My Husband is Not Rubbish
154. Lydia's crying.
Along the way to the room after Jos answered Lidia's questions about her parents, Lydia became dreamy feeling sympathy for Jos' life.
From a small life in foster care Jos life must have been very hard, and suffered a lot.
There was a sense that was difficult to express Lidia suddenly came from his heart, his hand felt like he wanted to put it on Jos' head to caress Jos' hair.
He imagined little Jos with a sad face seeing every child who was with their parents, and made little Jos crave also the affection of his parents.
Lydia also imagined Jos as a child, each night sleeping alone without a hug from her parents.
And little Jos who was always lonely without his parents.
Lydia's eyes were misty, imagining a small, frail Jos living a hard life, and it was also certain that little Jos was likely to face oppression and violence.
Unlike him who is full of affection from his parents, since childhood always spoiled by his father.
Whatever Lidia wanted was always given to her parents.
He only had an older brother and they always treated their parents unkindly.
Lidia imagines Jos' hard life in foster care with many other children will definitely not get special attention.
Lydia's eyes are getting foggy, she doesn't know why.
He was deeply moved to think of Jos' life without his parents.
Lydia's shoulders trembled, her tears began to flow.
He quietly cried, his forehead slowly came down and stuck to Jos.
Jos who was holding Lidia felt that something was making Lydia uncomfortable.
"Why Miss? does your shoulder still hurt?" jos stopped stepping.
The attentive question of Jos even made Lydia more disgusted, her tears even more rapidly down.
"Miss? are there any words that make you uncomfortable?" jos asked increasingly uneasy, he turned his head sideways to show his face next to see Lydia whom he could not see.
Lydia wept even more, without being able to contain it anymore, Lydia put her hand on Jos' neck and put her forehead on Jos' head.
Jos was still motionless, he felt that Lydia was crying even more.
And she felt Lydia's hand getting tighter and tighter hugging her neck, and Lydia's forehead getting pressed against her head.
Jose's chest was pounding, he didn't know how to calm Lidia down.
"Miss" called Jos slowly, his chest pounding even more.
Lidia clasped her arms around Jos' back, and Jos felt a soft object clinging to his back.
Jos did not dare to move, his knees slightly trembling feeling Lydia's body stuck to his back.
This was his first experience facing a woman who cared about his life, and hugged him in a moved manner.
Jos remained silent where he dared not move, he waited for Lydia to calm down again.
Lydia finally started to calm down, her tears had drenched Jos's black suit.
"Sorry" muttered Lidia raucously because her nose was nasal from crying.
"Are you calm?" ask Jos.
"Yes" replied Lidia nodding her head.
Jos then continued his steps towards Lydia's room.
Arriving in the room, it turns out Anna is in the bathroom cleaning herself.
Jos put Lidia slowly in a resort room.
Lidia looked at Jos, her eyes looking swollen from crying earlier.
Jos also looked at Lydia, he saw Lydia's swollen eyes.
They were silent for a few seconds looking at each other.
Seriate.....