My soulmate Forever
Meeting After So Long

Albern Pov's

"We won't know the end of someone's love story."

Those words are in the earliest pages of my diary. Most are just women who love to write their stories in diary books. Actually not, because as a man I also like to write some of my stories in diary books. As I will write today, the stories of my past and the stories I have just experienced.

I am Albern, I am 26 years old, I am the second of two children. I am a commercial photographer and photographer. I was one of the photographers chosen from many other photographers. Because of my work that always gives satisfaction to everyone who has ever worn my services. I can work in the studio or outside the studio.

I used to live in Indonesia before I decided to go to England. All this time I have learned my talent as a photographer in England. There is no day without busyness, I do it to forget the shadow of Wileen in my heart and mind. But in fact free, my efforts have been in vain when I was faced back to his figure.

I was a coward who chose to leave because of my unrequited love for a woman who was my own best friend. That woman was named Wileen, a woman two years younger than me. The woman who was currently standing right before my eyes.

Maybe fate is playing with my life, making me go back to Indonesia and reunite with her. Wileen's profession today is a famous writer and model and I am currently assigned to take all her photographs.

Just imagine, the figure of the past that I had avoided all along, was right before my eyes. A woman whose beauty never changes with time. It's just that the woman looks a lot more mature than five years ago.

God, why is this heart still beating exactly like it did five years ago. Could this taste still be intact for him. All this time my attempts to forget have failed.

He was right in front of my face, but luckily I was wearing a black hat and mask. Maybe he doesn't recognize me, or maybe he has forgotten me.

I have another friend named Jofan, who works as a journalist. Because he was there at the time. Maybe he deliberately invited me here on the grounds of replacing his friend who also works as a photographer like me.

The Wileen fan meeting that afternoon was so full of fans. I didn't expect Wileen to be this famous. Or maybe I'm the one who just found out, because for five years I've been covering up everything about him.

"Aleen," the screams of all Wileen fans roused me from my daydreams. Aleen? who's Aleen? is Aleen Wileen's pen name in the traveling world? why not Wileen, why Aleen? then what does Aleen really mean? all of this makes me curious.

"Aleeen," again a shout from the fans that was clearly heard in my ears. At that time I tried to focus and be professional on my work. At that time I thought maybe Jofan knew what Aleen meant and after I asked him how much I was surprised by Aleen's name, Albern Wileen.

Turns out I was wrong, it turns out my name is still stored in Wileen's mind. I kept positive thinking, in his mind maybe I was his best friend. Even though I was not a good friend, because I left him with no strings attached and no news.

"Sir Wileen, have you ever felt Friendzone?" ask one of the Wileen fans who surprised me. Because from the past until now, I was still trapped in the love of Friendzone which turned out to also be the title of the Wileen novel at that time.

The figure of a walking man carrying a bouquet of flowers given to Wileen. That person is Sain, who I knew five years ago was Wileen's lover. It turns out that their relationship is still lasting until now.

I still remember when Wileen was dating Sain. Sain always took issue with my closeness to Wileen. Even Sain once blatantly asked me to stay away from Wileen. He said, I was the one in his relationship with Wileen. Yes, it may be me who is not self-conscious, because the friendly relations between the opposite sex are not 100% pure. There's gotta be one who puts his heart on and that's me.

From then on I started to slowly move away from Wileen. I also don't want to be labeled as the destroyer of one's relationships. Maybe Sain deserved Wileen more and I left Wileen with Sain.

Am I a coward? just go away because you lost. Without me thinking about how Wileen felt back then. Even my best friend Jofan, thousands of times, called me a stupid man.

The depth of a person's heart and mind, who knows. Let alone knowing the contents of one's heart and mind, deciphering the contents of my own heart and mind I am incapable.

Fortunately, the Wileen fan meeting went very quickly. After taking some photos and videos of Wileen at that time, I immediately went and put the rest to Jofan.

I don't want either Wileen or Sain to know where I am. Besides, my mind and heart are not doing well, having seen the affection of Wileen and Sain before many people.

It turns out that my return to Indonesia was not the right decision. I think my heart has made peace with the past. In fact, I was wrong, my return in Indonesia is the same as opening the old story. The story where there was me, Wileen and her lover.

I walked in such a hurry, that I accidentally collided with a woman. Both of my eyes immediately faded, after I looked at the woman's face which turned out to be Sania Wileen's best friend as well and it seemed like she knew me.

When Sania called my name, I immediately replied that she was wrong. After that I left him after saying sorry.

Is my appearance still recognizable? I have changed my style of appearance all this time. In fact Sania still knows me, maybe I should change my appearance again until the people I know no longer recognize me.

What kind of cowardly man am I, to do stupid acts beyond reason to cover my identity. I'm not much different from a fugitive who escaped from prison. The most important thing is that I can leave that place immediately.

Fortunately, the position of my car is not far from the location, so it makes it easier to immediately leave the place that makes my chest feel tight even my breath is almost no longer blowing.

Destiny really played tricks on me, and the events of that time I wrote all into my diary with stories five years ago. Everything is kept a secret story and only I know. Let all this go until fate makes me move on from the person who has never gone from my heart and mind all this time.