My Lovely MUA
23.
“L-lo why bring me here?”
Briana's gaze circulated everywhere. He moved his glasses so that he would not see them wrong. The place he wanted to visit when he was sad, was falling. But he broke that intention. Because, it makes Briana remember Nevan.
“Gue wants us to tell more stories here.”
“No one needs to be reported. We go home aja.”
Nevan then removed her seat belt. Step outside, enjoying the cool air that enveloped him now. Briana was still fluttering inside the passenger seat watching Nevan sitting in front of the hood of the car.
Nevan has taken off his suit, white shirt he rolled up so it is not too formal.
He then walked forward. Towards a vast expanse of green grass. In the past, the place was still steep, not as good as it is now. There are many ravines surrounding the place. Now, that place has changed. Made to relax unwind the visitors. Even so, it must still be careful because on the side of the edge there is a deep abyss.
Upon arriving at a seat, Nevan looked around. He sits under a shady tree. That place he used to visit with Briana. Sit under that big tree, and carve out the dreams they want to achieve in the future.
“Lo often here ?” briana asked suddenly. Turns out he's following Nevan, actually Nevan knows. But, hush.
Nevan smiled looking at Briana. The girl, standing right behind him. His arms crossed, looking straight at the scene in front of him.
“Often, if you again miss someone.”
Briana threw her face back to the side while pursing her lips.
“Sit down, or I carried again like earlier.”
Inevitably Briana sat down beside Nevan. But, a little to the edge.
Both of them were deep in their thoughts. The moment those memories flared back up, awakening the millions of feelings still buried deep in the recesses of their respective hearts. Briana with her hardness of heart, then Nevan with regret that has accumulated since 6 years ago.
“Lo inget have we ever kissed here ?”
Briana then regained her senses, hearing Nevan's random words. “Ma-mean lo what ?!”
“Who knows we can repeat again,” Nevan replied flatly, while his eyes were still staring straight ahead.
“And you know right in front of us this is a gap ?”
Nevan nodded. “Tahu.”.
“Lo did not feel you long ago deliberately push me to the edge of the abyss ? Push here means you deliberately make my heart tormented deep, and put me on the edge of the abyss.”
“Lo also tortures me slowly, under the pretext of punishing me. In fact, I've done anything for you. But, you never see it all,” said Briana. He smiled bitterly. He used to be like a fool to obey whatever Nevan's will. But Nevan never cared or pityed him.
“Sorry,” says Nevan lirih.
“Gue stupid first, I should break up lo cepet-cepet. But I'm too bego. To control me, everything I do is always wrong. After I got used to it without lo, you came again and wanted to be married suddenly. My heart hurts so much, has not healed you already nabur salt again.”
“Now you ask us to kayak first again ? There's conditions. And it's not easy.”
Nevan mutters trying to guess what conditions he must meet. “Gue will do anything as long as we can kayak first again, Bri.”
Briana smiled in a slant. “Yakin ?”
“A hundred percent I'm sure, Briana.”
Briana then stared at the ravine not far from where she was sitting with Nevan. He remembered very well, he was kissing and hugging here. Next to it was a ravine that was still wide open with no barriers around it. But now that place has changed. Complete with barriers around it.
“Lo will not enter the abyss for me?” briana asked calmly.
Nevan gulped his saliva rough. Briana is absolutely outrageous. “Lo crazy ?!”
Briana smiled back. “You said you would do anything for me?” briana's face was in demonic mode. Too bad, Nevan thinks Briana is the girl she used to be who will easily obey whatever Nevan wants. But look at now. Briana had already dared to bully Nevan.
“Bu-not gini means, Bri.”
Briana smiled slightly while looking down. “Yaudah, I don't want to apologize lo.”
Nevan's been nervous half to death. Get into that deep abyss ? He's definitely not gonna make it. Well, where does the brave, cold, not easy to rule first go ?
Briana moved, and wanted to walk away. “Gue go.”
It was three steps Briana walked away, but Nevan was already shouting. “O-okay! I'm going to get into the ravine so you're happy, Briana!” nevan replied loudly.
Briana smiled back. Nevan's footsteps had already moved away from the seat earlier. Some people saw Nevan getting closer to the brink. His eyes winked quickly. He prayed in his heart that a good angel would help him. Not even pushing him into the abyss. His eyes closed a little.
“Mbak, mbak it's his friend wants to kill himself mbak! Please.”
The voices of people are starting to get noisy. However, Briana kept walking forward without looking at it one bit.
“Tolongin, yuk kasian.”
Some people ran around and persuaded Nevan not to be rash in acting.
“Mas, mas don't be careless mas. Name the mas, call it.”
There are busy taking pictures, there are also busy preventing crazy things that Nevan will do. “Briana I jumped really if you don't want to excuse me!”
Briana really took care of her ears. Let Nevan feel what she's been through. He almost died because he was not hounded by Nevan. Now, it's Nevan's turn to feel it.
A little while later, Briana had already reached the edge of the highway. She doesn't care about being labeled a murderous woman, or anything.
Half an hour had passed, his heart suddenly ached. Immediately he tepis the unpleasant feeling, he had intended to go home. A few minutes later, an online taxi arrived. He left Nevan on the brink.