My soulmate Forever
Ghibahan The Singles

Somehow this afternoon the sky is so bright, but not as bright as single souls like me. You could say I lack a support system.

Jofan my best friend today is also off, the plan is he will invite me to meet at a cafe tongkrongan latest single men. Yes, let alone the activities of single men if not hanging out together with during singles.

One week I settled in Indonesia, either I have to return to England or forever settle in Indonesia.

Ever since my meeting with Wileen the other day, like something invisible, prevented me from returning to England. Is this a feeling or may just be overconfident.

My car drove so leisurely, why too rushed if the goal was just hanging out. After all, the distance of the cafe from my apartment is not so far away and does not take much time. Until I arrived at a cafe, where I saw my friends gathered there.

"Tuh, who was waiting for finally nongol, the handsome who did not sell well," cried Jofan so excited, making the visitors turn their eyes towards Albern.

"Woy, man! how are you doing? feel at home in the country of people, have been the girls there, not yet?" ask Dion.

"Elo, ion? yes it is definitely not certain, where maybe the singles failed to move on this one can be a bulle-bule there, while the heart and mind are still stuck in Wileen," said Jofan.

"God! the Wileen model and author of the famous novel, is it?" ask Dion.

"Hmmm, who else if not him," replied Jofan.

"Already! you guys sent me here just to get me in person?" sahut Albern, all his friends laughed because they realized there was Albern who noticed the three of them.

"Eh, wait a minute! wileen's not Sain's girlfriend, is she?" ask Bian.

"They've been broken up for a long time, it's just that Sain keeps the Wileen on and on. Just cave until you see him who is always there in every event si Wileen," said Jofan.

"Elo anyway, Al! if you don't go, Sain won't get a chance to check on Wileen. If love struggles, don't even be ghostingin, Al," Dion said.

"Well, can't you all be?" sahut Albern's.

"Oath, Al! your love story if in making a novel will sell well," said Dion did not want to be silent.

Albern rolled his eyes because he was embarrassed to hear the mouth of his friends who were too tugged.

"Udah, bring it?"

"I'm not a pussy, mblo! instead I care about the fate of my best friend who feels at home because of failing to move on to one woman," replied Dion.

"Carers? care protect elo's intentions? they have a cave. Before going to Indonesia, the cave has installed its application in the playstore," said Albern, ngeles.

Jofan and Dion snorted annoyed, because his best friend this one always ngeles when talking about Wileen.

"Some, yes! elo knows that love is to be fought for, mblo. If it's about heart problems and feelings of difficulty treating it. Real examples like you, it's very severe illness love you," said Bian no less frenzied.

"Do you know what you are about love? what difference does it make to you as me? single-handedly yells."

"Sorry! my status is single in public, but the cave has a scene in real life," replied Bian defending himself.

"Already, sit down, Al! what do you want to drink and eat? don't tell me to eat liver, because in this cafe there is no liver menu," ledek Dion.

"You guys if you can't shut up, I'm actually going back to the apartment" he said.

What a bitch, my three friends compact mocking your singles status. If you know it will be like this, better fall in the apartment will be much better.

Everyone has a past story, and so do I. The longer we have a relationship with someone, the more memories that are not that easy to forget. Moreover, that person is our own friend. People who have shared both joy and sorrow.

We'll never get away with something, if we don't want to take it off ourselves and that's what I know. Although in silence this love does not fade for him.

"Well, live long! just then we talked, Wileen's assistant called me," said Jofan, shifting my focus.

"Al, according to information from Wileen's assistant, he said the Wileen wanted to meet you."

Instantly the drink that I just gulped, I spewed again out of his shocked sanking until it hit Dion's shirt.

"Do you want him to meet me?"

"He likes your work, said his assistant, the photos look good and he wants you to be a photographer of his customers" said Jofan.

Again Jofan's words made me flinch, how could I be his customer's photographer. Even to this day I'm still hiding from him.

"Al, how? wanna, right?"

"Just refuse! the cave is not ready yet" I said.

"Well, the cave has to say how, dong?"  ask Jofan.

"Let's say my schedule is still tight, there is no time to be a photographer of his customers."

"Well, it's not every day, Al! your reasons don't make any sense."

"What do you think I should do? receiving and getting stuck in the heart whenever it is near him. Would Wileen have known me if we'd seen her a lot, wouldn't you?"

"Nyamar, Al," suggested Dion.

"You're disguised in any form, he must know me. We weren't friends for a year or two, but we've been friends since we were kids, and Wileen knows me what my voice is."

"You can pretend to be mute, just accept it, enough that kangen can often meet," said Bian.

"Tell Bian, just accept Al" Dion said.

"All quiet, I've agreed to it and it means you're not ready to come every time Wileen needs your services and I've sent her your phone number" Jofan said.

"Well crazy, you're a fucking friend, Jo," I said, and my three friends laughed at me even more.

I don't know, what to do with my friends' reckless actions, so it got me stuck in a situation I should have avoided. How do I deal with Wileen, I really am not ready for all this.

"Not to be confused, Al! this is precisely the opportunity to bring yourself closer to Wileen. Remember elo's own writing in elo's diary, that we won't know the end of someone's love story" said Jofan.

"Damn elo, Fan! elo read my diary?"  my protest.

"Not intentionally a little and that's all I read" he replied in a cry.

"Damn, lo! that's the privacy of the cave," I said still not accept.

"Here you go, besides you guys, why write the burden of life in the diary? therefore, if love is true, reveal it directly to the person, not even constantly avoiding," he said.

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, Albern, happy birthday to you."

"Happy birthday, bro! no, no need to worry anymore. Hopefully in the future the more successful in the career and also love," said Dion who suddenly disappeared and apparently gave a surprise birthday for me.

Followed by my two other friends, Jofan and Bian did not lose, also congratulated and prayed for me.

I didn't expect it either, after all these days they pissed me off. It turned out that they were planning to make a surprise birthday party for me.

I am happy because they are my friends who still remember my birthday. Suppose I could turn back the time, one female friend who is always there in moments like this is Wileen. For some reason, again this moment reminds me of five years ago.