Meet And Fall in Love
61 - Smiling in Solitude.

Raisa was trying to stay strong and endure all the pain inside her chest.

Raisa starts to remember everything about the figure of the man she loves. Back to remembering all the things he had been through with Rumi, the man he loved.

Rumi, the man had already charmed her since the first time he met. It was that man who had caught his attention far away since Raisa started dreaming of him. The man had already made her fall in love when she first talked to him. It's all about that guy, just that name!

Rumi, the name of the male figure who had been deeply embedded and strong again solidly in the depths of Raisa's heart. The man of hearts!

All the memories of being with her began to cross and kept circling in Raisa's mind.

While talking together, sitting side by side, walking hand in hand, leaning on his shoulder, until his kiss, and lastly is when he expressed his love for Raisa. Even all the dreams about him!

Only one question kept repeating in Raisa's mind... Why does it feel this sick?

Raisa tilted her bitter smile along with the pain felt in her heart.

He even remembers the night he once sang a song inspired by what he felt at that time when he stayed with all his other friends in his family villa. She sings while she is alone and no one sees her and hears her sing. However, that was just his guess. At that time, someone saw and heard him singing in the solitude of the night from a distance. And that someone is a man of his own heart who is none other than Rumi.

Raisa recalled, when she sang she felt she could express all the feelings from her heart even though she covered it with a song as if she was really just singing. After he sang the feeling in his heart felt a little relieved. Although the relief was only a little, very little. However, it could already make the feeling in his heart so slightly better.

Raisa wants to repeat it again. Once again, so that the feeling in his heart returned to be a little better, no one saw and heard it. He was alone like that night. The place he was in was also very quiet...

Raisa did too. The tune of the song began to flow in his heart. From within his mouth and throat through his lips, he began to pass the chant in a beautiful and melodious voice.

I never imagined it

When people are heartbroken

This time I feel for real

My day is like night

Rainbows are dark

This is what is called a broken heart

I don't want to go

Love like this

All I know is that love is beautiful

I don't want to feel

The unsettled soul

I want you to stay by my side

Raisa continues to sing in solitude in solitude. His heart was very lively and deepening the content of the song from word to word. He sings very nicely, with a beautiful melodious voice. His expression while singing also touched anyone deeply if anyone saw him. Very convincing anyone who saw and would think if he really experienced what he was singing, if only no one knew the truth. What he sings is his true feeling.

Raisa again did not realize that there were those who saw and heard her who were singing from behind the tree. This time it was not just one person but two people. Not only that, the two of them even recorded the action of Raisa who was singing solo with the mobile phone of one of them. From the beginning of the song to the end, Raisa really did not realize it at all.

"I didn't think Raisa'd sing it this good!" Praise

"Yes, his expression was also touching. The recording was good too!" Agree with the others.

"But, like Raisa who sang that song really felt sad again heartbroken. We're samperin, yuk!" Say

"Yes, come!" Said

When she finished singing, the two people who recorded Raisa singing walked up to her.

Raisa was looking down in a doldrums when someone called her name.

"She's!~" Call her in a soft voice.

Raisa also raised her eyes. His eyes were reddened from holding back the crying...

"You stopped to sit here, Raisa?" Ask

"Ah, Maura, Nilam! Yes, I stopped for a while, because the view in the back garden is quite good. Yeah, right?" Raisa's

"Yes, anyway. I was shocked to wake up and see that suddenly you weren't there beside me and say that. We're going to eat in the cafeteria." Said, Nilam.

"Raisa, you stopped sitting here to sing huh? Your voice is good!" Updated, Maura.

It turns out that who approached and saw and recorded the action of Raisa who was singing were his two friends, Maura and Nilam. The two of them return to the place they passed when they realized Raisa was no longer with them to head to the cafeteria.

"You see and hear, huh? You think it's good, do you?" Ask the unconfident Raisa.

Though he does not want anyone to see and know even hear when he sings even more so sad song nan melow. He felt ashamed of not being confident and did not want until there was one person who realized the feelings of sadness and pain of heartbreak that he felt through the song he sang.

But this time, the one who caught him singing was his best friend. So, Raisa could only let it go.

"Yes, I even recorded it! Very good, the interpretation is also very touching and convincing!" Maura

"We want to eat. To the canteen yuk, hunt! I'm still a laper." Nilam said as if to divert the topic

Nilam knew Raisa didn't want to talk about it. He noticed from Raisa's facial expression. Raisa is really sad right now. Don't know what the real reason is... But, Raisa really looks like a broken heart.

"Ah yes, I also suddenly became a laper! Maybe because it was so cool to sing while deeply exploring the song. To the cafeteria, yuk! Fear of running out of time and going to class again." Raisa's

"Yes, I'm also a laper. You suddenly said, Raisa. Looking for her fancy song again singing alone here." Maura

Finally, Raisa, Maura, and Nilam set foot back to the cafeteria to eat. The three of them also walked together.

"Yes, I'm sorry. You see, I have a beautiful and quiet atmosphere in this park. Don't even know how to sing yourself." Sahut Raisa

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At the school cafeteria, Raisa, Maura, and Nilam ordered their own meals. And the three of them sat down to eat together at the same table.

When the third order was delivered to the table, the three of them began their eating activities in the cafeteria. Crowded atmosphere... Many other disciples were eating together in groups like the three of them.

Busy with their own food. Food that still feels pabas, they also blow it to make it easier to eat immediately.

Raisa focused on the bowl of meatballs before her, Maura focused on the plate of siomay before her, and Nilam focused on the bowl of chicken noodles before her. Not only focused and busy eating each of their meals, they also added chatter into the togetherness of the three of them.

"Raisa, actually your friend who came at that time came from where? From outside... Overseas, abroad, where?" Ask Nilam

"Oh, that... They are from abroad, they live in rural villages in their country. But, they're fluent in our language for ever coming here." Raisa replied with the origin of lying.

Raisa is just giving an answer. In fact, Raisa's friends live in a village in another world dimension. However, Raisa says they live in an outback village in a country.

"You've known them since when? Meet them all where?" Ask Maura

"Since two years ago. I met them on vacation and they were also on vacation here. We met outside the city." Raisa answered with her lie again.

A vacation? That's lie! Raisa did meet two years ago with them. However, the rain during the holidays but meet in a dream!

"From their many, there are some men... Where's the guy you like?" Nilam asked.

"Eh, where is there!" Tukas Raisa

"Lied, ah! You have been really cool to eat HP fit again in this canteen as well... You saw a picture of them or one of them, right? So, which one?" Search Nilam

"Truly too! But, they are many. I don't remember the names of those you once knew, Raisa." Maura

"Tow them a photo and get to know who they are!" Pinta Maura and Nilam.

"Ahaha... Should it be, huh? I'd have known them all straight to you guys back then." Said Raisa accompanied by her awkward laugh at the beginning of her sentence.

"Must dong! We don't know who they are yet..." Simultaneously Maura and Nilam again.

Does Raisa have to tell her friends this time? Is it possible that Raisa's feelings could improve a little more? Is this the right thought!?

Despite all her hesitation, Raisa also pulled out her phone. Open an image folder file. After opening the password of the collection of images on his phone, he opened a photo, and then showed it to Maura and Nilam, his two best friends.

"Here, a picture of me with them on vacation last time." Said Raisa who showed a photo on her phone screen.

"Well, who are they?" Ask Maura

Raisa also pointed to one by one the figures in the photo on her phone while calling it one by one the name of their figures all. Maura and Nilam began to remember the names of Raisa's friends...

"Devan, Ian, Morgan, Rumi, Dennis, Marcel, and Billy. Who are the guys you like?" Ask Nilam full of search.

Does Raisa have to answer questions from her friend on this one? Does he have to reveal it?

"Come dong, get answered!" Maura Pinta

"He, this one... Rumi!"'s!" Raisa answered.

And finally! Raisa can only answer and point to which man she likes. After all, just revealing this limit alone.

"Oh, Rumi, that's the guy. handsome guy! It was cold, but, he still smiled even as thin as a paper. It fits you well, beautiful!" Maura said

"But I just like her more!" Lying Raisa

"More than like also gapapa... Gaskeun, just break through!" Maura said

"Speak what the hell are you? I can't say I like it with him. Shame on!" Raisas

"Why shame? You, the female student who dared to advance during the debate competition between classes and the only female student who won at the race... The shame?! Why should you be so good as this be ashamed?" Ask Maura

"Oh, that's all, my dear Maura! It's a debate of lessons, according to science and all the logic that exists... If this is about the feeling of the heart! The difference is obvious!" Raisa's Report

Although she was embarrassed, Raisa was more afraid! Fear of being hurt and hurt... Recalling the harsh reality if the seoerti relationship was between him and a Rumi. Who can never be together and united. It hurts so much to anyone! Not only her, but also Rumi!

"If so, take a look at this! The tape that I took when you were singing again. This is a great result! What else if you dare to upload to medsos... You must be famous! You just need courage, a little braver!" Maura said

Raisa also saw the recording that Maura took while she was singing. Watch the tape in its entirety. Turn around and watch it from start to finish...

"Yes, the recording was good too!" Raisa said despite feeling sad again in her heart.

"Really, right!? What if we upload it on YouTube? You are a youtuber about the cover of the song. I think it will be successful!" Maura

"I don't understand how. Hehe..." Said Raisa

"Let me take care of Nilan uploading it. If successful, the result will be 60-40%. You're 60%. Me and Nilam are 20% each%. How about, you want to?" Tawar Maura's

"Think about it later. We'll talk about it again. Now we both focus on the graduation exam first. Don't let this exam be interrupted by anything else." Raisa's

"OK! We'll talk about it later." Maura said

If Raisa accepts this offer, she can earn money if she succeeds. Raisa needs some extra money! He and other friends of his dimension will visit each other's world. And when they come, Raisa needs a fee. He could not trouble his family in this and it was more impossible for him to burden the other friends of his world to give him something precious for this.

Raisa needs money! Because the currencies in his world and their world are different. And can't use each other's personal money when they're hanging out.

"Raisa, you don't have any more problems, do you? When you sang earlier, you looked really sad and heartbroken. You and Rumi, the guy you like has no problem, right? There's not something or a problem with your relationship, is there?" Ask Nilam very carefully. Fear hurts Raisa's feelings.

Raisa's stunned! Someone realized his feelings. And that was his own best friend!

..."Apparently, Nilam realized it. It was only fitting that he would suddenly be silent as Maura continued to talk to me instead. He usually talks more than Maura. He wanted to ask me about this, but, maybe he felt doubtful and afraid I felt sad again. Or, maybe Maura also realized it just like Nilam? I have to answer what and how? Do I have to be honest and tell all the same Nilam and Maura?" Inner Raisa...

Does Raisa have to reveal it to the two of them? Nilam and Maura, they are both friends of Raisa. Is it okay? They'll understand... What by telling it, Raisa's feeling will feel a little better?

The atmosphere is a little different. Raisa's face became gloomy and lethargic. Nilam and Maura were looking forward to the answer.

Huft~

Raisa took a long breath...

Raisa already showed her sad expression. If you do not tell it, his two best friends, Nilam and Maura will instead wonder more or feel bad. Maybe even the two of them will feel less worthy of being Raisa's best friend because it does not give Raisa a sense of comfort until Raisa is still reluctant to make them both a place of outpouring when feeling sad.

Raisa has to tell her problems this time to her two best friends. Maura and Nilam, who are still waiting for the answer to tell the problem.

"Something actually makes me feel sad. I like him, I like him! Maybe even more than liking. But, on the other hand I dare not to more than feel like, I fear. He's not from here, he's from far away, he doesn't know which country he lives in. I don't know where he lives, what country. For me, it's just as impossible! Where he and I live is far away. Even for me his existence was like it didn't really exist, like nil!Me and him like this can't be together. I was afraid that if I felt more than this, my heart would hurt. So, I better stop here, just with this feeling. But, it seems like this hurt. Apparently, my heart hurts! I can't stand it! What should I do, how should I?" Raisa brought out all her stuff.

"Raisa, the feeling you're feeling isn't wrong. Feelings are never wrong. You're not wrong..." Maura said

Nilam asked. But he also doesn't know what to say...

"Raisa, you're patient. I also don't know what to respond to. But, maybe as time goes on it will get better. Either you'll forget him or you can be with him. Time will answer. You simply live what you currently believe, the things you can do. Everything just takes time." Nilam

"Yes... Thank you for listening to my curses. It turns out that's right, I feel more relieved now. So, better." Raisas

"Either. If there is a problem, tell me. Do not keep it in your heart. You will get sick." Nilam

"My word too, you just need courage. Dare decide! Follow what your heart wants. You must listen to your heart and dare to do it." Maura said

"Yes, you're both right!" Said Raisa

Finally, Raisa told me the problem. However, he only said his current feelings were only a sense of liking. But he was already in love. He fell in love with that man.

He also said he did not know where the man lived. Though he knew, but, could not say it and had to keep it a secret.

Raisa is in love with Rumi!

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