Noer
Episode 15's

That afternoon, Noer sat on the river bank next to his house. He was still confused to want to take part in the art scene or not. His heart was eager to follow the stage and wanted to bring his own poetry.

But where will he find money to pay for the costume and also what his makeover wear.

If he doesn't follow, it feels very sad. If he asks mom for money for the art scene, she is still afraid. Good if Mom gives permission and gives money, it will be even a disaster later tonight.

Noer was very worried and sad. Meanwhile from a distance it turns out that Andre was watching outside from the cottage where their tongkrongan.

Wanting to see Noer let go of his longing for Noer. But he had promised himself not to trouble Noer, and not to trouble Noer.

But his heart was eager to meet and talk to Noer.

Just staring at the screen from a distance is very impossible, but what power seems to want to hug the mountain what power the hand does not reach.

''Why are you bro?''ask Rizal.

''No bro, I'd love to meet and see Noer. But if I see him, there will be a big problem between Noer and his parents, '' Andre explained.

''Yes bro, it's best not to first, if God allows you to meet then there must be a way to do it.''Rizal said trying to calm Andre's heart.

''Yes, my brother, thanks!''Andre.

Noer the shopper from his seat, then headed to the river bank, playing the river water with his feet.

Sometimes there is the thought of wanting to end his life by submerging himself in the river.Because he felt he was wrong in every step of life he went through. Feel always suffering under any circumstances.Always considered wrong even though what he did was right.

Sometimes Noer thinks the world is unfair to him. He was envious of his friends who were always supported by his parents in any activity at school.

Noer is envious of every child who gets parental love for his child.

What sin has he committed so as to have a way of life like this. Until when will he bear the pain of life that never stops.

Tired of thinking about all that finally Noer dived to the bottom of the river hoping to get calm after he came out of the water.

But no, Noer was increasingly feeling claustrophobic and wanted to scream release the burden in his heart and dibelaknya.

A child who wants to be like other children. You can play after school, joking around at home with your family.

Noer also hopes to get the same affection between himself and Citra as well as Gunawan.

But all of that is like the story of Cinderella and her half-brother.Always treated unfairly by her stepmother.

Always on the bridle and in maturing by the circumstances by doing homework before and after school.

Play time children his age in ripped, love as whole as his parents only he get in the form of snapping and punishment.

Sometimes because of Citra or Gunawan Noer's mistake in the law.Did not get dinner or pocket money.

But Mom and Dad are very good at covering it from relatives.

Every kinsman from Dad visited Noer always praised as a diligent child.Know help parents at home and choose at home rather than spend time in vain with his friends.

Every family gathering Father and Mother always glorify Noer.

The real facts are far different, if anyone knows behind the clothes that cover Noer's body a lot of bruises due to Mother's law.

Maybe whoever sees it will not be able to see its pain.

As a devoted child to his parents Noer never told anyone.Noer considered it a form of affection his parents.

Maybe this is the path of fate that Noer must live.

''Ouch!'' Noer's moaning as Noer's cousin Mira touches his back.

''What's Noer?" Mira looked over and worried

''No Mir, Gue was just shocked!''Noer said covering up the pain of the bruising marks from a wire hanger that Mother gave him for Gunawan's fault.

''Are you sure you're okay?" Mira convinces Noer to return.

''It's okay Mira is real!'' Noer tries to smile so that Mira does not suspect.

When the event at the house of Aunt Eni finished Noer in tawari Mira stay at his house.

''Noer tomorrow Mira's school, and Noer also has a lot of PR to finish his''' Mother cut off the talk of 2 cousins.

''Oh, alright! Sometime Noer is here huh Bu Yati!'' Bring Mira.

Noer himself just smiled bitterly.Interested his sense Noer confided to Mira, but Noer was afraid that later would cause big problems.

''Don't you ever wish you could stay at your father's house!''Mother's whisper in Noer's ear.

''But why mother? Isn't this Aunt Eni's father's sister's house? What's problem?''He said Noer was half whispering anyway.

''No, just no! Don't ever argue with me what I said!''mom whispered half.

''Good ma'am!''Noer said with a downcast disappointed and sad.

Noer was sitting in front of the television watching the melody drama.It just so happens that the song in the drama is like the story of Noer.Noer was enjoying the lyrics for the song.

'Malang nian my fate..

Living in the world...

Malang nian my fate..

Living in the world...

It's like it's fallen

oh hit the stairs anyway..

Unfortunately my fate lives on in the world...

The one I love oh has gone..

Go never come back...

My chastity is taken away by people

Who have no right to enjoy...

Suffering alternately...

Oh God help me...

Malang nian my fate..

Living in the world...

It's like it's fallen

oh hit the stairs anyway..

Unfortunately my fate lives on in the world...

At the end of the song's lyrics Noer realizes his tears have drenched his cheeks. And it was seen by Om Bram husband Aunt Eni.

Om Bram approached Noer to ask why Noer was crying. But before Om Bram asked yati's mother immediately called Noer and told him to get ready to go home.

Of course Noer rushed to do what his mother told him to do.

Om Bram turns his question to Mira to help Noer get ready.

Om Bram slipped money into Mira's hand to give to Noer.

''Leave this money to Noer and tell him not to tell his parents.''Om Bram to Mira.

Of course Mira obeyed her papa, because Mira is also very sorry for Noer who seems to harbor all the feelings in her heart.But Mira can not do anything because Mira knows what kind of mother character.

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