MISWANA I LOST VOL. 1
Chapter 9. Love and Hate

At eight o'clock Cahyana arrived home happy even though there was not much conversation with Oriza. But on the other side in her heart, Cahyana felt guilty towards Dini. Because Cahyana had lied home late because of business, even though Cahyana went with Oriza.

To slightly reduce the bad taste to Dini, Cahyana finally bought something like Dini and her son. Before arriving home, a few meters before his Cahyana buy a portion of martabak telor, or commonly called also martabak Bandung, or martabak bangka.

After finishing ordering and getting the telor martabak, Cahyana headed straight home, of course after paying what he ordered.

Walking a little hasty, Cahyana hopes Dini especially the children have not slept. because it feels like Cahyana longs for her three children.

"Assalamu'alaikum, dad's coming home.... ". While opening the door Cahyana looking for her children.

"Wa aleikumsalam ". Dini came out of the room with a little justify her hair tie.

"Have the children slept?". Cahyana did not see what else heard the voices of her three children, her usual three children were most excited to welcome when Cahyana arrived home.

For Cahyana, her three children are a cure for longing and a cure for fatigue. Instantly the longing and tiredness of Cahyana lost when with her three children.

"Yes. They're waiting from earlier, maybe dad's coming home too late". Answer Early as it is.

Cahyana mangosteen heard the saying Early, "have you eaten? here I bring you your favorite egg martabak". Cahyana tried to act ordinary.

"We eat together?". For Dini this is an opportunity to improve her relationship with Cahyana.

"alright". Cahyana asserted Dini's invitation even though he had eaten with Oriza, it was not good if he had to refuse.

"I heard the day after tomorrow there's going to be an event at school". Dini ventured to open the conversation.

Cahyana seemed to think "Yes, the children of one school on vacation to the tourist attractions in Ciwidey".

"Can I come with you?". Dini asked while trying to stare at Cahyana, she wanted to know how Cahyana had expressed herself with such a question.

"It's just an event at school, not for outsiders". Cahyana tried to subtly refuse.

" Later if there's time, the five of us will go recreation yaa". Cahyana again said that Dini was not too disappointed.

Dini only responded with a little smile, for him who was promised Cahyana only the wind. The proof, Cahyana was even cool with his fishing friends, or busy with business at school.

Usually, the man who can be trusted is from his words. But not for Cahyana, he always breaks his promise as if he forgot what he had said

The feeling of Love and hate being one, more precisely maybe not love but affection. In fact, the love gradually began to fade, and the affection that Dini chose only to survive for the sake of her three children, and for the future of her child.

Dinipun nodded unwilling to ask again, "Let's sleep rest, it's late at night". Cahyana simply replied with a smile.

Cahyana and Dini went to separate mattresses with their three children. They both sleep on the same bed, In the tv room also the family room becomes one.

Actually Dini was not wanting to be close to Cahyana, but Dini lost quickly, Cahyana keburu holding his hand and pulled him into the embrace.

There is no activity that is usually done at night. Early sleeping with his back to Cahyana, and Cahyana hugging Dini from behind.

Not long heard the soft snoring of Cahyana sign he was already sound in his sleep. But in contrast to Dini who was half-dead holding back her sobs so as not to be heard.

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Cahyana seemed shocked to hear Dini's question who wanted to take a vacation to the tourist attractions of the Ciwidey area, but Cahyana tried to hide her nervousness, she tried to act ordinary to cover up her lies, and so that Dini does not suspect.

Cahyana also took a breath to fill the air in the cavity of his para, then he smiled and agreed to the invitation of Dini to rest. Because it was late at night, and Cahyana was tired for today.

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This morning Cahyana was busy with the activity of compiling a number of seats that had been recorded before who would sit with whom. Surely Cahyana had arranged that she would sit down with Oriza.

Not to forget Cahyana had ordered several boxes containing snacks as many people who attended this event for a meal before departure. Do not forget the teacher, driver and committee were counted to get the same snake.

"For tomorrow's supplies, have you bought snacks for the trip?". Cahyana sends a message that indirectly reminds Oriza of the supplies so as not to forget she brought them.

"No, I'm just stocking up on rice". Cahyana frowned. While other friends are busy shopping for supplies tomorrow, Oriza will bring rice without snacks instead.

Teng... Teng... Teng...

So busy, I don't feel the bell ringing. Cahyana immediately finished her work, then hurriedly walked towards the main gate. Yes as usual Cahyana waited for Oriza, maybe a little smile Oriza could treat her longing for the girl.

Not long after the girl who was waiting came to the gate, she walked while looking down because she was playing her phone.

Passing Cahyana, Oriza simply nodded with a smile.

"Go home?". Cahyana tries to greet Oriza.

"No". Oriza replied briefly still continuing to play her mobile phone, it seems Oriza was replying to a message.

"Where did you go first?". Cahyana asked curiously, because usually if Oriza went home from school straight away, even if there was group work, she would have gone home first.

"You go to a friend's house first". Oriza's reply made Cahyana worried.

"Aa yaa's friend". Out of curiosity Cahyana also volunteered to drive Oriza. As far as Cahyana is concerned, the only friend close to Oriza is Lani, my countryman.

Oriza nodded and started walking to the left of the school gate.

"Male or female?".Cahyana tries to neutralize her feelings, preparing with an answer from Oriza.

" man". Dduuaarrhtt... As if there was lightning in broad daylight, Cahyana's heart seemed to be in a pinch.

'I am jealous of those who can always be with you, laugh with you, and there are times when you need to be'. Cahyana.

No lami Oriza stopped, Cahyana thought Oriza realized to the mound that Cahyana felt. But it turns out Oriza will cross, to cross the road to the spacious room next to Padepokan.

Not long Oriza was saying goodbye, apparently there was already a man there, Cahyana squinted, apparently the man.......