Player's Husband
restu again....

Today there is something strange with mas gani usually he always hugs me and spoiled if there is a chance.

but today he's so weird to say he won't look me in the eye,

is there something wrong with me what's wrong with mas gani?

"Why is it that you're acting strangely towards me I'm wrong,

I'm sorry even though I don't know what my fault is?" say

Mas gani looked at me and said I met your friend's blessing more precisely your ex.

trus said I. We talked he asked you and he always praised you in every word as if there was still love in his eyes it made me, it made me,

"JUST JEALOUS" I said interjected

mas gani fell silent, that means mas gani is jealous of blessing.

Mas ... while hugging her I said,maybe my High School love story has not been spread because of the blessing there are things that still stuck in his heart because at that time we broke up also there has not been a parting word or break up because he just left you remind the first time we knew what I would be like if it was a matter of the heart.

because at that time I was still waiting for him and hoped he would tell me but you saw for yourself until a few years I waited for news from him but did not press until I accepted you and your proposal I received.

Because I was tired of waiting for sure,

Believe me after I received you I have erased the name of blessing in my heart and now there is only your name mas gani I love so much.

Mas gani kissed my forehead and was satisfied with my explanation he hugged me tightly like he was afraid of losing.

Maybe in his love we both make us afraid to lose each other, my own love is still as deep as the ocean even myself will not be able to dive into it.

"Ris. meet your blessing maybe your story is over but different for your blessing she is still shadowed by her high school love that has not ended" said mas gani

"Well I'll meet blessing but between the two of you, uh wrong threesome ama fandi," I replied spoiled in her hug and we fell asleep hugging.

Sunday arrived, I met with blessing and ushered mas gani and also my little hero fandi because later we will also all the way to fill the Sunday we setwlah later finished business with blessing.

mas gani sat a little distance from me three benches so that I and blessing could freely talk, blessing could see mas gani who accompanied me to meet him.

So that bestu know that mas gani is a man who is very happy because he drove his wife to meet his ex-girlfriend even though only to make it clear that there is no longer a relationship between us.

I think there is nothing like mas gani, a husband who with such a great understanding of the wife of the past that is not intelligent and now everything will be clear and will end.

"rista.there's something I want to tell you, I still love you." Restu

from the past until now I have not sought your replacement in my heart, because indeed I still hope that you will still love me and still wait for me faithfully.

Although the reality is different as I expected and it turns out you are married and have a marriage that I think you are now happy.

I looked at my blessing and said why res.you left and did not speak to me, for three years I waited for news from you, you know,

I was alive but lifeless for that long.

at least once you tell me I'll be happy and maybe I'll wait for you,

but all is lost with the lapse of time all for me is done, "i have buried you at the bottom of my heart."

As long as I wait for you in the hope that you will come back to me and that time is a very painful thing for me, I every day, every time always hope for you.

I lasted that long and I lived my life in the void and I finally met my husband mas gani and he brought hope to me, filled the void of my heart and healed the wounds of my heart.

I no longer have any feeling in my heart for you and I have buried my painful love at the bottom of my heart, and you do not try to break new wounds for me.

Forget me and I have forgiven you and let's live our lives with the blessing of happiness, forget me and let me be happy with my little family.

With tears in my eyes I said that word, really opening up the memories of the past was painful for me, like in the seyat sembilu.

the wound was really well saved and now the blessing of opening again with this meeting makes me feel very sick because I remember the memories of the past.

"But ris me"

There is no reason to defend yourself!

"our story is over" as to my blessing.and don't make any excuses, we're done and don't disturb my household.

I am now happy that you also find your happiness and your promise I forgot and forgave.

I left my blessing and approached gani mas, mas gani he hugged me and looked at me like giving strength to me.I know mas gani must also feel heavy with my meeting and blessing and I am very grateful because mas gani has been so heartened to me.

It feels good after my meeting and blessing have all been resolved and I will be more steady to build my household and mas gani, hopefully blessing to find my replacement and forget the promise in High School time.

if you think it's just a word said by High School children love monkeys but somehow for me or for blessing it's like a promise we have to keep.

But man only wants and God is the determinant and proven me and blessing are not fools.

To get rid of the relief of having solved my problem with my blessing I went on the road with mas gani, watching, playing the timezone and going to our favorite restaurant.

Until the house I was exhausted and fandi also mas gani I think also must be tired to accompany me all day and we also rest and sleep.

After cleaning himself and making sure fandi sleeps because he was also following us all day and I hope fandi will always be healthy because with fandi he is the greatest power in my life.

the next day I went through the day as usual mas gani also grew friendly to me and fandi did not feel like 2 years.

it feels good to see fandi growing up to be a healthy child.