My Beloved Perjaka
Rain with you

"What?" Abhimanyu glared as I got off the bike and grimaced in front of him who took off the helmet. Abhimanyu seemed to sigh when he put his helmet on the handlebar of the motor.

"So step aside, Tant. Don't be a gini. Afraid I'm in the pepet aunty-ante coquettish, widow again!" his teasing while flicking his finger hard on my arm. Her shady eyes highlighted amusedly as I held onto my red arm.

"It hurts!" I grabbed her ear, "this is a naughty brat, yanked by mama!"

Abhimanyu burst out, his laughter excited me. On the other hand I wonder why he does not date his girl, if they still lash out and do not want to meet. Hihihi, basic teen.

We both stepped on the sidewalk to visit the ramen shop which is still about thirty meters from the parking lot so crowded visitors.

"You're little to me a aunt, a widow again."

I scrunched my nose, waiting for his response, but I knew he had one, and then what was it like to throw myself at this virgin. "Well, that means, okay?" I continued while walking beside him. It's okay if tomorrow stays alone, it's okay. Abhimanyu is not my soul mate, I am just ngarep.

Abhimanyu pushed the glass door that is designed like the doors of the native Japanese country there is also a fake panda on it.

"I know!" he said, then held the door and let me in. "But what's Aunt serious?"

I nodded and smiled. "I still want to see you tomorrow and there's actually something I want to ask you, Bi!"

Abhimanyu followed behind me, coming to the cashier and the booking table after passing through the many pairs of eyes that looked towards the two of you.

"I'm a complete ramen, one with no seafood or processed." I said explaining Abhimanyu's fear of allergies and damaging his lectures, then turned his head. "What do you want to drink?" my many.

"Aunty's Son." replied Abhimanyu.

"Lemon tea two, ice a little" I explained and paid for it.

"Please brother, please wait a moment" said shopkeeper.

I slipped my credit card back into the bag and carried the order number. Now I follow Abhimanyu back to find an empty seat, and I really like the place. Being in the corner.

"What do you want to ask aunt?" Abhimanyu took out his cell phone and electric cigarette from his pants pocket while putting it on a black table equipped with flavor support. There is tomato sauce, spicy sauce, ground pepper, fine salt and raw chili as well as spoons and forks for those who are not interested in using chopsticks.

I just folded my hands together and put them on the table. Just the smile I showed while indeed forcing silence while thinking about how my fate was after Narendra and Deborah got married. Can I still believe all the affection that Narendra pours out on me yesterday. Honestly I didn't expect, could that be the reason Narendra divorced me all of a sudden?

Why is it so hard for me to fight the hate and disappointment that deepens in my heart when I remember them. Was it worthless for Narendra until he got married that fast.

"Tante." call Abhimanyu, "Sunday night just frown!"

I closed my eyes, relieving the shock and pain that came from thinking about their marriage.

"Where does not frown, once someone invited for a boyfriend's Sunday night people. Sad that I will be considered a third person." I yelled as I unsealed my hand from the table, I took my phone in the bag and handed it over to the nearby Abhimanyu's phone.

"Write your number, so it's good to stop by ngabarrrr—"

"I'd rather give you a surprise!" sahut Abhimanyu fast.

My mouth was sticky like glue. I'm mingkem. I was surprised when he cut me off. He did not want to give his phone number, as important as what this teenager is to not want to share his number with me. Doesn't he want to be distracted by chat and phone calls from me? Ouhhhhh, it felt like my chest suddenly was rejected. Be ill. Don't know this one teenager if many students and bear men want to know my personal number. Very bad Abhimanyu.

He picked up my phone and put it next to my hand that was holding a glass. The coldness of the ice crept into my palm and spread everywhere including my heart.

"I'm not going anywhere, Auntie" he said.

But this world is deceitful, papi Narendra once said “I will slalu next to you Bella” after my parents died. In fact he left, as if the sentence only calmed the heart for a moment.

"Good night, brother, please enjoy." A waiter put two bowls of ramen on our table.

"This one is without seafood, brother."

"Oh yes." I directly shifted the bowl in front of the ugly smiling Abhimanyu. It's bad because I don't want to share the number.

"Good meal, Abi."

Abhimanyu instead crossed, while I stirred up all the contents of ramen with the addition of powdered pepper and tomato sauce.

"Why? What do you want to eat to be quiet?" myrag.

"So aunt asked me what?" tanyakanya.

"That's all." I replied briefly.

"Related?" he said, Abhimanyu still put his eyes fixed.

"Sure, that's all."

"Oh, I think there's still someone who Auntie wants to ask. Say it, Tant."

I didn't budge and nobody talked after that until we didn't leave even a little dinner at the table.

Abhimanyu and I came out of the ramen shop and walked under the cloudy sky with cold, moist air biting my exposed skin into the motor.

"Aunty want to go back to the clinic or do I want to get back home?" abhimanyu asked as he grabbed the helmet and put it on.

"To the clinic, I have to bring home my car. Afraid that there will be a secret prank again." I quipped, then tilted my lips. "Are you the suspect?"

"Tante knows?" Abhimanyu chuckled crisply, "that day like Aunt was very sad, so I was fiddling to let Aunt's mind diverted. So, sorry. But I'm done with it."

"Thank you, your efforts succeeded!" Even if it's only temporary. I patted him on the shoulder while trying to get on the bike.

"Snap, Abi. I think it's going to rain." I said, looking up when he started the engine.

"Keep if the speed of Aunt fell, will turn on me because the skin of a smooth aunt like to know the silk is scuffed? Huh yeah?" abhimanyu's nagging. "Where do you not hold anymore, want to move nature?" worried shouts. Abhimanyu took a deep breath and exhaled.

"Handle! Just speeding" he said, banging a little motor deliberately until I almost toppled over.

I let out a laugh and a reflex hit him on the shoulder. "Relin!"

"Eat him, don't make me responsible for falling! Expensive to know Auntie's skin care!"

I chuckled again and wrapped my hands doubtfully into his stomach. I don't know, he's just worried or concerned. I realize I was wrong. I'm getting closer to this virgin. It's my fault and this dark cloud as dark as night flushed us both with the midnight rain until it was soaked as if punishing us for what happened.

Arrive in front of the clinic. I rubbed my face from the rain.

"Thank you, you don't forget to go straight home and take a warm bath so you don't catch a cold" I said excitedly, afraid that Abhimanyu did not hear my voice. He nodded, deflected his motor and passed away leaving me alone between the raindrops and my camouflaged teardrops.

We're connected, but not connected.