
" Aaawww..why are these few months my stomach often hurts if it comes months huh ? My cyst disease period is all over again...Aawww. " Viona said while holding her stomach.
This is the first day Viona comes to the moon. Indeed in recent months he often feels pain if it comes 'month, but sometimes the pain goes away by itself. Like a repeat person. Sometimes arrive sick but not long healed again. But not with this moment, Viona had already tried to sleep first but the pain was still not gone.
Viona thought she would check her cyst disease condition. He was afraid that his cyst would become active again. Even now he felt worse. When having sex he likes to feel pain and even bleed and keput** that is excessive to make Fikri uncomfortable in contact with him. After that incident Fikri never touched it again, besides that Viona also became no more arousal feel weak and nauseous like a person is pregnant.
After the interview is over, tomorrow Risna has started working. Risna chose to find a boarding place not far from her workplace. He believes this is better for him as well as for Fikri's life. He did not want to trouble Fikri and also he did not want to misunderstand Viona. Fikri faithfully waited for Risna to finish the interview. Though Fikri offers Risna to keep the cost in its place considering the cost of cheaper costs than in the workplace area Risna , in addition, Fikri's workplace is not too far from Risna's workplace so they can go together and go home can also be together if the time is right. Risna still rejects the goodness of Fikri , because however she is female and male Fikri so it is not good if she is close together continuously. Risna moved to Jakarta to pursue his career so he wanted to focus on his work.
Once ready Viona immediately left for the hospital where she used to check her health. At the hospital near Fikri kosan she has a regular obstetrician. And it just so happens that this afternoon is his practice schedule. The plan is that he will be consul and USG to check the condition of his uterus.
The distance to the hospital is not too far just a few minutes Viona has arrived at the hospital. He immediately signed up for the administration to check. After he finished he went straight to the poly womb and waited for his queue to be called. Viona chooses not to tell Fikri, she does not want to interfere with Fikri's work.
Elsewhere , Fikri and Risna are touring in search of boarding places for Risna. Because the average rate at the cost is very expensive for a newcomer. Risna had also told her mother about the boarding places there. At first her mother felt objection considering her daughter had just set foot in Jakarta, there was a feeling of worry. Actually her mother wanted Risna to stay in the Fikri kosan. But with Risna's consideration finally her mother approves of her. Risna was sure she could live independently, and she was ready. Going out is his choice and he has to be strong.
Risna decided to choose a cost whose tariff is not too far away. Risna no problem no complete facilities. This kosan only has a floor mattress, a small wardrobe and also a fan. And the location is quite inward and to walk the distance is good if to the office. But for him it doesn't matter. Because Risna including women who are simple not many kinds even though his parents are quite capable. He did not want to trouble his parents continuously, he wanted to be independent if he wanted a nice facility he would pay later from his salary money.
Fikri felt salute to Risna's nature. There is no shame in feeling the slightest of himself with the cost in a simple place, even though his parents can afford to pay for the luxurious facilities. Although born from a family that is quite capable, Risna always actively studied in earnest, as a result he always got an educational scholarship. And this work also comes from his achievements. The company belongs to alumni at its SMU school. In his SMU school, which if a successful person always invites his younger siblings who have graduated to work in their respective companies. Risna got the information from her school after graduating from college and happened to her alumni company needed an HRD assistant considering Risna was a psychology graduate.
After waiting for the queue to be long enough, it was finally time for Viona to check. Viona's subscription obstetrician is a favorite doctor so to check it takes time to queue. Therefore, it happens that Viona is still in boarding she chose to check because it has been a long time also she never checked and this is the right time.
After finishing getting the boarding, Risna and Fikri choose to take Risna's clothes bag and deliver Risna back to the boarding house he had chosen. Because Risna wants to work tomorrow already from kosan there. Fikri just agreed, he promised to take care of everything until it was done.
Viona cried hysterically seeing the results of her examination. Various tests he has done. Lab tests, USG, and Consul. The doctor said that Viona had uterine cancer, and maybe this is one of the reasons she has not been given offspring. After the first cyst surgery when he hoped to have children. He still likes to play with Nando. After the surgery first, Viona never checked again her illness, because she was sure maybe the effect of the surgery is still healing stage. The thing he often felt he always ignored, because for him it was impossible that the disease had not been cured and came back to life. He never realized that God exists. If God wills, all is possible.
As in today, he was like in a big bogem hit his body felt limp no strength. She had not expected her illness to be even more frightening now. His heart felt tight at that moment, under tremendous pressure. Everything is like a dream. Even a cry of blood would not change his destiny. He was sentenced to stage 3 cancer. His mind felt cramped at that moment, like there was no more room to think. The fear he felt. Thinking about the fate he would receive next. A feeling of anxiety haunts her, feeling fear that her husband Fikri will leave her. Perhaps her husband would defend himself considering that he had a disease whose age could not last long and he also had no hope of giving a child. Moreover, her in-laws who want the presence of a grandchild, considering her mother-in-law like that would immediately kick her if she found out.
Viona came home with a careless pace, coming home confused as to what she should do next. Maybe this is the karma that he will bear for playing with a womb that he should have kept as a woman. How he had once had an abortion, did not appreciate a womb for the satisfaction of lust alone. Now inevitably he has to bear the consequences of his actions.
How she used to be so mean to Raisya and also betrayed her husband. Regret is no longer useful. He had to bear the fruits of his deeds all this time.
Viona chooses to cover first from her husband, she does not want her husband to divorce her immediately. She still needs her husband. Moreover, Nando now also dumped him. His heart ached as if his self-sacrifice to Nando was all meaningless. Although Nando is divorced from Raisya, he is not sincere about having a full-fledged self. It was a mistake he also used to only want relationships without status. She wants to keep her husband for the sake of property and she also wants to keep her love affair with Nando. Crazy is crazy for a woman who has no self-esteem. Maybe if he really - really divorced with husband , Nando must immediately marry her but all that he did not do because Nando did not have a well-established life.
Viona's body felt tired, herself choosing to rest. There weren't many words he said to Fikri. And finally they choose to equal - equal sleep.
Geck...Geck...Tok
The door of the room in the corner, Fikri heard it immediately got up and he immediately saw the clock on his cellphone and immediately opened the door of his room. And it turns out that Risna who knocked on the door of her room reminded Fikri to drive her to a new boarding place. Risna also apologized if he directly knocked on the door of the room because there was no response from a chat message from Fikri. And it turns out Fikri overslept waiting for the afternoon.
Risna returned to her boarding room and Fikri immediately took a shower and prepared - ready. Viona who heard the sound of people bathing finally woke up. And he immediately saw the clock on the cellphone and it turns out the clock has shown at 16:30 pm. Fikri came out of the bathroom and immediately prepared - ready and immediately say goodbye to Viona because it was too late so he had to leave immediately to deliver Risna's move. There was no stale word from Fikri's mouth to get Viona to come with him. But at the moment Viona was unwilling to fight, she chose to be quiet.
Finally Fikri and Risna left with a car. Viona was only silently glued when she saw the departure of Risna and her husband. She is now a woman of no price. She is just a sick woman and cannot give offspring. She must be ready if her husband ever leaves her. Because sooner or later all that will happen, he can only wait for when the time will happen.
Finally, she decided to go home to her parents. To calm down first. The song also he feels bored if he has to be in his own boarding room when Fikri works. While there he can play with his nephew son of his older brother who lives also in his mother's house.
Viona tells Fikri that she wants to go home. But again - again he got a painful answer back. It turned out that her husband did not stand up for her and preferred to be busy with other women. Fikri just said he could not deliver because he had to help Risna until it was completely finished. And Fikri doesn't mind if Viona comes home. Viona can only swallow a bitter pill, and she finally decides to go home right now by taking an online taxi.
After arriving at the new Risna. They directly pray magrib alternately. There was a feeling of awkwardness that both of them felt. Remembering Fikri went into his room to pray and just chat. Even the keeper of the boarding house thinks they are lovers and he reminded that if chatting in the room that has been provided by the owner of the boarding house for guests who come.
Risna kos in a very spacious house that has many rooms. This house looks very beautiful even though it is in the area of Jakarta which is famous for its heat. The rules here are strict enough not to bring men into the room and must not visit or return late from 23:00.
But for Risna who is indeed a good child, the rules do not matter. He will also always try to keep his honor well. After the prayer Fikri and Risna chose to eat at sea and chat for preparation tomorrow. They chatted so much that Fikri forgot about Viona.
After Risna's business finished buying all the necessities in the boarding house, finally Fikri said goodbye to go home and he advised Risna if he needed himself not to feel hesitant and even though he had moved the cost do not break the relationship of Silahturahmi.
Viona has now reached her parents' house, she is also trying to cover up her illness from her family. He just reasoned his condition again was less fit. There was a feeling of sadness as she held her 6-month-old niece who looked very adorable. He was really very sorry for what he did first. If only she had focused on her husband and tried to have a child from her husband , surely he was happy and felt confident if he could have a child from Fikri certainly he would not be treated like that in-laws and Fikri would never leave him even though he was sick with cancer womb. Precisely Fikri will certainly love him more and will take care of him like he was in the care of two years ago. Even though she has cysts and has problems in the lungs and heart, her husband remains faithful to take care of her and even focus on taking care of her with permission from work. But all of this had become a porridge that he inevitably had to accept. It will not all come back like the beginning.
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