My Beloved Perjaka
The pinch of pain

A drizzle, a gray layman overshadowed my journey to Narendra Wicaksono's private office. Right, he's no longer a state official. His service to the community was completed one year ago.

Remembering it, I remembered how it used to be when he volunteered as acting state, accompanying him on the campaign, and, gathering time and requiring myself to be flawlessly perfect is one good faith that only a former model and beauty doctor can do. All my behavior must be perfect, beautiful, and gentle for the sake of her existence and dignity. Although I don't mind that sometimes it's boring.

Arrive at the five-story building. Narendra Wicaksono's office carries the theme of Mediterranean architecture. This building is deliberately made not as high as its achievements in the business world.

Joe pulls the handbrake while tilting the body.

"Mrs ready?" It was not a question, but a challenge I had to face.

I nodded weakly. "Company!"

I plugged a suitcase of money after pulling cash at the bank that Narendra was subscribed to in disbursing funds for me. There was a sum of nearly three hundred million. Monthly money from him that I wear sometimes and I change after.

I sighed, it has been a long time that my feet have not tracked the floor of this building. And from what had happened so often, all the staff and employees of the slalu office adored me with a smile, only this time they saw me with a flabbergasted face.

I'm raising a suitcase of money to the guest's welcome table. A man in a black, tall, flabby safari outfit greeted me with a choked-up respect.

I rested with both hands with a slight leaning of the body.

"Call secretary Narendra Wicaksono if Bella Eliss comes. I'm waiting here."

"I'm trying to get Miss Bella." He immediately poked the intercom phone with a panicked face, I gave my two thumbs up as I swept the money suitcase.

"Sit down Joe, act like a man who's dashing and threatening." I remind you, "never be threatened with them!"

I circulated my point of view, some of the people that Joe believed were people who were stalking me standing on every side of this building. They are connected to the earpiece, a secret tool that is often used by guards.

"Mr Narendra can meet Madame Bella upstairs without the lady's bodyguard!" said the guest greeter, looking at Joe at a glance while clenching his hands.

"I'm not going into his room, that's obvious. Tell him to come down here! Besides, you guys don't remember you guys making it hard for me to get into that room." I sat down, "One more time, they've been stalking me all this time. So what's he supposed to do to see me!" I said glaring.

My stalker lowered his head and turned his face away.

"I'll try again madam." The visitor turned around, his steps looked firm and slumped when he held the phone.

"You're all cowards!" my yelling.

"Mrs, shut up." Joe pulled my hand, shaking. "Our men have not yet come, danger!"

I stiffened my jaw and sat down.

Long after a tense state of silence like the dark of the night in the middle of the forest. Elevator with open gold color. Narendra jerked his chin, sending everyone out except Joe.

"He'll be a witness, tell your men to be witnesses too, Rendra." I let it off in a flat tone.

Narendra stared at the briefcase of money I had brought at a glance while standing up.

"What's that for?" tanyanya flat.

"Sit down and take a deep breath, it's serious." I let him sit in front of me.

Narendra smiled wryly until one man moved closer to the three of us.

"I'm sorry to have returned the monthly money from you. Not because I don't need to, I just need a lot of money to manage my parents' business, only I want to appreciate my partner now by no longer receiving monthly money from you. Sorry, take it and don't take it personally."

"That's important to you, Bella?"

I'm grounded, Narendra knows my relationship with Abhimanyu? Amazing work of his people.

I nodded, putting on a happy smile considering my lover was having a snack and not contacting me.

"More than anything." I said seriously, "I love her after trying to forget you with great difficulty."

Narendra told his men to open the suitcase of money I had brought.

He looks like he's smiling sideways. "I make sure he can't give me anything I've ever given you, especially when he finds out, his business is now just a mumpung!"

I nodded, not minding what he said.

"You're right, she doesn't have a lot of money, but she has a lot more heart that makes me the most perfect woman in her life."

"Are you sure of what you said, Bella? Don't you think he'll just ride a life with you? Your wealth?" Narendra looked at me seriously, there was a slight growl from his eyes.

"I just hope he does that because it's really only faithful that I expect from him, from the man who used to be with me too."

I smiled as I stood up. Joe followed, his body forming a watchful shield. One of the most sinister of him, he carries a legal firearm that he got from his business at the club Perbakin. An organization engaged in the sport of shooting and hunting.

Narendra jerked his work coat after standing up. His facial expression now looked disappointed but the arrogance I could still see from the way he looked at me and the money I returned.

"Come out without ever turning back, Bella" Narendra said in an emotional tone. "But you need to know I'm looking for you just to see you're okay."

"I'm fine." I said, "What about you?"

I raised my hand quickly. "No need to answer! Don't answer if it opens your wounds."

Narendra turned around, his shoulders slumped. I'm sick to see that his wealth has to lose with one of the most evil words that erode happiness.

"Please promise to be happy without Rendra's child, promise to let go of those who hurt you and be happy without bothering me." I cried before she drowned in the elevator. The vertical iron box lifted her to where she had once been a release of her passion with Debora.

I sighed as I turned around.

"Joe, we have a lot of business. Are you hungry yet?"

"The stressful situation made me a little anxious. I'm a little hungry madam." replied Joe.

"Good, let's go get some food before we go to the squawking guy's apartment."

I shaved my hair in frustration. It could be so sweet, even though yesterday where ever even though every time we meet Joe is among us.

Joe pushed the glass door and the rain was getting more and more pounding the tingling pain of Narendra Wicaksono's heart in his room.

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