." The more subtle there is even that feels bitter when listening to that sentence.

Rima closed her eyes again, trying to feel the pain Reno expressed.

" I always miss you, almost every night, it feels like, .... Someone wants to explode."

"You knew? I was mad when I found out she touched you, it was like, .... Something was burning."

"Please don't make out in front of me!"

Reno's embrace felt increasingly tight, tightness in the face increasingly felt. Like a big chunk of rock.

"I'm jealous. But can't do anything. He's your husband, he's totally entitled to you."

"And me, .. not who you are."

Rest assured the heart is getting sick. Rima was still speechless, letting Reno spill all her heart.

"By this love, I'm willing to wait for you at any moment."

A hug instantly slipped away just like that, Reno immediately turned around leaving Rima still unmoved in her place.

Still in the mirror reflection, Rima could see the man from behind just rubbing his left and right cheeks in turn before disappearing behind the door.

Right, Reno cried as she said that long string of sentences.

While Rima?

Knee feels weak, even it feels difficult to stay standing, he must hold with his hand which from the beginning gripped the sink.

Dragging a step towards the examination table. Sitting in the patient's seat, where Reno had been sitting.

Bend your head with both arms folded on the table.

"Is that deep?" He also said softly.

Why when listening to Reno's heart he actually felt sad.

It feels like yelling, If he loves Reno too.

Rima lowered her head, with her right hand squeezing the clothes on her chest. Trying to suppress the pain that is becoming more. Her crying had not subsided, even the woman seemed to want to enjoy the sense of tightness deepened.

Letting the details of tears race, sliding down from his two eyes, rubbing his cheeks to his chin just off without wanting to be explained.

Why is their love so painful?

Can't Have each other?