
As I continued to be urged by Qonita and Arina, I opened my mouth to tell the story in the cafeteria, which made me yell at Gilang. I told him while I sat waiting for the invitation to come.
"Huh? You're mad at Gilang just because, 'cause he held your hand?" ask Qonita after I finish telling her. His mouth was slightly open, as if in disbelief.
"You said just?!" I asked back. While Arina nodded in understanding. Maybe because he understands what I feel, and knows what my position is now.
"Yes, maybe Gilang did it because of reflexes. And he probably meant to just stop you, right?" qonita. Who is he on whose side? Me or Gilang?
"I asked him to take my hand off. But he instead strengthened his grip. Is that called reflex too?" Both of my eyebrows shot up as I asked Qonita. Qonita was silent and unable to give an answer.
Taking a slow breath, I tried to explain a little more. So that Qonita understands a little!
"He's a nobody, Qon. He has the right to touch my body, even if it is just a hand. I still can't accept that! And I, I wouldn't allow any man to touch me, unless he was my husband!" My firmness. Qonita and Arina nodded in understanding.
"I love your new principles, I support you!" Arina held both of my shoulders. She smiled with support.
"All right, now I understand! Thank you for answering my curiosity!" qonita smiled in embarrassment.
"Sama-sa---"
I didn't finish saying anything yet, Qonita cut me off first.
"I'd like to see your Om, Manda! Oh, he came!" He pointed to Om Zidan's car. In the next second, his right hand had started to hold the glass, while his left hand was tidying up his wavy hair. Do not forget to add lipstick on her lips that are already red.
Yes, Qonita is not ready for hijab. I'm sure he had his own reasons. And I can only pray for him. May Allah grant her steadfastness, that she may fulfill her duty!
"Nothing, nothing! Om Zidan is busy!" I hurriedly grabbed my back bag, then grabbed Arina's hand to shake. He held back a laugh seeing me trying to block Qonita!
"Just a minute. Just cry and see the sweet smile of Om Zidan!" Qonita continued to insist. He took my hand. Staring at me with a pleading look. Forced, I also took him to step closer to Om Zidan's car.
"Omm?" I knocked on the windshield, got Om Zidan to lower it.
"Assalamu'alaikum, Um?" Sapa Qonita at once. He even preceded me!
"Wa'alaikumussalam!" replied Om Zidan while looking at me. Like asking. "Why friend?"
I just answered by shrugging my shoulders. Because I don't know either, Qonita why?
"Om Zidan is getting hotter! Want to be my husband?! I don't want to be second, Om!" qonita said without shame! I want to hit him in the head right now!
Om Zidan didn't answer anything. He could only shake his head at Qonita's behavior.
"Oh yeah, I want to go home first! There.... Hush.... Hush...." I pushed her body away! She even waved at Om Zidan, My husband!
"Drug, Om! See you at the beach!"
Astagfirullah, whose daughter is this?!
Exhaling, I opened the car door, and sat down while closing my eyes. Today was so exhausting for me!
"Pity my wife... Must be dizzy again because of MTK?"
The car glass I raised, then turned to Om Zidan. "More than that, Om! My head feels like it's going to break today!"
Om Zidan laughed! He was so happy, did he see me suffer?!
"Uh, the chair!" His burly hand stroked my head softly and gently. Not to forget also with his neutrals who looked at me with an affectionate look. Just like when Dad looked at me first!
"Until home we eat and take a nap, huh? We will take a walk later in the afternoon! You want to buy the Qur'an too, right?"
"You want...." My fatigue seemed to evaporate and disappear somewhere. After hearing the word walk. Hehe.
"Well, if so, wear your seat belt first. Let's go home, have lunch and rest!"
"Ready, Commander!" In my spirit I wear a seat belt. Not to forget also my mind screams so happy.
Hooray..... After all the full moon, I was finally invited to go for a walk too Om beloved husband!
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When we got home. I immediately went upstairs, carrying Om Zidan's bag and suit. Om Zidan himself was busy in the kitchen, preparing a heated lunch menu. He asked me to change my school clothes. While he still wears a work shirt!
Such is my Husband, always putting me above himself! And I like him whatever it is, whether he's in his moments of affection, resentment, jealousy or anger. I still like him! Because he's my husband, because he's my love, and because he's the most important thing in my life!
Bucin, huh? Nothing, Bucin same husband can not sin, right?
"Sit down!" Om Zidan pulled the chair as soon as he saw me coming. He stroked my head while asking. "What do you want to eat, honey?"
I thought for a moment. In front of me there are a lot of vegetables. Starting from the soup that contains carrots, potatoes, cabbage, chickpeas, broccoli and also meatballs. There are stir-fried kale mixed taoge. And lastly, there is tofu and also fried tempeh.
"Om himself want what?" I asked back while looking at him.
"I want you!"
Hahaha.I shook my head slowly. "Manda belongs to Om, just calm down!" My firmness then pulled the bowl and looked back at Om Zidan who instead threw his ignorant smile at me. "Of!"
"Hahaha, sorry." He held back his laughter by covering his lips using his hands. "Okay, I want some soup, please get it for me, honey!"
Hiks, now I'm the one who's holding back laughter from hearing her call. I told you, that loving call from him sounded funny in my ear!
"Here, Husband!" I chuckled as I placed a bowl of soup in front of him. Instead of thanking you with words, Om Zidan even thanked you with a kiss first.
Muach!
"Thank you, yeah!" she said after one kiss she gave me on my right cheek. I also started to feel embarrassed!
SHY MEOW!
"Already, don't keep looking at me like that, Manda! You won't be full if you just look me in the face!"
"Sorry, Om!" I smiled shyly again while pulling my plate.
"Hahaha, my wife is beautiful when she's embarrassed!!" He even laughed at me! Watch out Om! Wait for my revenge!
I started eating without talking or staring at Om Zidan anymore! After I was full, I straightened the dining table. Bringing all the dirty cutlery into the kitchen, for me to wash! Om Zidan was just watching me from the dining table.
"Omm?!" I gasped in shock when I felt Om Zidan's burly hand suddenly curl around my waist. Not to forget, too, his chin he put in the niche of my neck! Luckily the plate I was holding did not fall out of hand!
He hugged me from behind!
"Sorry, yeah, like I can't let you take a nap, Manda. There's still work to be done" he whispered. Her warm breath hit my neck. Make the feathers of my neck stand up instantly!
It's just that, but I've been goosebumps!
"No papa, Om. Manda knows it." I cleaned the soap from my hands. Then turn my body to face Om Zidan.
"So you want to go back to the office again?" I asked while tidying up her black hair. I was already angry with him. But strangely, the annoyance disappeared and yawned somewhere?!
Om Zidan smiled for a moment. "Not having to go to the office either. I can still work from home!"
"Okay, if that's Manda sleeping on the couch in Om's study? How's it?"
My eyes looked into Om Zidan's eyes with hope. I wish I could sleep looking at his face. Yes, although his face looks very serious at work. But I like it!
"All right!" Om Zidan smiled mischievously before he finally lifted my body into his sling. Spontaneously, I put my hand on his neck, so as not to fall.
"You need to pack vitamins before I get to work, Manda!" His whisper. Her ignorant lips had already first put a gentle touch to my neck.
"OM?" I held Om Zidan when I remembered something. "I'm ashamed, OM. Arina saw a pretty stamp on my neck. What am I ashamed to say?"
"Say, if this is my hard work! Haha...." Om Zidan laughed viciously!
"Ish, Om! I'm serious!" I slapped Om Zidan's arm slowly until he stopped his cruel laughter. But in fact, he even laughs more and occasionally pinches my cheeks!
"ISH, UM!!"
"HAHAHA, YES, YES. I'M JUST KIDDING, BABY!" He stopped my hand that was still hitting his arm, grasping my hand and placing it right in front of his chest. His eyes looked at me, as if asking me to calm down.
"Can you smell my heartbeat?"
I'm nodding. "Yes, I feel it, Om!"
"He beats like that ONLY when I'm with you, Manda!" With his clever Om Zidan fishing atmosphere. Now, her lips fell back to the skin of my neck.
"I never felt my heart beating like this before I knew you, Manda. Not a single woman has ever made it beat as recklessly as it is today..... You've driven me crazy, Manda!"
Aaaa. Already, Om! I can't take it anymore! Stop that lip!
"Of....." My breath suddenly hunted. Oh, naw! What the hell happened to me?!
"Omm? It should be--"
My words stopped, when the lips of the ignorant Om Zidan even grabbed my lips. Makes my body really feel so tense and also feel heated. Things like this are nothing new to us.
"Omm? How's the cooperation?" I'm still trying to remind you of the work.
"I'll do it, Manda. After this job, of course!"
Huaaa. Then what can I do, Om! Enjoy me, I'm yours! Ahaha!
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...BEING WITH YOU brings comfort and tranquility to my soul, Om. I can't feel it either if I'm not WITH YOU. Only when I'm WITH YOU do I feel that happiness is on my side!...
...My heart only beats when I'm with YOU. When you look at me, when you touch me, when you say you love you. And the moment I like the most is, the moment where my heart beats when I hear TAKBIR say from you. I liked it the most at that time. When you became the Imam of prayer for me!...
...Muhammad Zidan Al-Ghazali, I love you!...