My Lovely MUA
56.

...Like loving, when longing must be fulfilled.....

That's one of the sentences Briana remembered, when she was sitting in high school. Two years after Nevan left him, two years earlier he rose from the snare of Nevan's poison that made him unconscious from the real world. The sentence, appeared from Aisha, the mother.

The longing that Briana bore was so deep, that she forgot to open the door of her heart back to the men. Briana forgot how to love properly, to be too comfortable to learn, forgetting the bitter things she endured these years. She only held firm to her decision, which was to never marry any man. Briana laughed in her pain, who would want to choose her as a life partner? He is no longer holy. Should he go back to Nevan? No, he would resist that stupid feeling of not coming back.

But destiny says something else. His feelings, not to be lied to, to maintain his ego, to maintain his prestige. Until, finally Briana admitted that her feelings never changed in the slightest for the man who hurt her many times. The man who had broken his heart many times.

Until this second they both enjoy each other feelings that can never end, whether until when, they will stop fighting.

“You know, for six years I have never been close to any guy,” Briana said as she sat alone, leaning her head on Nevan's shoulder.

Nevan can only smile knots. “I know.”

That afternoon, after Briana finished work, Briana took the time to meet with Nevan. Nevan took him to a hill they used to go to. The difference is, Nevan threatened himself to plunge from the ravine on the hill. Fortunately, he survived.

“You don't want to jump in there again?” briana Goda, come back.

Nevan chuckles slowly. “What if I die? You must be seneng, keep married the same badjetan.”

Briana laughed and hugged Nevan's arm tightly. Closing his eyes for a moment. “A-I don't want to be married to anyone,” he said while biting his lower lip.

Nevan immediately straightened her body, and brought Briana's body facing him. “What do you mean? Am I really the worst of all?” lick Nevan.

“Are you afraid, I will hurt you again? I never knew that your mind was that shallow,” Nevan said in a disappointed tone.

Briana locked her lips tightly.

“You traumatized?” ask Nevan again.

Briana looked up, with her teary eyes. His eyes slowly blinked, then turned in the other direction. “Iya, I'm afraid of you.”

Nevan screeches. “I'll try.”

Briana's heart aches, if she continues to force along with Nevan, she will experience bad things like before, right? “What are you trying for?”

“Efforts to hold back my cunning.”

Briana gushed her spit back. “A-I want to go to LA this year.”

Nevan frowned and turned Briana's body. “Where?” ask, once again.

Briana couldn't see Nevan's netra, couldn't have told her to leave again. “I want to pursue my ideals there, in America!”

Nevan's hand suddenly squeezed, her lover is really full of surprises like before. Should he hold it again? “You want to repeat the kayak incident first again?”

“What events?”

Nevan was upset. “Bri, I can't go far with you!”

“Yes, you should know dong Van, I'm in school, not dating!”

Nevan shook his head. “You can guarantee?”

Briana's eyes narrowed. “Then you yourself in the UK, why?” said slowly.

Nevan's eyes glinted sharply. “What do you mean?” tanyanya, who was already emotionless from feeling Briana accuse herself carelessly. “You accuse me?”

Briana let out a long sigh, then ventured to look at Nevan's netra that had darkened with emotion. Right, Nevan can never change.

Nevan grins emotions. “I was there in college, Bri, I was required to graduate no more than 4 years! You thought lightly what was the mess of my life there, alone.” Nevan paused his sentence a little. “Without you there?” said slowly.

Briana's cheeks blushed, whether lying or not. But, clearly now Briana is fighting against her logic.

Nevan. “I will wait for you until you change your mind,” Nevan sighed a little, then continued his sentence again. “Change your mind to want married.”

Briana naran view, making the decision is not easy. One of the things he wanted to do was achieve his dream of studying in the land of people. She has learned more about the makeup world in Los Angeles. Briana plans to apply for a scholarship to further reduce the cost of her diplomacy there.

“You can live alone in America?” ask Nevan, worried.

Briana nodded. “Can, I've been mourning from the beginning of college, just make school for approximately 6 months.”

Nevan smiled wryly. Six months he said? “You're sure?”

“Iya, it's been my dream since long ago.”

Nevan thinks the night sky is in agreement with prayer, and Briana's dream she said. The stars were twinkling as if they were happy to see the face of Briana's current sumringah.

Nevan will try to be patient, he will not prevent Briana from returning.

...----------------...

This morning, Briana got the job of a fairly fussy client.

“Sorry yes, Brother I am a little fussy,” said the girl while smiling warmly.

Briana laughing. “No problem, as comfortable as you are, yes?”

While fully concentrated, a message from Nevan distracts him.

Nevan

Been busy?

Briana skimmed the message on the notif on her flat object screen. Before continuing his unfinished work. Briana tried to ignore him first.

“Dibales aja first chatnya, Kak, no problem kok,” said client Briana.

“Eh, not serious papa?” tanyanya, make sure to come back.

The girl nodded slowly. “Serious, Brother.”

Briana then immediately grabbed back her flat object to immediately contact Nevan. Without wasting any time immediately he punched Nevan's number.

“What's up?” briana asked seriously.

Across the street, Nevan was smiling to herself. “Out of job, dinner again, can?”

Briana thought hard. “Wait-wait, today I finished around 5 pm, please.”

Nevan carved a smile across there. “I bought a little gift for you,” Nevan said as she stared at her pro mackbook screen.

“What is it?” briana asked, curious.

“Consecret,”