Open Your Heart Back for Me
Nearly Suicide

“Can't you give back my old Nicolas Ku !” shouted Ines.

Ines escapes Nicolas away from the village, he takes him before Hendra's errand comes and finds them both at home .

Ines climbs to Shansa mountain across the village, the mountain

it seems like rarely visited by humans, they finally gave up chasing after him.

It turns out that Hendra who came alone looking for Ines, Hendra a persistent person, he continued to follow the direction of Ines.

Tired and desperate that's what Ines feels.

But most importantly, his son has already left.

Hendra desperately wants Iniko as his son. Since Hendra could not give children, he was barren.

That was also one reason for wanting to keep Ines, wanting to make her a wife.

Making Iniko as his heir, that's why he wanted to have Ines' baby, even in his birth certificate he became his father instead of Nicolas.

This time, his entire body was wet with sweat, his fatigue felt doubled from having to drag Nikos' body

which only moves if invited, then silent if silenced.

"Stop here, I'm no longer strong.”

Ines releases his hand which holds Nicholas' hand.

"I'm resigned if I have to be found by them,” said Ines.

He leaned under the pine tree, taking off his backpack.

Nicholas returned without reaction. Between tired, tired, afraid to mix into one, Ines did not know what else to do.

He didn't want Hendra to find them, If only he was taken it's okay for him, but Nikolas what's his fate?

Imagining it, Ines stood up again to pull the hand of Nicholas, wanted to take him running further and further, but inexplicably arrived Nikolas did not want him to take the road, he refused the hand of Ines who wanted to take him away.

“Come, what happened to you? they will get closer and will catch us,” persuaded Ines to try to pull her husband's hand. But Nicholas did not want to move from his stand.

He shook his head, looking like a child who was sulking.

“What's Ko?” Are you tired? I'm also tired, we'll stop after it's safe from the people chasing us,” persuaded Ines to try to explain even though the man did not understand what he was talking about, but at least he explained.

Free, Nicholas still did not want to move, his eyes looked at the direction of the house, it made the virgin Ines boil.

“I just want to save you, why won't you?

Road !” Do you want to die with him?” ines shouted furiously, his voice was raised and his eyes were teary. But Nicolas looked deeply into Ines's eyes.

He did not understand what the man wanted, Ines cried because he was confused, He did not know what to do, sat around his hands between his knees and curled up.

Problems that accumulate will make the mind narrow, the,

Ines had already walked half the way, the uphill journey he had gone through.

“Let's end here.  I'm tired,” said Ines in despair.

The ravine to the right of Ines is ready to be their place for freefall.

The woman held the husband's hand and was ready to plunge,

it is better to die together than to see one of them be hurt later and be separated again.

Ines thinks of living once and dying once too, it is better to go along with a loved one.

Ines closed his eyes and straightened out his intentions, but the voice startled him,

“Jagan, don't do that.”

Ines was surprised by the voice next to him, Nicholas opened his mouth after a long time.

He turned his head to Ines with a pleading gaze and his hand held the toy of their son Iniko's car.

“Did you just talk to me, honey?” Ines does not believe in the midst of despair, yes, he seemed to get a miracle.

”Tell me again please,” said Ines her tears dripped profusely.

“Don't do that,” said Nikolas, his hand giving the toy car to Ines.

“Alright, I won't do it, We will fight together,” Ines said.

Ines hugged him even though only that word was heard from Nicholas' mouth, but was able to save them from Death.

Ines nearly commits suicide along with Nikolas in the middle of his panic, feeling his life alone, no friends sharing.

“Let's go from here they're getting closer,” Ines said.

After his consciousness recovered slightly and pulled Nicholas' hand back away from the place, running towards the mountain forest, Fortunately Nicholas according to this time.

*

It was getting darker and darker that Hendra finally decided to wait for Ines to come down from the mountain, if he still survived. The weather's getting colder.

The chances of survival are very small.

The wink of signal in Ines' body faded, indicating that the woman's body was getting cold.

Sure enough, Ines walked further and further into the grove of trees with the half-living man.

It was getting darker and there was no adequate equipment that could help him, only a cell phone flashlight that helped him light his way.

It was getting darker that the sounds of birds and other animals could be heard.

He wanted to go home, but he didn't know the way home

“Yes our Lord is lost, we end up in this dark forest.don't know what to do,” said Ines he looked right left in confusion.

His hand still clasped Nicholas' hand tightly, it was cold, in the night wind.

He could not even see the man's face clearly.

But he was grateful that Nicholas was with him, at least there accompanied him in the dark forest.

However he lured the man to speak again, it still did not work.

He had forbidden Ines to jump with him, whether it was just a coincidence or maybe the way God forbid suicide he did not know.

He recalled that when he had jumped into the abyss, it was likely that he and Nicholas would have been lying at the bottom of the abyss, if he died quickly, mending, but if only it did not die and was only severely injured and the tip of the tip became the food of the Beast how.

“ I'm tired,” said Ines wished Nikolas was carrying.

But the man was just standing like a statue.

“Ok, alright, you will not understand anymore,’ Ines said.

On one side

Heru had finally arrived in Indonesia, but his thoughts were on Ines and Nicholas.

Ask for help from Dimas, the newlywed man. Finally leaving directly to Hong Kong, hearing his friend's distress, his heart moved to help

He teams up with the Hong Kong police to rescue Nikolas and Ines from the group.

Ines was still lost in the middle of the forest.

The night wind is getting colder penetrating all the way to the bones of –bone. Stomach getting hungry throat feels dry.

The mind is dead-end, the body is finally limp and lying down curled up, there is no energy just to cry and regret life even if it can not. Ines. His eyes glared at the man he loved, looking at him without reaction like a plain baby.

The man who promised him would not let him suffer. But now that didn't happen, it was the opposite because the man, no matter how many liters of tears he shed for Nicolas' sake, this time the husband treated him like an unknown person. Nicolas forgets the memory of causing Ines through much suffering.

Even this time Nicolas could only watch helplessly sprawl, now he was no longer the man who could protect him. Now he looks just a baby who has not had a thought.

Let alone saving his wife, saving himself also cannot be done.

“Ko, dear .. If I have to die right now know I love you.

Are you going to die too?” ines asked, his voice weak. His eyes still looked at Nikolas who could only look at him blankly. I don't know what the man is thinking now.

Nicholas was not just his brain weak at the time. But it seems like his body is also becoming weak. Seeing Ines sitting helpless he kept helpless.

Ines clasped Nikolas's hand, it had started to get as cold as Ice, as he had no gloves on and his lips were turning blue.

“We will hold hands until the end,” Ines told the husband with the rest of his energy.

God did not seem to have given them both to die, The monks went down the mountain and went around the road and passed where Ines and Nicholas were sprawled, He deliberately blamed his cell phone flashlight to help lighting for them.

Usually the monks will go down the mountain at midnight so that until the morning in the village . To ask for alms to the people in the village.

Ines just turned his head for a while, there was a shadow supporting his body, the journey still took a long struggle to bring them up.

One good luck to them, who found them Monks who had a high sense of humanity and always instilled virtue, like most other monks.

Maybe if it was the residents or the hunters who found them. Maybe the story will be different from the present.

Occasionally the kind-hearted monk paused for a while to gather energy, and continued his mountain-climbing journey to reach the temple turned out to be on a hill.

Finally after a few hours of struggling carrying two unconscious human bodies. They finally arrived at the top of the hill and welcomed the statue of Goddess Guanyin from the top of the Mountain in front of the Temple door.

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Statue of Goddess Guanyian, or kwan im who is the goddess of compassion in Buddhism.

The Buddha statue seemed to bless the bodies of Ines and Nicholas from being carried by two young monks past the statue and brought it into the Temple and greeted by the temple officials.

Finally Ines woke up, trying to gather his consciousness and read the existence of where his body is at the moment. He had thought he was resigned if later the local hunt who found his body.

Because several times Nikolas's mother told. The mountain in the countryside is a mountain that rarely passes by humans and only hunters who often there. The hunters if they find a stranger does not show ramification, often robbed and abandoned if they are lucky to survive. Otherwise, will die of hypothermia, due to the cold air temperature of the mountain legs.

*

‘Where is this ?”’ ines asked in his heart because his room was dark shades of silence. ‘Am I dead?’  he monologued again, because in the room he only found Buddha statues.

Wanting to find out if Nicholas had come with him, Ines opened the door to the room, as it opened, and was greeted with a beautiful view, the green trees and the sound of the waterfall on his left side and the sound of the bird's voice.

“ Is this heaven?” ask Ines amazed.

Because of its tranquility and its beauty that is presented is very beautiful . Ines thought heaven was the first time he got a calm soul, as calm as that moment.

“Jika this is heaven?Then where are the angels who said they were dressed in ?” ask Ines.

“Available?” an old monk greeted him.

Ines' brain was not yet clear in thinking, his eyes were just staring at the old Monk.

“ Are monks also in Heaven?”

The man with the head of the plontos just smiled hearing Ines say that. He came carrying a glass tray containing the original green tea growing at the foot of the mountain. Tea is famous for its distinctive smell, the smoke is still steaming fragrant smell piercing the nose.

“Your friend is in the next room,” said the Monk again in Chinese who does not understand Ines.

That puzzled look that the woman showed, was understandable.  Monk Looking at Ines's face his eyes are round, it means he is not from that country

“Wait a minute here ,” said the man later and brought the young monk with plontos to greet Ines in fluent English.

The old monk took him, due to his ability to master several languages.

“We've been used to the arrival of guests like you, lost,” said the young monk in English.

Then explain to Ines how they found him.

After being rescued the monks they were also well received in the Temple.

In the temple it is customary for monks to bring lost guests, because the temple is usually used by people experiencing a lot of problems as the term seeks peace of mind in the temple,

Enjoy the beautiful view over the mountain. It is very fun but considering the Temple is often visited by people, it could be that Hendra already knows their whereabouts.

Ines did not want them to find the –man again, Ines decided to leave Nicholas at the temple, finally he told the head monk that his life and the life of the man was again threatened.

The chief monk suggested Nicholas be left to receive treatment and purgatory of the mind within the temple.

And suggested Ines go to the Sunrise Country of Japan, to throw something that is in the blood of Ines, who always give their signal of existence to the people –person Hendra.

According to the monk it was all the influence of evil spirits that infested Ines' body. Although actually in the modern world, it is a sophisticated tool in the form of a chip embedded in his bloodstream.

But he also agreed to go to Japan, not because only because of the advice of Monk.

A long journey to reach the airport to take him away from the place, down the hill and cross the river, he deliberately chose the hard way , because Hendra got his signal position from Ines' body in one of the temples above the mountain.

But Ines' departure from that place again confused him and his people.

Hendra insisted on getting Ines.

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