MUST BE A DEPOSIT
EPS 86 HARIZ&AINA: GUILT

After all kinds of persuasion, Aina finally wanted to learn again so that their needs were both met.

Surely it wasn't easy for Hariz to persuade a stubborn woman like Aina. Hariz issued a beautiful word and punishment for a wife who would not obey her husband. That is why Aina became disfigured and submitted to her husband.

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"Mas, my head is dizzy and my stomach is nauseous. Is Aina pregnant?"

"Maybe you catch a cold."

Hariz was indifferent. The man was busy with his laptop. He did not even look at his wife as he spoke.

"But since morning Aina nausea Mas. And the dizziness hasn't been told until now."

"Maybe you're late for a meal. Take the medicine there!"

"Mas doesn't like Aina getting pregnant? Why are you acting like this!" Aina started to get upset every time she was ignored by her husband.

Hariz breathed his heavy breath. It was obvious that he who was more restrained was upset because of his wife. Hariz looked at him with annoyance.

"You want to drive Mas crazy all of a sudden, Aina? How could you possibly get pregnant, while my weapon alone never entered completely on yours! Every time you come in, you scream and grimace in pain.

You see this...

This again.... " Hariz showed his back which had some scratches on it.

"Are you aware of what you're doing, Aina? If it continues like this, it can be guessed that Mas has been scratched by a tiger!"

"Do you have to go in first to get pregnant?"

"It turns out plain and dumb is different thin... " Hariz now threw away his face.

Somehow seeing Hariz's attitude like this, made Aina feel guilty. She felt as a wife was not becus in giving her husband rights. Though it is the absolute needs of the husband must be met.

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Aina visits the orphanage to take her mind off. And it just so happened that Syma was there too.

"Aina, what's wrong with you? Fighting with your husband...

Don't be long. Immerse gratitude in your heart Aina. There are many out there who want to pair up. They even repeated the same prayer, but the effort had not yet come true."

Even just by looking at Aina's facial expression, Syma already knew that the woman was not doing well.

"Sister, can Aina ask about the personal matter between husband and wife?"

"Of course I can. Tell me what's bothering you?"

"Em, did Brother Syma also feel pain during the first night?" aina's voice sounded soft, but it could still be heard by Syma. It was because Aina was still embarrassed by her question.

"Why ask like that? Don't tell me Aina hasn't given Aina the same obligations as Hariz?"

Aina shook her head weakly. There was clearly guilt in him.

"If it hurts, all women must feel the same way, Aina. Emphasize in your heart that all must be withheld in order to give your husband your rights and obligations. Believe in yourself that you can do it."

"Is it that easy?"

"of course. You just need to relax and enjoy. Having a husband and wife is a great reward Aina. Especially the wife who asked first. It was like an umrah worship."

"But Aina is shy, sister... "

"What is the shame on your own husband. Soon she will see everything you have. What harm... "

"Alright, Aina will try."

*******

"Mas Hariz's.... "

"Ep.... " Hariz answered lazily. He thought, maybe Aina wanted to take him noisily.

"If Aina again said, Mas Hariz saw Aina dong!"

"Better not to. The khilaf. Aina screams in pain. Cry again."

Aina pursed her lips.

"Mas..... "

"Why did Hariz get cold like this. Aina didn't mean to make a storm."

"Then what?"

"Anu... Aina wants to make Mas Hariz go first."

"Ngajakin what Aina. If you speak clearly."

"That's..... "

"That's what?" Hariz looked at him irritatedly. However there was a strange sense as well since Aina lowered her head without looking at him.

"....... "

"That's it, I still have business. Just talk later, after you get home." Hariz tried to walk away, but Aina's voice stopped her.

"Aina wants to make Mas Hariz grow crops!"

Somehow Aina hid the red hue on her face. Clearly, right now she really did not dare to look at her husband.

"You sure?" Hariz said while raising Aina's chin, so that the woman's face faced him.

Aina nodded in embarrassment. And that made Hariz raise his eyebrows.

"What makes you so sure, Aina. If it's not ready, Mas can still hold it," he lied. Though Hariz often angry is not clear to anyone because it always fails in its action.

"Because Aina doesn't want to be an ungodly wife. Aina also wanted to give Mas Hariz the right. Aina was also afraid of sin. Especially until an angel.

Sorry Aina is overrated, Mas. This time Aina promised not to let Mas Hariz down. Just do what Mas Hariz has to do with Aina. Aina was ready to be born inward." In fact, Aina's mind did not match her speech. Still there is fear within him. But Aina pressed him with all her might.

'If not now, then when again.' he thought.

Hariz himself was happy. In his heart he cheered.

"alright. Let's do it...... " Hariz looked at him meaningfully. While Aina could no longer shy away from her husband's gaze. He was hypnotized and went inside.

The two of them ended up having a husband and wife relationship as it should be.

Even though Aina still grimaced in pain. But the woman had no intention of stopping her husband. She tried to relax and enjoy the husband's game. Until finally the pain is gone, replaced with a sense of unparalleled pleasure.

Hariz treated Aina really gently and according to religious advice.

For the first time in both of their lives. Feel something new. Something that made the two fly. Enjoy the beauty of the paradise of the world in a halal bond.

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After that incident. Hariz's mood changed instantly. The man could not stay away from his wife for a moment. And every time it's close. Hariz did not miss the opportunity to make out and make out with Aina.

"Mas, Aina want to ask you something?"

"Ask what?"

"But Mas Hariz stepped aside first. Don't be like a lizard sticking up."

"The problem is where nempel same wife herself? Than any other woman, it's a sin!"

"The problem is that Hariz is heavy."

Hariz shifted his body slightly. But his hand still held the wife's shoulder.

"It has. Aina wants to ask what?"

"Aina may not be a godly wife like Sister Syma. There are many flaws in Aina. Especially the religious issue. What Aina knew, was only about the obligation of praying and closing the aurat.

Aina also wants to be like Syma. So the woman is gentle and also patient. But...

Aina wasn't sure, Mas. Aina's emotions cannot be controlled. It's hard to turn into a good woman. Could this sinful Aina be such a woman? Aina was worried that Aina's sin would make Mas Hariz bear it too."

"The struggle of a sinner is hard to find a way back, Aina. But do you know that Allah prefers the repentant. Than the worshiper who is arrogant about his practice.

Then from that...

This was Mas's duty as Aina's husband. Lead Aina on the right path. If it's hard inside Aina to change. God willing, God will ease Aina's path to good.

And start with the easiest. Speech and manner of speaking."