
I knew that Arsen was actually looking at me, maybe he was laughing at my stupidity. Yeah, I admit I'm stupid, but let's just say, for now I really don't care. I continued to step into the room, then dropped my body on my bed and buried my head under my pillow. I don't know why this heart hurts so much.
Could it be that the two sisters are just like playing with the feelings of women, ah I don't want to think about all that. I just want to forget my heartache by closing my eyes as soon as possible. Maybe if I sleep and dream, I can get happiness in my dreams. For now I just want to be happy, even though I have that happiness in my dreams.
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Next Day...
I woke up when the sunlight came through the curtain slit on my window. The light of the sun this morning felt so warm on my face that it opened my eyelids. I then looked at the clock on the nightstand which turned out to be showing at 07:30 a.m.
"Gosh it's noon?" I murmured, then sat on my bed. Honestly, I just woke up this afternoon, maybe because last night I could not sleep, at first I did want to quickly sleep when entering the room, but closing these eyes is actually so difficult when the heart is not okay.
'Right now I'm standing between sincerity and falsehood, I feel so scared that reality hurts. I'm afraid if all I love is your mask, my inner self. I was silent for a moment, but I did not want to dissolve in my sadness and my bad thoughts, yes I am not that type of person.
I got up from the bed and walked into the bathroom to clean my face. For a moment I stared at my face in the mirror above the sink, this face looked so puffy and sticky filled with the remnants of tears that had dried up. I then took a deep breath and exhaled, but it still felt the same as last night, sick.
"I'm okay. Sha, you're okay," I said monologuing myself. I then washed my face, after which I looked back at my face which currently felt fresher. Suddenly something came into my head. "God, why am I acting like this? Where is my common sense that has just accused my husband. Shouldn't I ask Ethan what really happened? And looking for evidence instead of drawing conclusions on your own? Oh Sha, why are you so stupid?"
I rushed out of the bathroom and grabbed my phone, and tried to contact Mas Ethan who had called me dozens of times. However, when I contacted her, it turned out that her phone was off, so for a while this morning I just sent her a message.
Mr. Ethan:
[Sorry Mas yesterday my phone was tucked away, so I didn't read all the messages and didn't answer any calls from you.]
After sending a message to Ethan, I came out of my room. When I passed through Arsen's room suddenly the door opened, I actually felt so upset with him, but for some reason instead of me getting away from him, my body was still fixated, even my eyes cannot turn away from his face. Our eyes are also linked to one point, and at this time I can only be silent while staring fixedly at the hazel eyes.
"Sha, what's wrong with you?" asked Arsen while approaching me.
"Father," I answered. When I stepped on my foot, intending to leave Arsen, Arsen suddenly blocked my hand.
"Whatwhat? Your face is because of that. You're crying out? Why did you leave us that way, Sha?"
"It's none of your business! Besides, I don't want to disturb anyone who's dating."
"The bottom line is my business, Sha. You're important to me."
I then looked at Arsen with a sharp look. "You're the same brother you are! Likes to play with women's feelings!"
"You need to pretend to be stupid, Arsen. Didn't you realize the other day you told me you liked me. You should know who I am! I'm your sister-in-law! You already have a boyfriend, don't you think about how your boyfriend feels?"
"Daughter? Which girlfriend, Sha?"
"Don't pretend to be stupid, Arsen! Everyone in this house knows you're dating Chelsea, right?"
"What's? Same with Chelsea? I'm not dating Chelsea."
"Oh, you don't have to worry anymore. Where there's a woman who comes to a man's house every day and goes into his room if he has no special relationship."
"So you think I'm dating the same, Chalsea? Haha..."
Seeing Arsen laugh I really felt cocky, how could he behave like that to me. Though at this time I was so upset with him, and what made me even more inexhaustible, he was like there was no guilt even getting closer to me, his body even closer to me, I also only rewinded my steps until this step stopped when my body was attached to the wall.
"What do you want, Arsen?"
"So you're jealous, Sha? Are you jealous of Chelsea?"
"Get me some paddles!"
"It's really rich, isn't it, Sha? You jealous? Shit on me, Sha! Look me in the eye!"
I could only look Arsen in the eyes while gulping down my saliva violently. "Chelsea is not my girlfriend, he likes me a long time ago but I always reject him. He comes here every day because we have a project, Sha."
"Don't lie, you think I'm deaf? Malem was obviously talking cape playing with you."
"Hahahahahaha.., hahahaha..."
Not to answer my question, but Arsen laughed at me again. She is indeed a brash sister-in-law. "It turns out you're really jealous, Sha. Yesterday we played monopoly until he overslept. If you don't believe me, look at my room, look at your attitude, then I've forgotten to finish the monopoly."
Hearing Arsen's words somehow felt like my heart was so relieved, and of course happy to make my face now red. I was so embarrassed, I wanted to hide this red hue on my face. Especially at this time Arsen was staring fixedly at my face so deep that he looked closer to me. But suddenly at that very moment, a voice sounded startling us both.
"Arsen, where are you?"
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