
When I decided to return to Indonesia, I immediately contacted Ethan, told him I was going home, and asked him to pick me up, and accompanied me to our parents' funeral.
Finally the day that awaited arrived, the day when I came home and started this struggle, I call this a struggle because I will fight for the legacy of papa, as well as my love. When I first stepped foot in this country, my body felt so shaky, I was so nervous when I was about to meet Shanon.
Shanon, a name that was the reason for me to leave this country, as well as a name that was the reason for my return. I left with a million wounds and hoped to find happiness in a new place, but in fact when I returned to this country, I also had to open those wounds again. However, behind the wounds I reopened, I believe there is a great hope for my future.
Long enough I waited for Ethan and Shanon to come and pick me up, I waited for them with such an erratic feeling. After an hour of waiting, they arrived. When I saw Shanon, I felt so happy but so sick.
Looking at the woman, it felt like I wanted to pull Shanon's body into my arms and hold her body tightly, lest she ever leave me again. But, I have to deal with the fact that right now he is not mine.
But at our first meeting after so many years of not seeing each other, I felt something strange about Shannon. I was so surprised when Shanon first met me, he seemed to not know me, even he introduced himself by extending his hand to me. Of course I did not return a helping hand from him because I had known Shanon a long time ago, long before Brother Ethan knew him, because to me Brother Ethan's wife was my Shanon. Shanon, the woman I loved most in this half of my life.
Looking at the attitude of Shanon who did not know me, I believe the impact of the accident must have been so great on him. And that very second I was able to conclude that Shanon must have amnesia so he didn't know me.
As I was watching Shanon, who seemed annoyed by my attitude, Ethan's cell phone rang, he answered the phone and walked away from both of us. Spontaneously I approached her. "We haven't seen each other in a long time, Shanon," I whispered to him, then walked towards the car.
Not for no reason I got in the car, in the car actually I was observing the behavior of Brother Ethan when I managed to hack the website of our company, I know that Ethan's brother is panicking, but he's hiding it all from us.
Living at home with the woman I love, but when she's already the wife of someone else, certainly not an easy thing for me. Even on the first day I stayed in this house, half dead I had to temper my raging feelings when I heard the voices of those who were performing rituals at night. My chest was getting hotter, and this head felt like it was breaking, as a result of which I stayed up all night. At that time, I really wanted to leave this house. But of course there was no way I could do it because it would just as well derail my plans, and in order to alleviate my heartache, I deliberately limited myself to Shanon.
After my return, I did see Ethan look overwhelmed. He often leaves in the morning and goes home at night. Indeed I have overwhelmed him, lately I deliberately messed up our company access so it is very difficult to control by himself. Not only about our company, I also investigated how my company and Shanon's parent company cooperated. It turns out that I was wrong, I was very unstable and could not think clearly when looking for Shanon.
After years of settling in Japan, the Shannon family finally decided to move back to Indonesia because Shanon did suffer from cold allergies. Yes, since long ago he did suffer from cold allergies so it must be very difficult for him to live in such a sub-tropical country. And, after the Shannon family's move to Indonesia, the Shannon parents' company is working with our company. And maybe that's why Ethan knew Shanon, but is it just that? I don't know either, and I'm going to investigate all this.
No matter how hard I harden my heart, when I face Shanon I become a very fragile man. For the past week I really couldn't sleep imagining Shanon making love to another man right next to my room. Even though Ethan had a silencer installed in the room but of course a bit of the shadow was still dancing in my mind, which made it difficult for me to sleep until I finally got sick.
When I was sick, I felt so lucky that it turned out that the one who took care of me was Shanon, but unfortunately at night, there was a bit of trouble in our house. At that time, I was having dinner and suddenly heard an item falling from the back of the house, and as I was figuring out what was behind the house, a mysterious figure had just come out of our house.
I chased him, but he suddenly threw my head in one of the pots behind our house. I was surprised, of course, could not dodge, until the pot hurt my temple.
And unfortunately because of the wound in the temple, Shanon who might feel panicked to see my bleeding temple finally repeatedly asked the cause of the wound. However, I don't want to answer because I don't want Shanon to panic. Although in the end Shanon was angry with my attitude.
I, who was anxious to see Shanon's attitude, finally expressed my feelings for him and kissed him, making him feel so angry at me, and slapped my cheek.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS ARSENIC!"
PLAKKKK PLAQUES PLAQUES
After hitting me, he just left me. However, without him knowing, until the early hours of the morning I stood guard in front of his room until Brother Ethan came home, because I was afraid that the mysterious figure would enter our house again. The mysterious figure that I originally thought was a thief, after I pulled the red thread was not.