Me And My Ex-Husband
Mutual

The place is different but thinking about each other that is what Raisya and Tyar are currently doing. It is like they have an inner bond with each other. Tyar is currently looking at a photo of Raisya on facebook. Likewise with Raisya who can only look at photos of Tyar on facebook when he feels homesick. That's how they vent their longing.

" Your sincere smile is still the same Sa... If only I had known the truth before you were with him, we would be happy by now. May you be happy with her. I'm sorry for accusing you first and making you hurt and cry. " Tyar said woundfully looking at the photo of Raisya in various styles with his children.

His heart was so sad when he remembered what he had done to Raisya. Until he did not have the courage to meet Raisya again. He does not want to be a selfish person who wants to get Raisya's heart after dumping her. It doesn't feel fair to Raisya. Moreover, Tyar considers the relationship of Raisya and her husband is very happy, considering Raisya now has two children.

Though all is not as Tyar thought, it is now almost six months more Raisya never want to touch Nando. Sometimes Nando tried to force him to complete his wish, but as strong as possible Raisya had a fortress. He began to communicate with Nando. She does not want her children to be victims. Clarissa is starting to understand.

Raisya still chooses not to sleep one room with Nando. For some reason now Raisya felt a tremendous kangen towards Tyar, his tears involuntarily dripped as he recalled his farewell with Tyar. Although she is always hurt by Nando and still has feelings for Tyar, Raisya has no intention of going back to Tyar and leaving Nando. He does not want to be a selfish person to think about his feelings and ignore the happiness of his children. Raisya loves his children very much. He didn't want the children to be victims, he preferred himself to be hurt.

" I'm sure you're happy with him... I'll bury my feelings into you. I love you, I miss you, Yar... " Raisya said looking at a photo of Tyar selfie with his wife.

After the divorce and to date he has not deleted the photos with his wife. It's all still the same. Not that he has not forgotten it, but because Tyar does not want to be in a relationship with other women. Tyar and Raisya can indeed be in the thumbs up, they are very loyal to their partner all this time even though their partner betrayed him. They survive until their partner chooses to separate.

Currently they can only look at each other through photos on facebook. Raisya does not want to repay Nando's actions by betraying Nando back even though Nando betrayed him. She had no thoughts of cheating and remarrying if she had to get divorced. One day, if she has to get divorced, she prefers to live alone raising her children. She was afraid that her husband would not be able to accept her children and all that made her children uncomfortable. Raisya is also lazy to adapt to other men, especially in bed affairs. And Raisya if one day divorced because he was not able to marry Nando, not because he wanted another man or had an affair.

" I miss. " Say Raisya and Tyar together but in different places while hugging the bolster.

Wanting his taste they meet each other and let go of longing, but they are all impossible. Their longing will only be stored in the heart. They let go of longing in different places, until finally they fell asleep. And that longing continues in the dream. They dream of each other. They miss each other so much that they enter the dream realm.

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Nando opens the door to Raisya's bedroom, feeling confused with his wife. He tried to approach Raisya who was fast asleep. He misses the figure of his wife Raisya first, who is so caring, affectionate, and understanding towards him. Now the now different Raisya becomes a figure who does not care about him even though Raisya still likes to cook and prepare all his needs.

" I miss you the old Sa... Sorry for all my mistakes. " Say Nando in the heart.

There is no more warmth in the house, now they are like each other's lives despite living one roof. It was all his fault that changed everything. Because of his relentless betrayal, he must enjoy the results he sows himself.

Raisya actually often also felt longing for his friendship with Nando when at home first. After all they had lived for so many years, great memories had once existed. While eating together at night the children sleep, chatting, spoiling. Now everything's gone.

While Nando now feels homesick because Raisya is no longer waiting for him when he comes home from work, accompanying him to eat, hugging him. Everything feels foreign now. There's no more such thing. I don't know when he'll be able to let go of that longing. Because until now he still likes to communicate with Viona even though it has been almost three months or so he has never met with Viona. His busy work and feelings for his wife make him avoid Viona even though Viona always wants to meet. But Nando tried to take Raisya's heart, he always tried to go home quickly even though Raisya just knew he had come home.

For Nia now there is no longer a sense of longing for Tyar. He was with the people he loved. It was different with Tyar, though he did not love his wife completely. He still often felt homesick with the figure of Nia. Even though he was used to sleeping alone and living a life without Nia. Because he used to meet Nia only 2 days in 1 week.

Tyar prefers to return to his parents' house and the house he bought for them to occupy first he chose to rent. During the separation with Nia, because of Nia's guilt towards her, Nia did not ask for treasure gono gini from Tyar. Because of the treasure problem he has all. Even her husband who has now provided facilities for her.

...Don't forget to leave your tracks... I need your support.... ...