Marrying My Brother's Fiancee
EPISODE 125 UNWARRANTED FEAR
Sarah's father's eyes were closed, the tears she had blocked earlier finally spilled on her cheeks. The taste of blue made him barely able to breathe.
For the rest of his life, he dreamed of a little baby girl crying in his cradle 26 years ago, calling him "father"
The almost desperate old man hugged the child's hand with trembling fingers.
"My son..." His voice was almost inaudible because of the tears that fell on half of his face.
Seated eyes try to absorb all the meetings that became his dream for many years.
"Do you know, I've never stopped thinking about you in my entire life. Always wondering in my heart why I was abandoned by my father." Sarah muttered in between the sobs she kept.
Sarah's father stretched out Sarah's arms from behind, then turned around and hugged her tightly.
"I've never stopped thinking about you, either, son..."
"I'm sorry... "Sarah sobbed in her father's arms.
"Solicit what for? don't make your father feel ashamed."
"I'm sorry I thought you never thought of me."Whisper Sarah.
"I'm the one who should apologize to you a thousand times, son..."Tukas the father without trying to throw away his tears. She was willing to keep throwing away her tears in order to hug her daughter.
"No dad.I won't ask you again why you should go. I won't ask you again why I'm living alone. I just want you to stay here and never leave again." Sarah says it all sincerely, she promises to bury all the bad memories of her past.
He did not want to know again what reason made his father had to die, either because he really hated or there was something behind it that his father did not want to reveal.
What is the meaning of a past if he has met a happy future, let all be left behind as bad memories and life lessons.
Mbok Yem is always right, when he says that all things are possible for a reason. He doesn't need to hold a grudge for his pain, because forgiveness makes his life easier. Now is the time, make peace with the heart and make peace with reality. God never closes his eyes, just maybe gives a little time to teach us to be more resilient and more mature in the face of life.
Every exam we successfully pass will make us go up to class to be wise.
After a blue meeting with his father, Raka comes to pick them up and takes his wife and in-laws to lunch at Sarah's favorite restaurant.
They talk so familiarly, Raka always tries to make the atmosphere liquid, making them become not distant. There is nothing to say about the past and the past.
No more questions about why and where?
Raka is a good mediator without too much meddling because she knows family and parent issues are sensitive things for couples. So stay in the corridor, make everything okay.
"Dad can sleep at home with us and meet with Rae..." Tawar Raka's.
"Dad stay at the hotel alone, it's not nice to come now to your house. The effect was too sudden. Dad was also confused about what to say, suddenly appeared like a ghost like this, fearing it would make a misunderstanding." Sarah's father seemed to understand her position.
"Mama and papa are not people who like to judge people from the first time they meet, they can definitely understand."
"It's not about those who can understand or not, son Raka.but it's about dad." Sarah's father breathed heavily.
"The attitude of the father all this time who ignored his own flesh and blood, has made father ashamed to not dare to face your parents. But, I promise you, one day you will come to your house with your head held high and full of courage, saying that I am Sarah's father who my son can be proud of." Dad smiled at Sarah who could not be seen the face of the father, as if he wanted to paint it to be placed in his deepest memory.
"I'll always be proud of you..." Sarah sighed, for some reason she was so anxious to say those words.
"When my dad's back from Canada, I know who's going to find him." Sarah's father smiled broadly.
"It feels good, seeing Sarah get a husband as good as Raka's son. Any father in the world would feel at ease, if his daughter had a companion like Raka's son."
Raka blushed while glancing at Sarah,
"Well, baby.dad said what, I'm the best husband. Well taken care of, dear.in the care of.later lost, loss you know. This rare stuff..." Kelakar Raka while poking his wife's waist.
Sarah scowled at it and father laughed at Raka's joke.
It was the father's first laugh since Sarah saw him.
It sounded so sweet and pleasant to Sarah's ears. Laughter of a father, he actually heard the laughter of a happy father.
"Should you come back tomorrow?" Ask Sarah later.
"Yes, honey, I've booked my ticket for departure tomorrow. Almost a month I left my job hanging around here. Should have done this three weeks ago. Come boldly to you, so as not to waste free time like a bum." Father chuckles.
"Is it really important?" sarah's question sounded suddenly.
Sarah's father looked into her daughter's eyes, excited by the disappointed look there.
"important? Yes, it's important.it's work. Dad had to take responsibility with some employees and a slightly chatty boss at dad's workplace.
But.they're still as important as you are now. I just take care of something for a while, I'll often return to Indonesia after today." Said Sarah's father, calming the flash of disappointment caught in Sarah's clear eyeball.
"Oh, yes, I haven't met my granddaughter either, so I definitely won't be at home for too long there, I wonder what kind of handsome my granddaughter is. Is this as handsome as his grandfather?"
Sarah laughed at that, and,
"I can send you pictures and videos of him if it's about that" he said.
"Yes.yes.but not as real if I carry it. Actually, I asked for your contact number from your papa, but Sanpai now never dare to call you. Your father is a coward." Sarah's father laughed to himself, remembering his fear if Sarah turned out to refuse and hate him.
But her fear was unwarranted, Sarah was the best child God had given her with a snow-white heart. He never harbors hatred above his disappointment in others.
He always tried to understand without asking for a reason.
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