MUST BE A DEPOSIT
TMS EPS 53: SINCERITY

Pain due to a slap from her husband seemed to spread throughout Syma's body. Obviously Syma's cheeks were red, as a result of a sign from her husband's own hand.

Long time, Syma was silent while holding her cheek that still feels hot. The tightness and pain seemed to mix into one. Her tears were clearly wetting her cheeks.

"I'm disappointed in you, Syma. You reopened the gaping wound in my heart by presenting the woman" Ersad said bitterly. "Why Syma? WHY DON'T YOU LISTEN TO ME! I OFTEN WARN YOU TO FORGET THAT WOMAN.

BUT WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW!!

You brought....

THAT WOMAN WAS A SOURCE OF TRAUMA FOR ME, SYMA.... "

"You're as bad as she is, she's still your mother.... Your heaven is still on him. We have to love him, though,

No man is born without parents except the prophets ADAM and EVE. How can we be happy if we abandon our own parents.

Learn not to remember the things that hurt us, because no matter how bad our parents are, we must not hate them. Even though they hurt."

"SILENCE!

You don't understand my feelings, because you never feel them... "

BRAKKK

Ersad threw everything in front of him. Making Syma scream in shock as well as Zea who began to be afraid to see them.

"You frightened Zea, Mas. "bluffy Syma wanted to reach her daughter who was picked up in the corner of the room.

Ersad, who was beginning to realize his actions, now pulled his hair rough. There was a hint of regret within him when he saw Zea being frightened. The boy had just recovered from his trauma.

Ersad suddenly left from there. Leaving behind the still sobbing Syma and the frightened Zea.

Syma only noticed her husband's departure with a sense of tightness in her chest. Then she approached Zea and hugged her son tightly.

"Don't be afraid of Ze..."

"Why is Papa angry?"

"Papa was not angry. He's just pissed. Soon her anger will disappear. Now Ze's sleeping... "

******

There is nothing Syma can do but complain to the Divine. In the middle of the night. Pouring out all the hearts and all the distress and sorrow that ensued.

On this silent night...

Syma poured out everything that was disturbing in her mind with tears. Hope the Divine will answer his prayers and give the best way in his affairs. She gave her husband guidance and softened her heart to be forgiving.

When the activity is finished. Syma stared at the bed which still looked empty, there was no husband there.

Syma breathed her heavy breath. With a shaky step he headed to bed. His mind drifted somewhere. Thinking of Ceyda being alone and definitely lonely. While here her husband does not want the presence of his own mother.

Ting

Syma's attention was distracted when she heard the clang of her cell phone. He opened it immediately.

Someone sent him a picture of Ersad sitting with a woman. Of course it makes Syma's heart more sick. But he did not want to be provoked by the photo.

I don't know who sent the picture. That person certainly doesn't like their relationship.

Syma did not want to respond to the message. He put his phone back. Bad thoughts, of course, circled in his head. Which woman is not jealous to see her husband close to another woman.

'Astaghfirullahalazim's....

******

"Stop interrupting their households, Mas. It's outrageous!" Mia growls in anger when she learns that Revan sent Syma Ersad a picture with a woman.

"Stop meddling in my business! You have no rights!"

"Obviously I have a right, because I'm your wife. And Syma is my friend."

"Curtain, friend? What kind of friend would destroy his household? What kind of friend snatches her own friend's husband. That's what you call a friend, huh!"

"Try it if you can. I will never stop bothering them. I won't let them be together. At any moment, Syma will be my wife again. And you're...

You're just useless trash. If Syma comes back to this house again, then you must get out of my sight!"

"And I'll never let Syma come back to you again. You're not worthy enough to be with a good woman like Syma."

Bugh

Revan punches Mia in the face and pulls her hair rough. Revan occasionally bangs Mia's head on the wall until her forehead bleeds. Dizziness and pain mixed into one. But as hard as Mia's power to hold him.

"It's the result if you dare to fight me!"

*******

Syma felt a warm hand suddenly hug her from behind. He knew who the owner was without having to look back. Ersad also drowned his face behind Syma's body. The hug was so tight. Syma could even feel the breath from her husband.

Syma turned her body. Facing her husband with their distance.

Syma was surprised to see her husband's wet face. Syma wiped away the traces of her husband's tears gently.

"I'm sorry." said Ersad while pulling Syma into his arms.

"I know your purpose well Syma. I know you didn't mean to hurt me. I'm sorry for yelling at you. I even talked rudely to you, and my hand hit you.

I'm sorry Syma.... "

"Sstt....

I know Mas is angry. Satan has defeated you, your habits are boiling. Your mind is covered.

So I should not take for granted what I have said or done. Because Mas himself was also unconscious, what he had done."

"To be honest, I really want to forgive her. But every time I want to, the more hate there is in me. And now I realize that I will never be able to forgive him."

"That's because your heart isn't sincere, Mas. Learn to be sincere first. To forgive those who have wronged and hurt us is to help ourselves so that we can escape anger, disappointment, hatred, and resentment."

Long ago, Ersad looked at his wife's sad face. Before giving her a light but full of feelings. Hugging his wife back while closing his eyes to rest his heart and mind.

******

Syma held her husband's hand tightly. Trying to strengthen the man before meeting his mother again.

Ceyda was surprised to see who was coming. He stared in disbelief that Ersad was coming to see him.

Now the three of them were sitting in an awkward state.

"Mom knows sorry is not enough to treat the pain in your heart. There's nothing you can do to heal the wounds you've made. But I'm still gonna apologize to you, son.

Sorry for the stupidity you've done to you. Sorry because..... "

"Enough." Ersad raised his hand so that Ceyda would stop talking.

"I didn't come here to talk about our time. Whatever the reason my mother doesn't care. All I know is that Mom left me.

Damn it, my duty as a child must not repay your crimes. I am required to take care of you and be devoted to you. So then... I have forgiven you. I've been sincere and at peace with my own heart to forget everything that's happened." Ersad spoke without the slightest expression.

"Mom... Join us in. We'll take care of Mom. Let us open the doors of our own heaven by caring for and being devoted to you." Syma spoke softly to him.

"No Syma. With Ersad forgiving Mom, that was enough. I don't want anything else. You'd be happier and more comfortable without Mom."

Ceyda refused for all sorts of reasons. Syma persuaded him so much that Ceyda was willing to stay with them.

*****

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