Patience of the Heart Wulan
Chapter 23_

If a man's patience is limited, his patience may not be compatible with faith. Because of the patience of someone who has faith, will certainly continue to strengthen his heart when fragile.

Wulan was performing dhuhur prayers in musholla which he often stopped with Damar first.

After the prayer, he just sat quietly. My net, his face was pale. Wulan feels half of her love has been cracked, having been lost upon hearing Damar admit to loving another woman.

But in his disappointment and dilemma, Wulan actually recalled the beautiful memories he passed along with Damar.

"This room is where I guarantee your prayers when you will put some of your sustenance into the charity box."

Wulan spread her gaze to look at the entire room of the mushola that seemed quiet.

"Knowing you taught me a lot. I miss you so much. I am so grateful to be married to you. You taught me how to love, but you didn't teach me how to stop loving." he murmured alone.

I don't know why the pain and disappointment over Damar's words seemed to make his heart freeze. Repeatedly Wulan let out a long sigh that felt increasingly heavy.

Repeatedly Wulan also beat her chest. Because it feels so stifling to the heart niche.

"It would be better if I cried and complained of pain. Rather than like this, Damar you're making me feel like I'm being thrown away."

Everything Wulan did did not escape the supervision of Ms. Leni. He approached Wulan after returning the mucus.

"Wulan what's wrong?" Mbak Leni looked at Wulan's eyes that looked empty with my lids.

Wulan met with the look of Mbak Leni's eyes. "I have to what Mommy? It hurts so much that I can't cry."

Mbak Leni was stunned to hear Wulan's words, he approached and hugged Wulan who he had considered like a sister and friend. "You'll be fine Wulan, everything will be fine."

Leni's mother broke her embrace, rubbing both of Wulan's cheeks. Although there are no tears flowing, but seeing the face of Wulan pale makes Mbak Leni more and more heartless. Her bead sees Wulan taking off her face and folding and returning her face to her place.

Without saying anything, Wulan walked out the mushola. Then get in the car.

Leni catches up with Wulan, then sits at the wheel. He began to start the engine and the car was mixed with other drivers.

"Mak Leni, I'm going to the city park." Wulan said very softly almost like a whisper, since sitting in the car seat. He only resuscitated his head on the chair and offered his gaze as far as the eye could see the journey.

"Yes." at a glance Mbak Leni saw Wulan's face was very sad. He wondered if anything happened during Wulan's time in the office and met with Damar.

Since coming out of the building that is used as Amanah food factory office, Wulan is more silent. And only occasionally answered if he asked. Leni felt something was wrong. As if it really made this pregnant woman depressed.

Leni stopped the car in the park, and saw Wulan had opened the car door. Leni continued to watch Wulan arrive at the wooden bench, her manik saw Wulan rubbed the bench back and sat down.

Not wanting to leave Wulan in such a dilemma. Leni got out of the car. But he did not approach Wulan, just sitting two benches away and it was about 5 meters away.

Leni watched Wulan, the pregnant woman crying as she pleased. Leni was surprised and wanted to approach Wulan, but she felt Wulan also needed time to be alone and vent all emotions.

"What really happened to Wulan, I can't bear to see you like this." muttered Leni alone. As his gaze circulated, he saw bottled mineral water that was far away in the stall. Leni took the initiative to buy Wulan mineral water. Then walk towards the shop.

Wulan sat on the wooden bench of the garden, her tears did not stop to flow wet her cheeks. As much as possible, he held it. But still, it was as if these tears were like a dam that broke after that he could not cry.

"Crying doesn't solve the problem, but it can ease a broken heart." a man in a police uniform thrusts a few tissue sheets into the face of a woman who is crying in silence.

Wulan raised her face, her net instantly staring at a man in a police uniform. "Farhan?" he muttered very softly, as soon as Wulan wiped her tears, she did not want her sadness to be known to others.

Farhan looked at the empty bench next to Wulan. "May I sit next to you?"

Wulan neither responded nor gave a response, she threw away her gaze. Because feeling his face must look very sad and surely others think there is a problem. He did not want others to consider him weak, just with Damar he showed his weakness.

Seeing Wulan just silent, Farhan or ordinary in the police sector more familiar with the name Farhana, then sat next to Wulan who was throwing a gaze.

"Actually I was surprised to see you here, and I want to know how you are, considering we haven't seen each other in months.." Farhan circulated his gaze staring at the entire garden. Then looking back at Wulan from the side, can be seen by her, Wulan looks very sad and depressed. "but seeing you like this, I so think you are not okay." he continued, continued, feeling sorry to see Wulan like this.

"Don't guess" Wulan said, "I'm better than what you see, tears are not only a sign of sadness, but also a sign of happiness." again without seeing Farhan.

Farhan smiled wryly, although Wulan's face was a little more contained due to being pregnant, but her beauty was still the same. It was still Wulan when she was a child. Still beautiful and natural.

"The wheel of life is always spinning. Sometimes people are at the top, sometimes they are at the bottom. The events of life alternate, there is a sense of happiness, disappointment, pleasure, sadness, anger. It has all been felt by everyone. In living life, sometimes experiencing deep sadness" said Farhan, still thrusting tissue that has not been touched by Wulan. "take this tissue, take this tissue, he said, at least this tissue can absorb your tears even if it's not your sadness."

Wulan looked at the tissue that Farhan was holding, then took it and rubbed the tissue into her face. His feelings sift through all the words of Farhan, he justifies in the heart. Without intending to answer. Wulan closed her eyes deeply by exhaling a long breath.

"You're still the same Wulan, you're still the same as little Wulan who doesn't want her tears to be seen by others." Farhan continued to pay attention to Wulan, and smiled wryly.

Wulan could see from the tail of her eyes that Farhan was looking at her. "Don't look at me like that, someone else will mistake me."

Farhan was still smiling and shifted his attention. "You're afraid someone else will mistake me for your husband?"

Wulan reflex rubbed his stomach, he who turned to look at this officer-ranked police. "What are you doing in this park?"

Farhan returned to look at Wulan, and immediately met a glance. But Wulan immediately shifted his attention. "I accidentally passed through this garden, and I saw you sitting in the garden alone. Where's Damar?"

Leni had returned from buying mineral water, but she was surprised when Wulan was sitting with a man in a police uniform. He thought, maybe Wulan knew the policeman, then back to sit at the beginning he sat only two benches away from Wulan was.

Wulan was stunned to hear Farhan ask about Damar. He turned his head to look at the expanse of blue sky with a lump of cotton-like clouds. "The room is busy." he said lightly.

"That's why you want to come to this park alone," Farhan saw the natural beautiful face of Wulan even though it was a bit reddish at the moment caused by crying, he was still stunned. "isn't it good for pregnant women to travel alone?"

Wulan turned her attention to look at Leni who was sitting on the other bench. "Who said I came alone, I came with that woman."

Leni felt she was being talked about, because she saw Wulan pointing at her. Leni just nodded at a glance and smiled slightly.

Farhan followed where Wulan looked, his maniac saw a woman who was sitting not far from his existence. He muttered, then looked back at Wulan.

"The most painful thing is when the person who made you feel special yesterday, and made you feel so unwanted today." farhan recalled seeing Damar walking in the mall with a beautiful, sexy woman two days ago.

...*****...

Seriate...