MISWANA I LOST VOL. 1
Chapters 15. Who Started
On a clear day, the sun was shining. But not with a heart that he always tries to take care of.
After several months passed, after the Ciwidey tourist incident the other day, Cahyana's relationship with Oriza even closer even though Oriza may now know that Cahyana has had children and also a wife.
It was a holiday, Cahyana even deliberately brought a girl to meet Dini. It did not take long, Dini also met and found out that the woman was named Oriza.
'So this is the girl who made Cahyana crazy'. Mumbled Early while watching Oriza who was playing with Use.
Oriza is very close to her three children. Annisa, Use even Nazwa, the three children called Oriza with the title of sister. Playing together and laughing together, according to Dini, Oriza has managed to get closer to her three children, he said,
Which man will back off if his love is reciprocated, even the woman happily accepts her three children at once.
Oriza did not want to go back to Dini. Oriza was a friendly and kind woman, so about Early's brief assessment of Oriza.
"I brought Oriza home first". Pamit Cahyana to Dini.
Dini just nodded speechlessly, she tried to hide the tears that would soon brook the river. His heartache is immeasurable.
Cahyana left after getting permission from Dini, without her realizing there was a heart that was so hurt, and there were tears that flowed to release the departure of Cahyana to take Oriza home.
'Do you not love me anymore'.
'Do you love that woman more'.
'Am I no longer attractive until you can turn away'.
A few questions filled the content of the crying Early thoughts. Disappointed, disappointed, and wounded. On the sidelines of Oriza who was playing with her three children, Dini tried to dare to ask Cahyana.
"Do you love that girl?".
" Yes I love him". Like lightning in broad daylight, Dini was shocked and very hurt by Cahyana's clear confession.
"Who do you love more? Him or me?". back in the morning throw a question.
" You are the mother of my children". Cahyana stared Early.
"So?". 'who do you love more' screams Dini in the heart.
Cahyana did not budge, she just kept quiet.
'What's wrong and my cage, I'm going to take care of you, take care of your children, take care of the household and serve youuu'
'Aaaaaaaaaaaaa you go crazy, go crazyaaaaaaa'. Dini screamed in a stifled voice afraid that someone else would hear.
Early crying in the room increasingly became as her chest became increasingly crowded. Fortunately, his children were played by Solihin, the younger brother of Cahyana. So Early to let out tightness in the chest.
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Walking towards the archway to wait for the angkot, Cahyana and Oriza were silent to each other, dissolving in their respective thoughts.
Arriving at the roadside gate, not long ago a red pollet green angkot approached. Oriza and Cahyana were sitting side by side still in silence.
In the middle of the trip, rain fell very heavily, the wind and fairly strong retreat added to the cold and timid atmosphere in the angkot.
Cahyana immediately went back and turned when she saw Oriza had entered her house. Cahyana did not come in for fear that there would be questions from Oriza's parents.
Cahyana also does not want to just be not ready, because it might be very embarrassing if a man who is still determined to approach a girl. But Cahyana is determined that someday she will face and ask permission to Oriza's parents to interfere.
Cahyana is just waiting for time, she has no intention of polygamy.
It did not feel Cahyana had arrived again in the gate and waited for angkot to go home, after he had crossed the road before. Because the direction of return is to the right of the gate.
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In angkot Cahyana drowned in daydreams. Before the incident today he brought Oriza to his house to meet with Dini, a few months ago there was often news that Dini went with a man renting a room.
There is also one of Cahyana's friends who works as an admin at an XX inn hotel, he sends a photo to Cahyana.
"Bro what is this bini?". Cahyana's friend sent a message with a photo.
Cahyana was very surprised to see the photo sent by his friend, because clearly the woman in the photo was Dini, his wife. Cahyana also very recognize the clothes and sandals that are usually worn Early.
"Maybe it looks like bro". Cahyana still covers up the truth.
"Yes too. It could be that similar, yeah". Reply to his friend who was ignored by Cahyana.
'The logic, if a woman and a man go and rent a room in the inn. It is impossible if they are just friends venting, there must be another meaning'. roughly so there is in the mind of the cahyana.
Cahyana keeps and hides the photo sent by his friend in case if one day the photo is needed as evidence of misappropriation of his wife against Cahyana.
"Bro I see your wife eating baso with a man".
"Yyan your wife is in the bonceng of a friendly man so hugged".
And there are many more reports coming in about his wife, and all these reports are accompanied by photos.
It is impossible if Cahyana does not believe that all the information obtained is true. Of all the photos that have been collected, the man in each photo of his face is different.
'what does it mean Early..... '.
Last month, Cahyana got word that Dini his wife often brought and put different men into her mother's house.
Her mother was a widow. Usually, his mother Dini immediately took the children of Cahyana away after Dini and the man she brought into the house.
'That means her mother Dini also knows that Dini is often changing men'. Cahyana tried to unravel the tangled thread that was in her mind.
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Not feeling the angkot on board Cahyana had reached the gate, Cahyana walked a little hastily because of the rain he was cold and drenched.
Geck... Geck... Geck...
Cahyana had reached home, quickly Dini wiped the remaining tears on her cheeks and then slightly ran towards the door and opened the lock.
Before her Dini continued to take heavy breaths caused by her tight chest, after a sudden calm Dini grinned like getting a new idea.