
''Ma'am, now that Noer is 17 years old, isn't it as good as we tell him this secret?" Noer's father asked half a whisper.
''No, I don't want to lose Noer Daddy!'' My mother said hysterically.
''Mothers voice customers Mother later if nur has not heard how''Dad worried if their chat was heard by Noer.
''anyway I don't agree that I have to now reveal all the truth to nur'' said the mother again and went to the room.
His father was silent at the attitude of the mother who began to fear losing Noer.
noer overhears father and mother talk and right now there is a big question in Noer's heart and mind.
no matter what secrets the father and mother were hiding, Noer was not too concerned about it, it might be a secret about the economic problems they faced.
Noer returned to his room and he turned on the music on his phone.
while enjoying music he also does his schoolwork.
slowly the music is heard ...
Noer looked very pretty doing his chores. Gunawan came to try to disturb the calm Noer is learning.
this of course made the number very angry and snapped Gunawan.
but as usual Noer was even scolded by his mother.
as usual the hurtful words came out of the mother's mouth.it made Noer very sad.
in such conditions it goes awry, wanting to complain to the father while Gunawan is the father's favorite son.
Moreover, confiding with Citra, none of Noer's words will be heard by Citra.
situations like this make Noel feel like living a kara despite being at home with his family.
the last option is to write the entire contents of his heart into a diary book.
***
"Pa, it's good not to reveal all these truths in front of Noer, because he's 17 years old.he deserves to know who he is." Mama Yani told her husband while they were in the dining room.
"we cannot decide for ourselves mah, we should talk first to Mbak yati and her husband" said papa Rudi.
"but sir I miss Noer so much!" mama Yani said with a gloomy face.
"there's a problem later we can meet in his creatures back ma!"entertain papa Rudi.
"even though we have other children, it still doesn't change how I feel about Noer" said Mama.
"i also know it's mah ,patience!" Papa Rudi hugged his wife lovingly.
the short conversation was heard by their eldest son.
' who's Noer ? what is the relationship between father and mother to mention the name Noer?' Said Mama Yani's eldest son.
'already, later on' said the eldest son of Yani's mother.
***
It does not feel that Noer is now in the 3rd grade and will undergo a final evaluation exam.
''Wah Noer, it does not feel like soon we are finished.what planning loh after this.'' asked Riani to Noer when they were in the cafeteria enjoying a glass of their favorite juice in the cafeteria.
Noer simply fell silent and stared blankly at the field.
''Why Noer?'' Ask Riani.
'' I'm afraid, if I can't achieve my dreams and ideals!'' Answer Noer moody.
'' I can't say anything, and I can't be sure of anything for my future either.
'' I'm sorry Noer!'' Riani.
Noer just smiled bitterly.
''Oh, is it not some time before this Exam Lo entered the nomination of invited students at the State Faculty of this city Noer?'' Said Riani who remembered Noer had received an invitation student offer.
'' Yes, but my parents do not have the money to pay for the administration of his interview ,Riani!" Noer said glumly.
" There are not many costs, only 200,000,-" said Riani anyway.
''Yes, it sounds small the amount of money but for my purposes, the money was huge for my parents.''Said Noer who felt very sad.
Riani just kept quiet and didn't ask anything more.
Riani felt very sorry for her best friend, because her parents were very unfair and did not fight for Noer.
Though Noer has advantages in learning and always achieves.
But if for her, Dad and his mom always count.
If for his Sister any image is done by his father, even though it must owe a debt to people.
Riani was very astonished why Noer's parents were acting this way.
'Is Noer not their son? Their love is different!' Thought Riani.
'No way! But if that's true, I'm so sorry, my friend!' Thought Riani again.
Noer simply stirred up the juice until the ice melted and it was no longer cold.
His heart was eager to reach the goal of becoming a teacher of English subjects, but all of that must be in his grave deeply.
Noer desperately wished there was a helper god for his matter. But maybe it was just a waste.
His dream had to be dashed and he buried it, and perhaps after his graduation Noer would have to find a job soon.
The hour home from school had arrived, as usual Noer walked several tens of kilometers, no name his invitation from his father.
Noer could have taken the angkot, if only his mother's father gave her pocket money.
Unfortunately, Noer only get pocket money from the compassion of his friends that he made his schoolwork.
Whenever there is an English assignment, then anyone can ask to write down the task, and in return they give Noer a stipend for Noer.
Noer accepts whatever friends give him.
Despite having an allowance from it to make the money was the cost of public transportation Noer chose to save the money for his snacks at school. Because if there is no task of friends that he does he will not get any more pocket money.
Really very concerned about his fate, sometimes Noer never thought to run away, but again he thought of running away where?. And if he escapes, he'll get into very serious trouble.
Noer is tired of getting into trouble and is always on the law for that mistake.
Although it was not his fault but still Noer who received his punishment.
It's like stepchildren Noer's family treats Noer.
The difference in her parents' affection was very clear and very pronounced. Noer's days are always full of punishments.
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